Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Tata Story 04's.
This is not a feeling that needs to be doubted. This is just a matter of love also needs logic to be run. I have to balance myself with work, with everything I have to achieve. So that later not much to encourage his heart with words and sentences that are able to accompany to maintain what I have. I should want to have it whole. Not just a feeling that stops and releases me because of failure and melt my steps.
"Mas, how about I get pregnant again?" my many.
"And you can't get pregnant anymore. How do you get pregnant?" Mas Gevan head bobbles.
"Yes, anyone knows. I can get pregnant again and Lala has a sister, Mas," I said.
"Tata, don't talk to you. Your uterus is behind the surgery so you can't have any more children" circus star Mas Gevan said.
Why does it seem like Mas Gevan objected when I wanted to have a child? What's wrong if I try to get pregnant again even though it sounds impossible.
"You better focus on Lala. Don't think about getting pregnant again" said Mas Gevan.
"Yes, my mom." I pursed my irritated lips.
"Oh yes, Mas. What if in the meantime we find a contract for Queen Ma'am so she can stay there?" my advice.
Mas Gevan's forehead shriveled in wonder, "What if he lives here? Is something wrong?" ask Mas Gevan.
"It's not so, Mom. Queen's mother is a stranger_"
"He's your cousin, not a stranger." Why is Mas Gevan's attitude rude? He is also keukeh like defending Mbak Queen.
"This one understands not the same as me?" I'm getting pissed.
"Understand me, Ta. But we don't feel good about throwing the Queen away. What's wrong with him staying here. It's not a burden for us, is it?" mas Gevan said.
"Iyas, if Mas still wants Ma'am Queen to stay here, its okay," I replied succumbing rather than quarreling.
"You're jealous that Mas's gonna cheat on Queen?"
Somehow did Mas Gevan's guess get it right? Did he see my face look jealous?
"You've changed, Ta. You've been getting possessive ever since Queen lived here. You don't believe the same?" He looked at me inside. "Are you no longer in love with me?" continued later.
Not in disbelief, but I was too afraid that something would happen that I really didn't want at all. I don't want my house destroyed.
"It's not so, Mom." I sighed softly.
"What else? Do you think suspecting the couple is good?" ask Mas Gevan. "You are too possessive and afraid to lose Mas. He will not leave you" he said again.
It's not processive I'm just keeping what's mine. I'm afraid someone else took it from my hand. But if according to Mas Gevan it is excessive, from now on I will be silent with his attitude.
"Sorry, Mom."
He stood up and sauntered into the room with an angry face. Every time we talk about Queen. Gevan looks emotional and angry. However, on the other hand he also looked nervous and like he was hiding something.
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"Tumben you came here?" ask Brother Naro.
"Where are the twins, brother?" I just miss the twins, Kak Naro.
"They're still in school. What do you want to come here? Remember, if you are married, do not be spoiled anymore" said Kak Naro.
Brother Naro, he's 43. Ariana died ten years ago. However, my brother was still at home in solitude and took care of his three children with Mas Angga. The two men who love Ariana until now still refuse to open their hearts. Not the ones who approached but they like deliberately installing a separation wall that can not be penetrated by others.
"So who is spoiled, brother. Then Tata' will already have children," I replied ketus.
"Queen still lives with you?" asked Brother Naro who suddenly surprised me. Brother Naro seemed to be able to guess what was on my mind at the moment.
"Still, brother," I answered honestly.
"Aren't you afraid that the Queen has stayed with you too long?" ask Brother Naro. It's impossible if I'm not scared, I'm so scared. But my husband seemed at home keeping that woman in our house.
"No, Brother. I'm sure Queen Ma'am has no malicious intent," I replied calmly. I don't want to tell Mas Gevan my household problems.
"But your face is the same as what you are talking about" said Kak Naro.
Maybe the lips can say things that are not in accordance with the heart. But not with the face.
"Come tell the same story, brother. You're the same Gevan again there's a problem. You don't usually come to the house if it's okay" said Kak Naro.
I'm confused as to what to answer. I am an adult and have children. I am still a little sister who needs her brother.
"Tata is okay, brother," I said.
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Huwek
"Good shit, Mommy."
I've been running towards Queen Mother who's been vomiting since morning. What is it with this woman?
"Mbak why? Sick mom?" my pedicabs.
"No idea, Ta. Lately, Mbak's stomach feels shaken and Mbak's head is also dizzy" explained Mbak Queen.
"Bak lay down first, I will tell Bik Arum to make ginger weddang," I said.
Ma'am Queen complies and leans on the headbord of the bed. His eyes were soft and his face pale.
"Sir, wait for Mas Gevan to check for a moment, yes" I said. In this situation, there is no time for jealousy. I have to trust Mas Gevan.
I went out to call my husband. To have him check on Queen's condition.
"The mother checked first with Mas Gevan yes," I said.
The woman nodded with a smile as she watched Mas Gevan enter her room. My heart was hot but I tried to hold back. I have to believe that Mas Gevan will keep the integrity of our love both.
"Please check it out, Mom."
Mas Gevan nodded. His face was always flat and cold and hard to guess. Who can read his mind? He's a man who can't be seen through the look on his face.
Mas Gevan checked out Queen Ma'am. I turned my face away when I saw my husband touching another woman's body, even though it was his job as a doctor.
"Where is sick?" ask Mas Gevan gently.
"My stomach, Van. As in the shake," the Queen Mother's fight led the hand of Mas Gevan rubbed his queen's stomach.
My jaws hardened with teeth grinding against each other holding back anger. This is no ordinary examination.
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