Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 09's.
How is the love I once struggled with? Can everything go right? I know getting used to it without Mas Gevan is not easy. I'm learning to enjoy my new life and act like nothing's happened between us.
"Home home, Ta?" welcome Queen Ma'am who is standing at the door.
"Yes, Mother. Has he been here a long time? Has Gevan come yet?" my pedicabs.
"Hem, not yet." He looks nervous.
How Mas Gevan not tempted Mbak Queen clothes really sexy and her cleavage exposed clearly let alone the body that is still sexy so. But I don't care, want Mas Gevan tempted cake or even make love in front of me. I don't care anymore, I'll act like nothing happened. Let's just say I'm in a movie and acting not knowing any of my husband's infidelity issues.
"I'm going in first, ma'am. To cook for my husband, he must be hungry" I said.
The look on Maak Queen's face changed immediately. He looks angry and jealous? Dih, who's the old wife and the young wife? It's good that I gave up.
I brought Lala in. If anyone knew, I wouldn't be as strong as I look. I am a fragile woman who actually needs a warm and comfortable hug from someone. But what power, I have nowhere to lean. Telling my problems to my brother and my parents is impossible except beyond the limits.
"Bik" call me Bik Arum.
"Yes, Mom?"
"Please bathe Lala yes, I want to cook first!" my orders.
"Well, Mom," said Bik Arum. "Come, Non!" take Bik Arum to my son.
I put down my briefcase and walked into the kitchen. Mas Gevan must be hungry especially all day he was happy with his affair and lied to me. Isn't lying an energy drain? Rather than draining his energy I would rather just fill it up, so that he would be more skilled at acting in front of me.
"Yes." I'm looking.
"Yes, Mommy?" I smiled gently. More precisely a fake smile, actors should not be in kasari. Just let him work to where he is.
"May you help?" bargained for.
"Oh can do it, Ma'am. Coincidentally today I plan to cook a lot for Mas Gevan," I said.
"Lho, in what order?" His forehead shriveled in wonder.
"This month my boutique gains more than its target, Ma'am. So, it's good to have a meal" I explained.
He helped me cook and cut vegetables. I know he's not good at cooking. But for the sake of finding face in front of me so he storied as if he could rival me.
"Ta," call him.
"Why, Mommy?"
"Aren't you afraid someone is trying to flirt with your husband? Moreover, Gevan was still handsome and young!" abugn. Actually, he wanted to say that he was a woman who seduced my husband.
I'm shaking. Why am I afraid. After all, it is useless because my husband has indeed been tempted by the flower widow in front of me.
"I'm not scared at all, Ma'am. If there is a woman who likes my husband it is not because of excess but nervousness. I just let them 'are both itchy, '" I said with excitement.
Ma'am Queen seemed to swallow the saliva when she heard my words. I'll straighten it out. Hoh, she thinks I'm just like any woman out there who gets easily bullied and hits on cheating people. No, I'm different. I'll see where these two unknowing human abilities are playing with fire.
I laughed when I heard her words. Very funny this woman. He could not hide his nervous face in front of me.
"I think more realistically, Ma'am. The woman who wants to be the man's husband's affair, I think very cheap. Especially if you get pregnant. Poor his son later. Says the smart man, the man who wants to cheat is not because he loves you but makes you his outlet. He'll come back to his wife and son later, too" I explained as I cut the vegetables. "The law of karma must have happened, Ma'am. So I if I see a actor who likes to seduce the husband of people until pregnant, like to pray honestly want him to die after giving birth."
Queen Mother's face was instantly red between anger and fear of hearing my words. Ah, let me sin for swearing at him. It's her own fault that she likes to tease people's husbands. Uh but it's my husband's fault that I'm tempted too so I can't blame Queen Ma'am.
"Ta, ma'am get in the room for a second huh?" pampered.
"Lho, why Ma'am?" I smile without sin.
"There's stuff left in the room."
What stuff? In fact, he wants to go where to use the goods left behind.
I smiled triumphantly when I saw the Queen's back. I'm sure he'll call Mas Gevan and complain. Later, Mas Gevan must have reprimanded me as had happened before.
"Mom" whispered Bik Arum who did not know when to come.
"Geez, Bik!" I rubbed my chest in surprise.
"Hehehe, sorry, Mom." Bik Arum.
"Why, Bik?" I continued cutting vegetables.
"That's why the actor?" ask Bik Arum who seems to know my problem.
I chuckled softly to feel funny with this remark of my housekeeper. Looks like Bik Arum can I make a partner in crime to avenge me on Mas Gevan and Mbak Queen.
"Can't talk like that, Bik. He will hear again" I said, laughing softly.
"Hehe's sorry, Mom. I'm lost" said Bik Arum.
"It's okay, mending Aunty just help me!" my word.
"Ready, Mom."
Know it? Small things often kill in a bigger way. Slowly, over a long period of time. All those habits have cost me. No need Mas Gevan asked how he nodded. He knows what it feels like to describe sadness, it will not be enough if only with a poignant word. Losing makes me not want to know myself. I'm trying to be someone else. I try to enjoy the days that I am no longer. Being me means I can't let go.
However, I don't want a fool who stays silent when he's hurt. I'll retaliate. I'll make him feel the pain that hit his chest. Did I retaliate with the affair too? Oh no, I'm not going to use that cheap way to make her feel pain in my chest. But I will make him regret all his life for playing with a psychopathic woman like me.
"Old kok, Mommy?" I asked when Queen came and she had changed. It must be because I want to welcome my husband because 30 minutes are coming Mas Gevan.
"So again call a friend, Ta. Tomorrow, Mbak's plan has entered work," he explained.
"What work, Ma'am?"
Work becomes a perpetrator and destroys the household of others. Unfortunately those words are only capable in the chest.
Seriate....