Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Cruelty destiny
POV star
But on a day I never expected. The hours I thought everything would be fine. Reality has thrown everything away. Reality destroys all that I have built with all my soul. Nara told me; let me love you, Mas. She wants to live life with a person who has secretly asked her to be a part of her life. I ran away from reality. Spending sad days in another city to kill a poignant time.
"Nara."
The tears I could not bear came out at will and showed that I had lost the love struggle we struggled with.
"Nara, why did you leave me?"
I sat with a blank look while leaning on the lip of the bed and sitting on the floor. In my hand was a bottle of wine that I had smoked. After coming home from the court office, I tried to chase after Nara hoping her love would be anchored back to me. However, it turns out that whatever I do won't get him back in my arms.
"I wish I had never brought Mona. Had I opened my heart to you, we would have been happy" I said regretfully. I've lost gold to worthless things.
Life goes hand in hand with faces that often bring memories. Many things that have tried to be forgotten can eventually come back, increasing back wounds that have been worn out. Senyabyajg oetajh was thrown away as if thrown into a very close.
I looked at the photo. My burly hand held the figura. I looked back at the photo again. I took a deep breath, my eyes glazed over. Clearly visible by the tinge of lights, the teardrops rolling from the kerling of my beautiful tears. Wedding photo six months ago, when did Bee print and put this photo in my room? At first I refused and had time to throw the object into the garbage can, but who would have thought if now I miss someone who holds my hand in this photo.
"Why don't you give me a chance, Ra? Do you know that I'm sorry? Do you know I feel guilty and can't afford to lose you. I really love you, even though it's too late. I'm sorry, Nara. Ii'm sorry. The words I can't live without you are true, maybe I will live as usual. But I have no purpose. Now I don't have to what?"
Clear circles roll each other out from within my eyelids and wet my cheeks. Crushed, broken apart. The pieces of the heart that will not be possible to return intact as the original condition.
"Nara, you are the source of my happiness. After you left, I didn't even know how to be happy."
I put the photo on my chest while crying. My life is just to cry and cry. Forcing someone who has gone back with me. Forcing the love I'll never have to be anchored in all.
"Nara's... Nara's... Nara's...."
Can I beg God to put Nara back in my arms? May I scold the fate that separates me from the woman I love? Even if it's too late.
"Son."
Mother came into my room. He walked slowly toward me who was sitting on the lip of the bed. When everyone blames and interrogates me. Even Dad was still reluctant to talk to me after the divorce trial.
"Mother," I'm struggling.
Mother carries my head lying on her lap. He gently swiped it like transferring power.
"Mother, the Star does not want to part with Nara" I said. I refused to part with Nara because now I love her so much.
I tried to make everything better again. I want Nara to say we'll live together again. However, reality is not as sweet as hope, which I can only bitterly embrace. Nara still feels at home to be herself and doesn't care. I wish I was tired and forgot about it. However, it still can't. The shadow of his smile could not be lost from my memory. I want to forget the memories, I want to pull over and go as far as possible. Why is it so hard to walk away.
"Mother, know this is heavy for the Stars. But the Star cannot resist this farewell, other than being sincere."
I know Mother was also injured when she lost Nara. Because she loves Nara very much and considers my ex-wife like her own biological child. I know Mother is also disappointed at our farewell. But Mother could do nothing.
"This is life, son. Sometimes we can't force what's not fateful for us" said Mother rubbing my head lying on her lap. At this age, I am still like a child in your eyes.
"You've let go of what you hold. Don't blame yourself, not a single hair has fallen without God's permission. Now, let Nara be happy. Let him find his happiness."
"Don't live in regret. Maybe you guys aren't together. But that doesn't mean there's no love for you. Mother sure, Son. Someday you'll find a woman who can bring you light."
I don't know, after Mona's betrayal and separation from Nara, I'm not sure I can be as happy as Mother said. I'm also not sure he's in love again after being broken down pretty great. I feel traumatized in my relationship.
"Mother, know you love Nara. But start sincerely for your parting. Isn't the best love when we are able to let go of someone for their happiness?"
I can feel the tears of Mother falling on my forehead. I looked at that wrinkled face of ayu. Although the age of Mother is not young anymore but the aura of beauty on her face does not fade by time.
"Mother understand. Letting go of someone who has been is not easy. Especially if one day you find him, the feeling of longing is increasingly yelling in as if selfishly wanting to reclaim it."
My tears are melting again. I'm in this phase. I met Nara but I couldn't hold her. I miss him but he's not mine anymore. I wanted to snatch it but what right do I have, while he just looked at me reluctantly.
"Mother, how did the Star forget about Nara? Stars cannot be Mother. Star of love with Nara. Star of love with Nara," I said as I stretched out hoping that Mother understood that I really could not be separated from the woman who had not been inside my heart since when?
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