I Borrowed Him : Diary Luna
Episode 39's

"Oi Oi moon princess, what did you just say?" asked Luke, I looked at him

"Did I say less clearly? okay, I'll say it one more time. Please let me go, I don't want any more relationship with you!!" answer me firmly

"Hey Luna! your jokes aren't funny!" snapped Harry, this time my gaze turned to Harry's.

"Do I look like I'm joking? how can you take me seriously if something like this is something you're kidding me about?!" my timpals

That day I was angry - angry, I was upset?  why is my prince still arrogant with all the privileges he has?

"Lu.. Luna... not funny to know. These two weeks you disappeared and arrived - you arrived.." not finished brother Jester said, I cut him with a sharp eye I looked at him.

"I'm not kidding, I'm serious!! Release me!!" sniped me with anger

As the atmosphere became silent, my body shook violently with emotion. Now I bow my head to hide my eyes that began to look glass, I could not bear to look at the sad face of my prince. My heart felt so tight and when I was not strong enough to hold it, I left my prince there.

I ran to my class trying my hardest not to cry, followed by Selena we also entered the class which turned out to have a teacher in it. I opened the door and apologized to the teacher by saying that if I was in the bathroom, I was lucky that the teacher would allow me to enter the classroom.

No longer did another teacher enter the classroom and look for me to immediately face the teacher room to immediately gather with students who did not take the first semester exam. I stood up and asked my teacher for permission in front of the class, then immediately followed the teacher who was looking for me.

In a room where students and students take the next exam, I meet with Brother Jester.... "Huh? brother Jester also took the next exam?" I asked in my heart, we had time to look at each other but I threw away my face and sat in four seats next to Jester's sister. I knew he wanted to talk to me so badly, but between being afraid to start a conversation or because it wasn't the right time.

The teacher came and said that if the next exam will be held, mixing all students and students who take the follow-up exam in one class so that the possibility of us cheating each other does not occur. "Well, what do I care? I will die soon" I said when the question sheet was given to me, I did as I could and hoped to leave the class soon.

Not much thought and some of the problems I just rely on my instinct to answer, I fill the question sheet with origin - asalan. Wishing I would finish first, which I found even brother Jester out first than me. "What is true? seriously brother?! you must have just chosen the answer?!!" I said in my heart.

fifteen minutes left before the exam ended, I gave my question sheet to the teacher and immediately wanted to leave the classroom.

"Luna Lincoln, you're not far away from this class because the next exam is about to be held" the teacher said as I was about to get out, turning to look at my teacher.

"Yes sir, am I going to be alone this time?" much

"No, but you're only with Jester Gates because you're the only two who didn't take all the exams this semester" the teacher replied

I was surprised by my teacher's reply, "How could Jester not take the same exam as me? was he on purpose? that's impossible, for what?" I asked in my heart, I walked out of class and there I saw Brother Jester sitting in a waiting chair and resting his body with the hand he put on his thigh.

Did God really put me and brother Jester together? why after hard work I stayed away from it but we still have a chance to be together. No. This must be just a coincidence.

Our eyes met again when Brother Jester raised his head, I looked at him with an angry look and then threw my face and walked away.

"You will not be called a second time, you will be considered dead if you leave this place and it is too late to return" Jester said

I stopped my steps and turned around and walked closer to the waiting chair, there was a four-seat distance between me and Brother Jester. "Don't cry.don't cry Luna.strengthen your resolve and your heart.I beg your body, cooperate for now" I said in my heart.

"Te.. thank you.." my dream, we were silent again for a long time.

"I'm sorry I was being rude. I can't control my emotions.." she said.

"You know why I'm acting like this to you? like you learned fast, did Justin say what was the reason I wanted to leave you?" I asked with innuendo, brother Jester turned to look at me and we looked at each other.

"We still don't talk to each other even though Justin is trying to get along with me again, so I'm just guessing why you're mad at me" replied Brother Jester in a voice that sounded so sad and sorry, I was silent and continued to look into his glassy eyes.

Oooh come on Luna, how sad your prince's face is! But..he chances to be arrogant will always be wide open and I was annoyed.

"Why... did you take the follow-up exam?" I asked, brother Jester again lowered his head staring at the floor in front of him.

"I was trying to find you all that time.Your friend and Justin said that you were overseas but somehow I felt you weren't far from this school... I kept trying to track you down with all the facilities I had, but still I didn't manage to find you. Scott's hospital was left, but I didn't have access to it." he replied, I was surprised by Jester's reply and then I heard the sound of his heavy breathing.

"Funny when I saw Scott's hospital I felt like you were there, but where could you be... I ignored my intuition and now when you are in front of me after so long.you want to end it all." said Mr. Jester in a voice that sounded so sad.

Really, what is this thing called a bond of love? but..he hasn't even asked me to be his lover, how could that possibly be?! Don't - don't. This is really the destiny of God. Oh prince, if you love me why don't you ask me to be your lover? I still hope ( ... I'm still upset with him!

"You don't have to do such useless things! you're only harming yourself" my chimpanzee, but Jester's little laugh was heard after hearing my words.

"I knew you would say that when you heard the reason why I didn't take the semester exam, let alone you... it's like losing something I can't afford to lose is missing from my life." said Jester.

I don't know what to say to respond to Jester's words, why am I the criminal? why am I now a heartless person? in front of me was a man who loved me so much that I hurt him with my words, how evil I was to him....

"But you're right. I don't deserve to be your companion, twice I let you down and it's been a big show of how bad I am as a man who claims to be in love with you" said Brother Jester while looking back at me with his sad face, now I can no longer hold back my tears.

Brother Jester's face was shocked to see that I was now covered in tears, but no matter how hard I tried to hold my cry. I felt like a killer who had stuck a knife in the heart of my victim, now there was only regret that haunted my heart and my mind.

"Lu... Luna, why are you crying?" ask brother Jester

"You don't know what's really going on, brother.I don't deserve to be your companion, you deserve to get better than me. If only I could pull my curse, I'll do it now even if it's my life to risk.." I said stammered, I cried sobbing - sobs at that time...

"But I just want you, I don't want anything else." she said, trying to get close to me, I gave her a hand gesture so she wouldn't get any closer to me.

"You don't understand.you don't understand what you're facing in the future.I'll just be a thorn in your heart, you don't deserve it. Brother, please understand..." my words again tried to ask for his understanding, suddenly Brother Jester grasped both hands and lowered his head and placed his forehead in my hands and his hands are now holding.

"I don't care.. My heart aches when you're away from me, I'm too addicted to you. Please don't be this evil to me.." brother Jester's voice rang out as he said it...

Did you know my heart also ached when I heard him so humbling before me? I can't bear to see him so humbled just for this sick woman...