Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Brother sister.
Love perhaps that still keeps me going. Jalnhajh made me hold on with the same feeling. I never stopped loving her. Even though all the plans I laid out are no longer clear. Even though the steps feel uncertain. But I do believe. I choose to stay here. I wait for him to fight for his life. I know, the chances of him not coming back are always there. But I don't think about falling in love with anyone else. Because, he once traded as a healer, I believe, he will not go as a murderer. I want to keep fighting. May time and long to bring him home. To my deck, come closer and never again pass.
"Slow down, Bee."
I helped my sister sit down. I am currently accompanying my sister to do an ultrasound examination to ascertain the position of the baby in the womb. Bee's gestational age has entered the eighth month and soon the baby in the womb will be present in the world.
"Thank you, Mum." Bee smiled and sat down at the table of Dr. Susi, an obstetrician.
"How's my sister's condition, Doc?" ask me carefully while the hand rubbed Bee's stomach.
"Mom Bee's condition is fine, Doc. And survived the baby is female," explained Dr. Susi.
I smiled warmly looking at my sister's happy face. I know Bee was hurt by his condition and circumstances. Same with me, but I began to accept the path and destiny that had been written for us.
Bee had actually swallowed a bitter pill in his life. In this position she really needs the figure of a husband to accompany her pregnancy. However, it is okay for his future to have been destroyed just because of the bastard Ikmal.
"I'm going to prescribe vitamins for Mother Bee. If you can take a walk once in a while, Mom. You have to move a lot" said Dr. Susi.
"Thank you, Doc" Bee replied.
I don't see any more sadness in Bee's heart like I did a few months ago. Hearing her daughter who is female he looks happy and impatient. Even he almost forgot that he had once intended to kill the innocent baby.
"Come, Bee. Slowly," take me to help him stand up.
"Yes, Mum."
We came out of Dr. Susi's room after we finished checking Bee's contents. Many misunderstand if we are married couples, let alone our faces are different because of different mothers. However, the misunderstanding did not last long as they found out that we were siblings.
"Mas, sorry. Bee has been troublesome Mas," said Bee with a long sigh while rubbing his distended stomach.
"Don't talk like that. You are not a problem at all, Mama" I replied.
The responsibility as a sister is to take care of her sister, that's what I'm doing right now. Although Bee is not like before a cheerful and chatty but that nature has changed her into a mature woman.
"We go straight home. Take you first," I said.
"Mas still a lot of work?" ask Bee.
Actuallyno. But work is my way of relieving stress. Meet the patients who talk to them.
"Lumayan," I replied.
"Then Bee waited in Mas's room. Poor thing back and forth." Our hospital and residence are quite far away.
I thought for a moment. The atmosphere of the hospital that smells of medicine is certainly not good for the health of the Bee content.
"Hem, no. Let's just go home," I refused. I don't want my sister to do anything. I've been a little possessive of Bee ever since.
"Then what is your job?" ask Bee.
"So, don't finish tomorrow. There's no patient control schedule today either" I explained.
Bee nodded in agreement if we went home.
"Mas," call Bee.
"Yes, Bee. Why?"
"When will it be like this?" ask Bee.
The question kept me quiet. That's what I'm asking myself, until when am I going to be like this? Maybe everyone thinks my life is perfect with all the luxuries that exist. But no one knows if I'm just a heartbroken man all the time.
My fingers have brought me to grip the powerful steering wheel of the car. Put the pain on the inanimate object.
"Bes knows Mas still loves Kak Nara. But you can't live like this. I have to think about my own future." Bee clasped my left hand.
My future is Nara, if she doesn't exist now. It means I have no future.
"Sir Bee is already happy with her own choices."
I look at Bee who says Nara is happy. If he's happy I won't probably keep ringing to him. Why does my heart tell me that Nara is not okay now?
"Follow the desire of Father and Mother to marry Tiara" Bee continued. Tiara is the son of a friend of Dad who was introduced to me yesterday, a woman who is involved in politics.
I shook my head quickly, "Sorry, Bee. Mas can't. I don't want to take others as an impingement. I'll get married if I find the right woman" I refused.
I'll marry the soul the time comes. But for now I still want to enjoy my solitude. I want to enjoy my time of concern. People say old love can't leave if you don't find someone new. But to me it was wrong. The old love will be lost if he leaves. Then have I been sincere about my separation and Nara.
"Bee hope Mas happy," said Bee again.
"Mas will be happy. You don't have to worry." I'm wiping Bee's head. The little sister I used to change her diaper for a while is about to become a mother.
"Yes, Mas. Don't be sad, keep going. It's been over a year." Bee leaned against my stocky arm.
We are both heartbroken people because of the pain that hit the chest. Mutual strengthening and embracing are the right choices when all those painful feelings are bubbling up inside the chest.
"Oh yes, Mas. If Bee's son is born, can he call Mas, father?" pinta Bee's.
I smiled warmly and my hands stretched out rubbing her distended stomach.
"Of course I can. He will also be the son of Mas later," I replied.
Bee replied with a smile. A tinge of happiness was clearly visible on his face.
I can't imagine this young age having to endure pain and heavy burdens. Especially after this she will give birth without a husband. I hope, Bee is able and able to get through it all.
The preoccupation with chatting did not feel like my car had reached our house. I'll get down and help Bee get out of there.
"Mas, Bee's stomach is heavy, '" he lamented.
"Hem, her name is pregnant too." I shook my head. I never felt what it was like to be pregnant.
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