Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. The taste that I miss
Season 3's. The taste that I miss.
"You here, why didn't you tell me you wanted to get out?" Rimba's sister pulled my cheeks.
"Sister." I snatched my annoyance while rubbing my red cheeks because of Kak Rimba's actions.
I was just silent because of the cold, not a footache that couldn't walk.
"Let's eat," he asked.
I sat on the sofa and was followed by Brother Rimba. I smiled as he stirred the rice in the dish.
"Eating a lot to heal quickly" he said again.
"Sister, I can eat by myself," I refused with lips pursing an irritated lip.
"No, Nara. You haven't recovered yet, let Brother take care."
Rimba fed me patiently and painfully. Sometimes he nags because of my slow and meager eating.
"Sister, I'm full." I pushed the spoon that Rimba put into my mouth.
Rimba looked like he was breathing a long breath. I really have no appetite, but I am a woman who likes and hobbies once when it comes to food.
"Yes, let's take some medicine."
My eyes glazed over to see Brother Rimba who cared so much for me. We don't have a blood relationship or a special relationship just an old friend who was rediscovered. But Rimba treated me like his own sister. I miss this feeling so much, a feeling I never got from my husband Mas Bintang.
"Why?" Rimba wiped my tears with her thumb.
"Sorry, Brother. It's been a hassle" I said unkindly.
"Absolutely not. Don't feel that way" circus sister Rimba.
For a moment we were silent as if we were busy with our own thoughts. I think back to last night, where Mas Bintang dropped me on the side of the road just because Mona called her. I should have realized that there would be no way to achieve my husband's love.
"What's going on, why are you raining on the street?" ask Brother Rimba softly.
I looked down, looking a tinge of destruction on my face. Dots of tears rolling from the beautiful kerling of my eyes. Then he piled up on the eyes and poked at my red and hot cheeks.
"Come, tell. Maybe you can't help much. But at least when you tell the same brother. Your load is a little light."
Telling someone else a problem doesn't solve it. But there's a bit of leeway in the chest when it comes to sharing that story and taste in the right person.
"Every night I and Mas Bintang visited the house of Mother Dusk. Then when we got home, Mas Bintang got a call from Mbak Mona who asked him to go there. Because in a hurry, finally Mas Bintang dropped me on the side of the road," I explained at length. Unstoppable tears flowed and dripped down profusely.
His outstretched hand rubbed my shoulder, as if channeling power through the touch. It is true, the warm and comfortable touch was immediately spread and infiltrated into the chest cavity.
"Let go if you are not able to hold it. I'm sure someday happiness will come for you. Don't torture yourself for the sake of others, Ra. You deserve to be happy with or without the Stars" said Kak Rimba holding my hand. Why am I able to see the point of destruction within his eyeballs? Does Brother Rimba also feel my feelings at this time?
"Sister, i_"
"You can, Nara. You definitely can. You just need to try to get used to it without the Stars" continued Rimba again.
I hugged Brother Rimba and buried my face in the chest of his field. I miss the warm, comfortable embrace I've never had before, other than Papa's. Ever since I was a child, I have lost a father figure. I need a man who can be everything to me. However, the man who married me even stuck a sharp thorn.
Rimba let go of my embrace. In the sekanya cheap tears that do not shy show his weakness. I know, I shouldn't tell other men my problems when I have problems with my husband. However, I had no other choice because only Kak Rimba where I went home most comfortable.
"Yes, you're ready. Brother wants to take you for a walk to the beach. You haven't been there in a long time?" ask Rimba.
"Sister, we I want to eat some food" I asked.
"Yes, yeah. It's up to you to eat anything. Brother will buy it, yes you are ready there. Brother wants to go to the workspace first," he said. "Oh yeah, your clothes are in the closet. You choose what you want," he said.
"Lho, since when was my clothes in Brother's house?" many wonder.
"Hem, new clothes, Nara. Last night I told Beni to prepare your needs," he explained. "Sister came out. A clean shower there" he said, covering his nose as if I smelled.
"Yes, Brother." I replied with a spoiled smile.
I breathed as much as possible while neutralizing the emotions that felt like an entrance filled my chest.
"If Rimba be my husband, I would be very happy" I said. "Aish, what the hell? Why even think of Rimba?" I brushed off my feelings.
.
.
"Sister."
I walked towards Brother Rimba who was waiting in the living room. He was just wearing a tee shirt with a knee-length reproach. I just realized that Rimba's sister is handsome.
He smiled as he stood up and welcomed me.
"Are you ready?" tanyakanya.
"It's hard, brother," I replied.
"Yes already, come on," he asked.
We both got in the car. Beni has been waiting for you since. Kak Rimba said, Beni is not only an assistant but also an accomplice who is always willing to help him under any circumstances.
"Sister, we're going to the zoo too!" myrag.
Rimba nodded. We will vacation to Singkawang, there are many beaches that can eliminate for a moment the burden of the mind. There is also a zoo that I used to visit with Papa and Mama and Naro. I really miss that happy moment. Where my family is still intact, Papa is a husband and the backbone of the family. Mom takes care of husband and child.
"Don't be sad anymore." Rimba's brother ruffled my head.
I nodded enthusiastically. Every now and then I lyrics my phone hoping for an incoming message asking why I'm not coming home? But it seems like Mas Bintang does not care about me at all, want me to go home or not, he does not want to know at all.
"Hope he send a message?" guess Rimba.
I glanced at him, why his guess could be right.
"Kok Brother knows?" manya curious.
"From your face is seen" he replied.
"But he didn't send a message, brother." I smiled miris.
"Yes, don't wait" he said.
How I don't wait, I also miss being worried and cared about by others. But I have to swallow that bitter pill because Mas Bintang won't be able to accept me.
Seriate...