Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
I have a heart too
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I was determined not to give up and left the room. But Mom's words really made me emotional and blood-ridden. I don't want Nara and Naro to hear our argument.
"good. Please take the room," I said standing from my seat.
"It's good that you give up" said Mother looking at me cynically. Sometimes I wonder what makes Mom hate me so much. Is it because I don't have an education like Lucia?
"Mas, see you in court," I said staring at Mas Galvin.
Galvin looked at me in disbelief. Then the man who was my husband's status seemed to shake his head. He refused to part with me.
"Lussia, Ve get into the room and rest!" tell Mas Galvin to his beloved wife.
"Yes Mas," Lucia replied lowered her head, making her face as innocent as possible.
My blood was boiling when I saw Lucia coming into us. Room is privacy that should not be entered by just anyone. Even Nara and Naro also rarely enter this room because they appreciate me as their Mama, let alone they have grown up.
"Mom, come home!" pinta Mas Galvin's.
"You're expelling Mom?" ask cynical Mom. But his gaze was fixed on me in mockery.
"No Ma'am. It's already night. I have to rest, I'll look for you later" said Mas Galvin softly.
Since long ago, Galvin always obeyed the words of Mother. Sometimes when we fight, Mom doesn't interfere in our relationship.
Mom walked away. Don't forget he looked at me mockingly as if he had won this match.
"Ra," call Mas Galvin.
I sat quietly on the sofa. Hearing Mas Galvin's call makes me sick. This man has caused our household rift. He has no heart at all.
"Ra, I don't want to split up with you. Mas love with you Ra," he said softly while holding my hand.
I looked at Galvin sharply. I don't know, I didn't find any more vibrations when my eyeballs and eyeballs met each other. Usually my heart is always pounding, when looking at the soothing eyes of the shade.
"In love there is no saturation and boredom, Mas" I replied. "Mas doesn't love me anymore because if you love me, you won't betray me" I said sassy.
"Mas mi_"
"I have a heart. You can ask the third into the room that bears witness to our love. You always apologize but never understand my heart, Mas," damn I cried again.
"Bye,"
"Ra, please think of the children, if we separate they must be hurt," explained Mas Galvin trying to give me understanding.
"They will understand after the mother is hurt by her Papa," I replied without seeing Mas Galvin.
"Mas doesn't want to split with you, Ra. Please don't leave, Mas" he knelt in front of me holding my hand.
Totally selfish. Why would he keep me if there was another woman in his life. I'm not a stupid woman to use like this. I won't let my pride get trampled on.
"I have no reason to survive. If you want me to hold on, let Lucia go. Let's fix our relationship" I asked. Actually this is just testing, I can't possibly ask Mas Galvin to choose me. Moreover, his son was only a few months old was still so in need of a father figure. It's okay Naro and Nara don't have Papa, I can play two roles at once.
Mas Galvin shook his head, "Sorry Ra, I can't. She loves Lucia too" he replied
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Why is it so painful to hear someone so loved loving another woman? My chest is again tight. It was as easy as that Mas Galvin shared his love with other women. All this time I thought it had been the only one turned out to be just one of her.
"If so, die we part, Mas. Don't hold me back from leaving. I want to be happy in my own way. With or without you, I can live as usual." I let go of Mas Galvin's hand and stood up from his seat. "I have a heart. I have a feeling. Don't let my heart die for what you did, Mom,"
"Ra," Galvin stood up
"Why else, Mum?" ask me
I saw a clear melt pass in Mas Galvin's eyes. Why is he crying? I should've cried so hard for being hurt like this.
"Please, don't go," she said.
Akh shook his head. My decision is round. I can't hold out here. For a long time my mind could be tormented to see the intimacy of Mas Galvin and Lucia every day. My heart is not as strong as steel that can block all burdens. I'm an ordinary woman. I just have a heart and a feeling.
I walked away from Mas Galvin. I will immediately take care of the divorce papers in court and go away from the life of Mas Galvin. I can't continue to survive if my heart is forcefully fruited by circumstances. Women like me look strong and firm on the outside. But in my heart, I am a fragile woman who now needs a backrest to just hug. Honey, there's no more burly body I can hug when tired of attacking.
I went into Nara and Naro's room, my son was sleeping in the same room but in a different bed. I walked towards Nara's bed, my daughter this one so close to her Papa. He loved Galvin very much. I can't imagine how Nara's expression was when she found out that her parents were going to be separated. He'll be very hurt.
"I'm sorry Mama, honey," I kissed my son's forehead fondly. "Mommy doesn't think about your happiness. But you will also be hurt if you know Papa who has been dear to you, has other women besides Mama," I said.
Not that I was selfish or just thinking about my own feelings. But I also don't want to live under pressure. I believe Nara and Naro will understand when they grow up. Papa and his Mama can no longer unite due to the third person.
I know this fact will hurt their hearts. It's just a matter of time. They were just used to her Papa especially Nara. However, slowly everything will go as usual. And Galvin's time is just a person who will be a memory in the lives of the three of us.
**connect....**