Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Just found out
I'm still thinking about Bee's words. Is it true that Nara has been the owner of Caffeine Stories? I don't think I believe it yet.
"Did I just look over there to make sure Bee said?" muttered.
I busy myself with piles of patient reports on my desk. Mona's betrayal is still unfolding. However, Nara's cold face was much more painful than my scratched heart.
"Nara," Ielse.
There is probably no new love in this world other than first love. Everyone has their own story of how to find happiness and the wounds of falling in love. The longer you've been in a relationship with others, the more stories you'll find in your memory. I understand this whole thing. That's why I don't forget the painful past. Mona and Ikmal's betrayal has left disappointment and hatred in my chest.
I tried to let all the other hearts go for Mona's sake. Especially ignoring my wife's love and hoping that my lover is the love that will have me. I know, Nara is not someone who deserves a divided heart. However, I did not care at all about the wounds that were in his heart at that time. Now, it's like a law of karma that rewards me cruelly. Mona betrayed the love we had agreed upon. At the same time, Nara's nature changed by one hundred and eighty degrees.
I've been at the worst point many times in matters of feeling. However, Mona letting go for no reason, then choosing to forget was one of the worst things I could never have imagined. How could he let myself be seduced and leave? While half-dead I fight to keep the promise. Mona comes with all sorts of surprising things. Why suddenly choose to disappear and cause fear.
I looked at the figures of the two of us who stood neatly on my desk. Photos that I deliberately display as a job encouragement. Seeing the innocent face of my lover is always able to relieve the emotions and fatigue that attacks. However, why when looking at this photo is not happy but the pain that incarnates into a wound?
"Mona, you're my first love. The only woman I want to marry. But why do you even heal the wounds in this heart?" shirihku.
I've collected all Mona's gifts. My ex-lover really likes to buy me something whether it's in the form of valuables or just a clock as a tabletop decorator. However, now I can't keep these things because it's the same as exposing the deepest wound in my chest.
I closed this big box. When this box is closed all the memories no longer confiscate to be made an excuse to grieve. Had enough. I chose to forget all the pain that was attached to my chest. It turns out that lingering contemplation of the departure of a person is not good for a healthy mind. Rather than dizzy thinking about the no-no I chose to erase all the memories and imprints.
"Goodbye, Mona. Thank you for five years. I'll let go of everything about you" I said.
I put the box in a big trash can. I hope after this there are no more tears that wet the cheeks because of the feeling that is getting pulled over. I hope I can soon forget Mona and live my life with Nara.
Nara's? My wife, the woman I married for about six months. Our marriage happened because the agreement of both parties was more precisely the parent's side. But on Nara's and me's side, we both don't want this marriage, I mean Nara's not me. My wife once said that she loved me. So is Nara feeling the same now? If Nara still loves me, I will try to open my heart to her.
"Star."
I saw Betrand come into my room.
"Well, what are you doing here?" ketus.
"Jeaellah, the Doctor is very arrogant" said Betrand as he sat on the sofa of my room without being told.
"Not yet told to sit down to sit first," I also sat down beside Betrand.
"Hem, if you want to wait for you to tell me to sit down. Star, my feet can be cramped if they stand too long" Betrand said in self-defense.
"What are you doing here?" I looked at Betrand suspiciously. My best friend this one if there is nothing he wants rarely visits, if he has come there must be a want.
"So stop staring at me like that." Betrand shuddered in horror when he saw my suspicious gaze.
I did not respond to Betrand's words. Now all I have in my head is Nara and Rimba. Bee said these two people were close, then what was their relationship? I have known Rimba for a long time. We are rivals competing against each other.
"Hem."
I just cleared my throat as if justifying Betrand's words. I can't say, however, that I'm hurt and heartbroken right now.
"What's Mona?" guess Betrand is looking at me seriously. This TNI AL captain is pretty annoying if you want to know what he heard.
I sighed softly then nodded with a limp face.
"Seriously? Why is Mona?" ask Betrand kepo.
"He's pregnant, son_"
"Busyet, is Mona seriously pregnant with your child? Didn't expect you to be good at bed problems either." Bertrand.
I snorted in annoyance. Betrand thinks I'm just like him? I'm not a venereal villain who likes to ruin women. Even during my relationship with Mona I never touched her more than her lips and cheeks.
"Not my son."
Betrand's eyes turned perfectly round and he looked at me seriously.
"Not your son? Then whose son?" betrand asked really curious. She was like a girl who liked to gossip.
"Son Ikmal" I replied quickly.
"What's?" squeal Betrand.
I nodded and confirmed it. Betrand must have also not expected that Ikmal would dare to betray behind me.
Betrand shook his head in disbelief at my explanation. Several times my best friend took a breath in trying to calm down. Me, Ikmal and Betrand are pretty close. We are a bunch of grown men who love music. When we spend time together on the weekends. But who would have thought if Ikmal could take my lover and impregnate Mona.
"Ikmal has loved Mona since we were in college" I explained. "I don't know if they've been in a secret relationship behind my back" she said.
Again Betrand looked surprised when he heard my words and explanations. He looked shocked and in disbelief.
"I didn't expect Ikmal to be that bad" he shook his head.
"Same. I'm also."
We both kept quiet. Busy with each mind is the right choice when the heart feels depressed.
Seriate........