
In life, not all people have the same luck. Some are indeed born with destiny leads to a messy life story.
I am that human. At first my life was beautiful because it was surrounded by people who treated me well. However, who would have thought that fate threw me to the lowest point of my life.
"Sister."
Anggi hugged me while crying. He vented out all the emotions and anger that might have been stirring up inside his chest.
"Sister why don't you tell this to Anggi, Brother. Why is Brother hiding all this?"
If Anggi knew, if my current condition actually does not want me to hide. However, what power if destiny and circumstances do not allow me to live better as a human being.
"Sister." Anggi's crying is getting broken. "Sister." He hugged me tighter as if channeling his pain through the embrace.
I can only rub Anggi's back. I can imagine how life will be after my chemotherapy. But what about the baby in my womb? Although Doctor Novi said that pregnant women can still do chemotherapy. But what if it makes me lose my son? I can't, he's everything. He was the pulse in every heart pounding for a long time.
"Sister, don't leave me and Mas Angga, Brother. We can't without Brother."
While Galactic Brother sat down and looked at us softly. During this time he helped and sacrificed the most for all the diseases that gnawed my body.
"Pick." I let go of Anggi's embrace. I wiped her tears. He was like my own brother.
"If later, Brother is gone. You please take care of Mas Angga and baby brother huh. I'm sorry if I can't survive much longer. Brother loves you." Tears roll over the cheeks.
I smiled faintly at Anggi's words. At least at a time like this, I still mean something in the eyes of others.
"Thank you, Anggi. You have accepted Brother as he is" I said.
If I may ask I want to live longer to see my son grow up. However, why is this pain like wanting my body to stop working? Why is this pain tormenting my body and it seems to be asking me to stop fighting over this hard life.
"Arin, after this check to the hospital, huh? You should have several tests before chemotherapy. Cancer cells in your body have spread. I'm afraid this affects your fetus."
No, I don't want it to be happy for the child I've taken care of so hard. I can't lose my son. He is the reason why I survived.
"Sister, please save my baby. I was willing to lose my life so that he would survive in this world. Help me, Brother. I beg you."
I would do anything just to see my son's smile. Although maybe I'll be the saddest person of all. For a second I wanted to be happy even if it sounded impossible.
"You just calm down. I will do my best for you and the fetus in your womb." Galactic Brother grabbed my weak body into his arms.
Lord, I still deserve to bow at Your feet after what I have done. I'm a dirty woman who's already pregnant out of wedlock. Even the man who haunts me is on the edge of death. May, I ask for a moment. Before I leave, I want to see Mas Angga wake up and see our son. Then, I also want Brother Naro to know if my feelings are starting to grow inside the chest for him.
Seriate...