Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 08's.
Believe it or not, there is no blind love. There is only a feeling of harsh belief. And fixated, believing that the feeling in the chest can not kill death. Repeatedly trying to run, then realized if the one in pursuit never really go. For all he brings is his body and his mind Sam. His feelings and heart settled on someone he had always missed.
I'm thrilled to hear Mr. Rey's story. It's amazing how this guy feels about Brother Sherly. He still loves sick women who may not be his age. If I remember the cancer, I again remembered there was the departure of Ariana who still left deep wounds in the hearts of all of us.
"Patience, sir," I said calmly.
I've finished measuring Sherly's body for the wedding dress that will be worn on her wedding day.
"Honest of all, Mom. I am an ordinary man. I was so scared that Sherly left me. Although for everyone she is a bad woman but for me she is still the best woman" said Mr. Rey.
I must understand. I can see how much love Mr. Rey has for Brother Sherly because it looks from the way he treats his future wife.
"I'm sorry, Mom. I was so venting," said Mr. Rey is not feeling well.
"It's okay, sir."
We both walked as Mr. Rey drove me to the front of the hospital.
"How, Doc?"
My steps came to a halt when I heard that familiar voice that I was so familiar with. The voice that has accompanied me for the past ten years.
"What's up, Mom?" ask Mr. Rey.
I looked to the right. We were standing right in front of the doctor's office. I narrowed my eyes to see two couples facing a middle-aged female doctor.
"Congratulations Doctor Gevan, your wife is pregnant and her gestational age has entered its 2nd month."
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Like being struck by lightning in broad daylight. My heart instantly exploded and left the rubble of destruction. I know the woman who sat with Mas Gevan, Queen Ma'am. So true.
"Thank you, Doc."
I saw from far away how happy Mas Gevan's face was while hugging the Queen Mother with a look of love. And just now, what did he say? Wife? Mas Gevan and Mbak Queen have been married all of a sudden. All the doctors and nurses in this hospital knew that I was my husband's wife.
"Please look after Ms. Queen's content, Doc. The young gestational age is very vulnerable, especially this is the first child."
God, when my tears fell. As hard as I am. I am still a fragile woman who will be destroyed when I know that the husband I have been proud of all this time was able to betray the love I gave. I really want to go in and hit those two guys. But I can't be rash. If I attack both of them I'm not sane.
"Mom."
Mr. Rey patted my shoulder. Maybe he was surprised to see me shut up.
"Mother, why?" ask him again.
"It's okay, sir," I wiped my tears violently.
"Sir, then I say yes first. I'll design the dress in two weeks. Thank you, sir."
My tears were pouring straight away. I immediately got into the car feeling devastated and badly injured. I can't even describe how the taste starts to melt in the chest.
The one thing that makes waiting for someone is hope. Feelings that never get tired even though they are often beaten. Many times in the wound and disappointed. However, choosing to remain. Even when he killed so viciously, that feeling still lingered. Pain is not something to be explained. Only, there are stronger ones that have been able to be elaborated. Something that is invisible, but makes it survive even though it is threatened to be thrown away. Makes do not want to stop even though tightness fills the heart space. Some might call it blind love.
"Why do you have it, my dear? What's wrong and my lack?"
Again my blood sighed when I saw Mas Gevan open the door for Mbak Queen to get in the car. They are like innocent sinners. I stared at the slowly disappearing car with hatred.
"If you could play with fire. Then don't blame me for playing with fire, too. I'm not a woman you can play with. You can heal the wounds in my heart. Then I'll stick the same dagger. So you can feel how much pain I feel."
I'm not Nara's sister who wants to give me a chance when I've been hurt. Moreover, this was already out of bounds until it got married and got pregnant secretly behind me.
I drove my car out of the hospital. I can't imagine how Lala's reaction when she found out that the papa she loved wholeheartedly turned out to be heartbreaking. It is fitting that Mas Gevan keukeh refused when I wanted to participate in the pregnancy program. She doesn't want me to get pregnant anymore. It turned out that he was afraid of not being able to support two wives and two babies at once.
I got to Lala's school. I smiled when I saw my son calling my name.
"Hi Mama's son" my crouching broom welcomed Lala's embrace.
Lala doesn't need to know that her mom's not okay. As long as he is with me, any pain will not be able to bring down this passionate feeling.
I hugged Lala's little body. Trying to channel this pain into his body. This small body is very warm and comfortable. A hug that always makes me feel like I have the world.
"Mama why?" ask Lala wonder.
"Let Mama hug you for a second, honey. Mama misses you," I said.
Lala innocently rubbed my shoulder. That tiny little hand managed to provide warmth within my tired soul. I cry in silence. These tears can't work together.
"Mama, why are you crying?" Lala let go of my embrace.
"Mama just miss Lala" I replied.
"Will I see Lala every day? Why did Mama miss?" ask her with her face.
"Can't Mama miss Lala?" I put on a pouting face.
"By the way, Ma," Lala replied quickly.
"Yes, let's go home. Mama's cooking Lala's favorite food." I held my little daughter's hand.
"Bigger, it just so happens that Lala is hungry, Ma" said Lala.
Something that once existed could not be removed in memory unless it lost memory. Unconsciously no human being actually grew up without someone in the past. Inevitably, loss is one of the things that makes humans learn to accept reality. I understand that. Something that made me want to hate him.
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