Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chapters 36.
The loss of your love pierced my heart. Until I choose, mortal love.
Yours, ripping my heart
Until I fell into hope.
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"Quick finish the stitches!" galaxy Command.
"All right, Doc."
I shook my head, no. Ariana can't leave she can't just leave me. He said he loved me but why would he leave without excuse?
I looked at my wife's pale face. I immediately sat on the chair that was deliberately provided by the doctors so that I could sit and not stand too long. My body felt like it had no spirit. The flow is like being blocked between blood vessels.
"Take CPR!" doctor Hussein's Order.
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The nurses complied and gave the device to Dr. Husein.
I just kept quiet like a dead mind. Can't think what. Instantly, the hand that had been tightly released just like that.
"Let me, Doc!" pinta Galaxy.
"Yes, Doc." Doctor Husein gave Galaxies over to press the object against my wife's chest.
"Come, Arin. You have to hold on. Your children are born, they need you. They want to see you" said the galaxy with hunting breath and profuse sweat drenching its forehead.
Until the galaxy came to a halt and bowed with tears streaming down her cheeks. Me, I was frozen instantly in my unimaginable heart. This, will be an all-time heartbreak that I never imagined at all. My wife, my Ariana, the woman I love the most. Nope, no. It must have been a dream, how could he have lost and gone when this body still wanted him in the world.
"How, Doctor?" ask Doctor Novi.
The galaxy shook with its limp face and its lesion. Without asking, I also know the answer.
"We can't save her, Doc. Ms. Arin's bleeding badly."
Deg.
Like a heart bursting with exploding. Is this what Ariana said was destiny? Why cruel fate? Why is destiny so evil? Doesn't he have any pity for this fragile and helpless me? Why does fate like to play with the heart that already has this occupant?
"Naro's." The galaxy looks at me with sadness. "I'm sorry, I failed. I, I can't save him."
I didn't respond. I watched the nurses remove the hoses that ran through my wife's body. The face was stiff, pale and without blood.
"Arin was happy there. We have to be sincere."
I have no interest in hearing the words of the Galaxy. I don't know, what's wrong with me? Is the soul still in the body? Or the soul also goes with the woman I love? I don't even feel a thing.
"We've removed the hoses on Arin's mother's body, Doc," one of the nurses reported.
"With."
After a long time of pain. I finally realized that the woman I saw was gone.
"No. No, you must be lying, Galactic. Arin could not have died. He must be alive" I refused.
My heart seemed to stop beating, my world briefly collapsed and my whole body was sculpting. I felt my body go numb in an instant.
"No, you must be lying, right, Galaxy?" my sarcasm.
"Naro's."
"Gallaxi, tell me that everything you say is a lie." I shook off Galactic's hand and pulled my cousin's collar.
"Arin is dead, Naro. He left us and I didn't save!" the galaxy looked at me furiously. "You must accept this reality!"
In the operating room my voice and the Galaxy are heard echoing and understating each other.
"Please turn him on! I'll pay you whatever you want. Please bring my wife to life, Galactic. Help me!" I smacked Galactic's chest softly and asked that my wife come back to life and look at me with a smile.
"Naro's." The galaxy hugged me tightly. "Listen to me, I'm just a human being. I can't make a dead man come back to life!" the galaxy is holding both of my shoulders.
"You have to be sincere, let Arin calm down there, all we'll be back just different time and place" explained the Galaxy.
"Remember your three sons. They need you. Be, father and mother to all three of them. I'm sure you can."
I stared at the Galaxy with sadness. I hope it's really a dream and not a reality. I don't know what my life would be like without Ariana.
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Ariana was removed from the room because not many people were allowed to enter the operating room.
I stood looking at the pale face without the blood. The face that I can't see anymore will be her smile. A face I won't hear anymore. A face that will never call me spoiled again. A face that will disappear forever from my eyes.
"Sir Naro, this is your baby."
I welcome my twin sons. While my little daughter was carried by the Galaxy. They should have been born prematurely in terrible conditions. But they looked healthy and cried normally like babies in general.
I put my two sons on my wife's chest. Then I took my daughter out of the hands of the Galaxy and laid her down near her two brothers. Their cries echoed in the room as if they were about to wake my wife who had fallen asleep forever.
I gently stroked my wife's head, I stared fixedly at this beautiful face, one last time. Because after this I really won't see him again forever.
"Darling, why did you leave me so soon? Do you not love me anymore? Don't you want to cook for me anymore?"
I hugged my wife's body with tears. No matter what the voice of the nurse told me to step aside because I wanted to bathe my wife's body before I was brought home.
My tears and my three twins were simple with each other. Not to mention that my wife's extended family will be in the room.
"Please open your eyes, dear. Don't go, don't leave me. I, I can't without you." I begged him and asked him to come back to this world. I can't stand it I can't.
The cries of the three babies were earthy with my cries calling my wife's name. I wish all this was just my dream. Who knows if my wife just fainted or fell asleep. He couldn't have left me.
"Thin!"
"Thin!"
"Thin!"
I cried so much while screaming. Maybe he'll come back and hug me again. Perhaps he snatched it and gave me a chance to fix it as he pleased. Me, I can't without him. How can I live? Breathe it feels like already.
"You can't go, Arin. How can we live without you. You, you're everything."
When I split up a few months ago I was like crazy. Then how now, was this the last time seeing this cold and stiff face. A face that will never welcome me with a smile again.
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