Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. The Tata Story 10.
In fact, he was again tudis willing to be beside me. Even to just sit together while chatting warmly like before. While in the past he was a person who often craved if I was busy with work at the boutique and forgot to give it a day.
"Mas is home?" I welcome my husband's arrival.
"Yes, honey."
I felt like I wanted to vomit hearing the words dear that came out of Mas Gevan's mouth. If she loves me, I might be happy. But this is even double and betraying the love we agreed upon.
"Here's the same bag as his suit, Mas. Mas shower and eat continues after that we go to Daddy's house with Mama," I said.
"Lho wants what?" ask Mas Gevan.
"I don't know, Mom. Maybe you want to discuss something important, "I replied origin.
Mas Gevan seemed to take a long breath. He sneak a glance at the Queen Mother who had eaten at the dining table with Lala. Huh, instead of jealousy I was disgusted. All my feelings for Mas Gevan faded away with his betrayal yesterday.
"Yes, you eat first. I'm gonna take a shower." When he kisses my forehead instead of being happy I feel disgusted. It turns out that I'm not just the woman he touched but one of them.
"Gevan didn't eat?"
"He's taking a shower, Ma'am. He will follow" I replied.
"Oh so," said Queen Ma'am.
The three of us ate until we waited for Mas Gevan to arrive. I was satisfied crying this afternoon. So now, I won't cry anymore just because of the betrayal of those two shameless men.
She was once where I leaned then suddenly made me dodge. He became someone who reneged on his own promise. Suddenly, she clapped everything that looked fine. He chose to go with a choice I never expected. How can there be someone I refer to as love, while at the same time our story is not finished with romance. He went wild and started to worry. Then force the other side to let go.
"All night" said Mas Gevan.
"Mal_"
"Night, Van," said Queen Mother first.
I immediately fell silent. I who had wanted to say hello to my husband immediately silenced because this actor was first greeting the man.
"Eat, Mas."
We all ate in silence. Everyone is busy with their own thoughts. I casually feed Lala without caring about the two humans. It's not that I don't watch if they steal each other's eyes, but I don't want to know about them at all.
"Oh yes, Mas. Queen Ma'am asked me that I was afraid that my husband would be tempted by another woman?" my words started the conversation.
The three of them turned towards me. Mas Gevan's face immediately cold, but from earlier I saw him smiling at his wife sir.
"What did you answer then?"
"So what did I say, Mother? I suddenly forgot!" I scratched while scratching my nape which was not itchy at all.
"Hem, Tata said earlier that his name was not an advantage but an annoyance."
Uhuk uhuk.
Mas Gevan coughed at Queen's reply. I feel like I want to laugh as much as possible because I saw the look on Mas Gevan's face that was misbehaved like this.
"Drink, I_"
Ma'am Queen almost kecoblosan called Mas Gevan with a call dear. They both looked nervous about each other.
Mas Gevan took the glass from Queen's mother's hand. They were already flirting with each other. Basic savage man, do not know yourself.
"Tante Queen is really concerned with Papa?"
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So many times I convinced myself. Trying to guess what really happened. Reflect on knowing your own mistakes. However, there is nothing I can do. We were okay before. Then which part makes it that easy to let go all of a sudden.
"Are you busy with the hp?" Mas Gevan glanced at me.
We're heading to Daddy and Mama's house. While Lala does not come because tomorrow she has an exam so must focus on studying with her guidance teacher.
"Why, Mas?" I looked at my husband.
I deliberately didn't care what he did anymore. I'll try it cold and cold. After all, the look in her eyes was no longer something that made my chest flutter after what she did behind me and Lala.
Time will knock on his chest, until nothing that has become happy is willing to knock on his chest. Without me, he is just a collection of lonely people who are reluctant to die, but unable to commit suicide.
"You changed, Ta? Usually also do not play at the same time Mas," he said.
Only this thing changed did she feel like she was losing my figure. This man is ungrateful. It should be a thousand times that he is lucky to have a wife who loves and serves him well.
"Nothing changed Mas's feelings just the time," I relaxed as I folded both hands on the chest.
"Mas, is there anything I want to talk about?"
"What?" His forehead shriveled in wonder.
"You still love me?" tanyaku seriously.
"Your question is funny!" He chuckled as if my words were a joke he thought was joking.
"Funny?" This time I laughed.
"Yes funny. You know, don't you think I love you? Why even ask?" He's shaking his head.
"Does Mas still love me? Yes, anyone knows that love fades with time. Especially the age of marriage that has been a long time," I said.
"You are just there. Strange thinking!"
God, I can't tell you how much I love this man. But why would he betray the love I had so hard-earned to keep. Instantly this feeling faded as I found out he had a relationship with Queen Mother.
"Mas, if you get bored with me. You said yes, but don't cheat. I can go alone without you bringing a stranger in our household. Do you know how hard it is to build trust? So, I hope you're being honest about how you feel about me" I said at length.
"Darling, that Mas never gets bored with you. So, don't say that. Love you the same. We want to be together forever."
If what she said was the truth, maybe I'd be the happiest woman in the world. But it's not really so. He even planted the seed in the womb of another woman. Then what can I do? Even anger seems to be useless.
He rubbed my softly with my darling. Our age is far adrift and this man is better suited to be my father than a husband. I used to think he was an adult but in fact he was stuck in the taste.
"Hopefully, Mas. But if anything else happens. Don't blame fate but we humans who don't know thank you."
Seriate...