I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 27's

By late afternoon, Brother Jester drove me home. After he promised to follow my way of getting to know each other, Jester and I look closer now. After saying thank you and waving my hand to accompany the departure of Brother Jester from home, I walked into the house.

I was so happy back then, jumping in joy like a kid getting his dream gift. If I look in the mirror, I might see my face red because of the feeling of flowering - flowers. It is wanting to be just this feeling that accompanies the rest of my days.

At that time I just realized that my mother saw me being ushered by Brother Jester, a very clear mother's smile was teasing me making my face red. I tried to cover it with a jutek face while walking closer to mother, but that teasing smile did not disappear from the lips.

"Mother's son, home - home step has drifted...what's the matter nih~?" ask my mother when I get close to her

"IIih~ hgga, I walk like usual~" timpalku with my flirtatious tone, we laughed together and then mom hugged me.

"May you be happy dear." chirped my mother, I returned her embrace and...

Mother's clothes looked bloody, I was surprised and asked

"I.mom hurt?" I asked, immediately mother pushed me a little so that mother could look me in the face...

I realized immediately that the blood was coming from my nose...

My head was painful and heavy as if I could not support it, my mother's shadow was blurred from my sight, dim and darkened and there was nothing else I could remember.

Fainted? right.. back.for the umpteenth time I fainted. Never forget the one thing about me, the leukemia that has accompanied me since I was seven years old.

I woke up when it was two weeks walking.the lights on the white roof became my view every time I woke up from my fainting, I was silent and immediately I thought "Does Brother Jester know about my current illness? I don't know how many days I've passed out and she must have been looking for me, right?"

At that moment I heard the sound of footsteps approaching me, I tried to look at who that person was and I found Selena with a worried expression looking at me. His smile line lifted immediately when he saw me open my eyes, then he immediately hugged me who was still lying limp in the mattress.

"How many days is this time?" ask Selena

I asked, though I knew for sure two weeks, almost always two weeks.

"Two weeks." replied Selena, I sighed.

"Is brother Jester looking for me?" I asked again, Selena nodded her head a few times and looked at me.

"He's looking for you, I told you you're traveling to your grandmother's house with mom and dad. She wanted to catch up with you but I said no, and.." Selena didn't finish explaining and then she pressed the little button next to my bed to call the doctor, and I laughed.

"Why are you laughing?" ask Selena wonder

"Without saying anything you know what I want, thank you" I replied, but my smile at that moment was reciprocated with the expression of Selena's mouth.

"Better up!! until when do you want to be stubborn like this?!" snapped Selena to me, I sighed and then looked back at the sky.

"Selena. I know my body without having to check, I don't.." I haven't finished saying, Selena cut me off.

"Then what does your body say about your dream man?! what did your body say about your meeting?!! what does your body say when you say you don't expect to feel love?!!! did he say as you say now?!!!" she snapped at me so emotionally, I looked up at Selena's glassy eyes.

"If it is for my sake that I cannot. then treat it for the sake of your parents, if it still cannot..." selena said along with her tears flowing profusely

"Yes.I will think.don't cry, I'll cry too." I replied.

I'm too lucky to have Selena by my side, but I'm sorry Selena.. I am still proud to choose not to continue my treatment. I was tormented every time I went to therapy and drugs that made me always vomit my stomach.

Selena wiped her tears and laughed at my answer, we laughed together and then chatted about things that happened during my fainting. Not long after Doctor Ellie and the two nurses entered the room, Doctor Ellie smiled at me and gently stroked my head.

"How are you doing? is there anything that hurts?" doctor Ellie asked, I nodded my head several times.

"My hips hurt, my lower legs are numb, and my head is dizzy" I replied, my complaint was recorded by one of the nurses.

"Luna, how are your days these days?" ask Dr. Ellie with a smile

"My days...? hmm.. good, I feel sad and happy in the near future" I replied

"Did you know your body was actually already screaming in pain a few days before you fell unconscious?" doctor Ellie asked again but this time her voice was a little pressing, I was pensive looking at her face that looked so serious.

"What...do you mean doctor?" I'm confused by the lure

"I heard from your mom and dad that you're in love, is that right?" doctor Ellie asked me, I was embarrassed and I was sure my face was red.

I fell silent and lowered my gaze, I did not want to answer the question but the laughter of doctors Ellie and Selena made me want to immediately refute it, because in reality I was in love.:).

"Aaa hong!! I'm not in love!!" my rebut panicked, I'm ashamed~

"Well, yes, yes, yes already.The son of the Gates family should be told if the Princess is not in love with him~" pleaded doctor Ellie.

"That's right Doctor, I'm going to be forced to say that to Jester's sister" said Selena, looking sad, as she smiled seductively at me.

"AAAA~ stop teasing sick people!!" I snapped at the two, then they laughed over my shame~ strait...

"Luna, take the medicine again yes..show the determination of your sacred love by trying to heal, we have talked about this and your hopes one by one are fulfilled... why not hope to heal?" doctor Ellie said softly, I looked into her eyes sharply and slowly lowered my gaze

"But the treatment was excruciating. I couldn't stand the injections that you guys do many times. Every time I sleep, I hope the night doesn't change soon... I was filled with fear." I replied, then Doctor Ellie wrapped her hand around my head and placed it on her chest.

"That is what is called struggle, there will be no struggle in vain. Everyone has an end and I'm sure you will have a happy ending, let's fight together" he said gently.

I did not feel I was crying sobbing at that time.I don't know where my recklessness was at that time and I decided to go back to treatment, in the evening I consulted my father and mother about the costs that might arise and certainly it was not small. Well, even though they say all is no problem, but I know if the father at that time immediately turned his brain to find support costs.

Tomorrow morning I consult doctor Richard, some of my treatment schedule has been prepared. Helped by Doctor Ellie as my consultant and my mental doctor, I convinced myself that I was going to get well and I really hoped for that. But it's hard for me when I read the hectic schedule of my healing therapy, my mentality is down first before I do it.

All for Jester's sake.I want to keep you company as long as possible....

I wish I could marry you someday.:).

Two days later I went into the school, in front of the entrance fence when I got out of Selena's car, she looked at me with a sad face even though I saw her eyes were so happy to see me that morning.

I might as well be happy that morning...

My body back I can't control, I don't want to be weird so as not to make her think I'm a weirdo. But..really, I could not control it, I ran towards him and suddenly crashed my body into my prince's body and hugged him tightly to make Jester's brother surprised.

My prince.... I will fight for you.. I will seek treatment and will endure as hard as possible, we must be together and happy right?! always on my side, Dad!! It is very desirable for Brother Jester to know, that I am that strong to struggle to heal because my love for him is so great. Aaah no, don't let me know. Brother Jester can't know I'm a girl with leukemia.

"Sister Jester!!" I screamed at him

"Haah?! Eeh i.iya, good morning Luna!" timpal the Jester

I looked up at her face, my smile could not be lost from my lip line and neither could Sister Jester. We stared at each other in a hugging state and forgot that we were in the school area right now, as if this world was ours.:).

"You missed me?" I teased him

His face was reddish at my question, he immediately threw away his face even though his hands were still faithfully coiled around my hips. With that sour face, Brother Jester tried to open his mouth to answer my question. I know he was so nervous because his heartbeat was so fast in my ear, I wanted to laugh but I was really waiting for an answer if he missed me.

"Aa. a. sure.. misses.." she replied stammered, I chuckled and looked at her intently.

"Tell me the firm~" I asked spoiled, her embrace pressing on my hips tighter and now her body felt trembling.

"I.iya.iya. i.. that... rin. du" he replied still staggered.

"It turns out I don't miss you, yes, I.." I'm not done yet saying, Brother Jester looked at my face with a panicked look.

"Hindu! I miss you, don't misunderstand my nervousness!!" he said in a panic, I laughed out loud and at once Selena's innuendo voice sounded.

"Come on, this is school" Selena said, we let go of our arms.

That morning Jester asked me a lot about where I had not been to school, but I did not answer for sure and continued to divert the conversation. Jester continued to walk with me and Selena reached the front of the class, we separated in front of my class. When I went to class, many of my classmates asked me why I hadn't been in all this time.

Honestly I was surprised why that morning Selena and I seemed to get more attention than usual, I just answered as gently as possible and Selena just smiled at me without giving any reason for the change in mood of this class to me.