Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 12's.
Mas Gevan wants to do anything, I don't even care anymore. The feeling that had lasted for months was slowly gone. Now, everything feels bland, reportedly no longer that makes my chest pound. Happy for him there, may everything he receives not be the same crime. I just want to have new days. Things are delayed because of my heartbreak. I began to realize one thing about falling and keeping my heart. He's in the part that can make me fall in love, but weak affairs guard the heart. His feelings he let buy seduction, he let go on things calculated wishful thinking.
He and the things we've been through are reasons for me to stare at this world. Although some plans seem threatened as mere memories. But my heart can never be denied. I never really got away from everything about him. Everything I ever dreamed of. Something I have retained to this day. I still fight.
How could I possibly leave, if he was still someone who stayed at heart. The one who with all my anxiety let settle there. Hope is still the same. Can look into his eyes for long. He can keep his heart whole soul. And don't want to go anywhere when he's been traveling. I will accompany him even in the worst situation he has. However, it was a pity that all the wishful thinking had been lost along with all his betrayals.
"Dear."
I sat on the lip of Lala's bed. My little girl is studying seriously with Bik Arum who often accompany her to study if I do not have time or have business with boutiques. But whatever busy I am. I always share time with my son.
"Yes, Ma?"
It was this little girl's smile that kept me alive until now. The look of his shady eyes and joints seemed to be a opium that made me unable to turn away.
I asked Bik Arum out to give me and Lala time and space to talk.
"May you talk to Lala for a second?" my door.
"By, Ma." He closed his textbook.
I folded my legs and faced each other with my little daughter. Tucked in guilt when he saw her innocent face. I want to apologize for not being able to give her the happiness of a typical child. She must accept the fact that her parents will be separated when she is young.
But even though I have no husband. I'll make sure my son's future is safe and secure. I've prepared everything for Lala to be happy. I also have to be firm about her life partner's problems later. I don't want him to fail like I did. Because being hurt by a loved one leaves not only wounds but also hatred.
"What do you want to talk to?" lala asked impatiently as she looked at my face.
If only he knew what I was going to say. Maybe he chose not to listen at all. However, the day of the farewell will still come. My daughter should know.
"Lala love Papa?" my many.
"Yes, Ma. It's such a shame for Papa!" lala looks happy.
God, am I willing to destroy my daughter's happiness with the truth I'm about to tell her. But how else will Lala gradually know this reality.
"But, Son. From now on we have to get used to it without Papa huh. You see, Papa can't always be with us" I said rubbing Lala's head.
"Where is Papa going, Ma?"
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"What's up, sir?" I asked Mr. Rey.
"My wife-to-be wants to meet Mom" said Rey with a wry smile and her joints. Meet me? What Sherly's sister wants to do.
"I beg you, ma'am," asked Mr. Rey.
I'm nodding. There's no way I'm going to refuse let alone Sherly's sister being the closest person to me at the time.
"Come, sir."
"Sister."
I'm rushing towards Brother Sherly's bed. His face was thin and he was bone. This disease completely gnawed his body.
"Yes." Brother Sherly forced a smile
"What did you call Tata here?" soft ask. The world is so narrow, I don't even know if Mr. Rey's future wife is Sherly's sister.
"Ta, it feels like Big Brother is no longer able to survive."
"Sister, don't talk like that. Brother must be eager to heal. Soon Brother married Mr. Rey," I said grasping his thin hands that felt cold.
Imagine a body as good and slim as it now lives skin and bone. Even Sherly's condition is very sad.
He shook his head, "Silent, Ta." He grimaces in pain.
My tears escaped. Honestly, I feel sorry to see Sherly's body now. I can't imagine how painful the syringes that pierced the rest of his body were.
"Can't you ask for something with you?" abugn.
"What do you want to ask?" my many.
He took my hand and took Mr. Rey's hand and put our hands together.
"Marry Rey" asked Sherly.
Rey and I were shocked and surprised to see each other. How can I marry another man while I'm a married woman although soon I will be divorced from Mas Gevan.
"But, Kak_"
"So please, Ta. Just grant Brother's request this once. Brother wants someone to take care of Rey when Brother is not there later, "please Brother Sherly again with a raucous and hoarse voice.
I do feel sorry for Sherly's sister but for her to marry Rey. I think that's something I can't accept. Especially now, I have not been legally divorced from my husband.
Mr. Rey and I walked out of Sherly's room. We sat in the waiting chair and kept quiet with each other. How can and will not be able to marry another man, let alone I have any taste in Mr. Rey.
"What should we do, sir? I can't marry you because I have a husband?" I was in confusion.
Rey also seemed frustrated. He rubbed his face rough.
"I've been looking for another woman but Sherly keeps asking me to marry you before she leaves. He said he wanted to make amends for Naro's mistakes" Rey said.
"But Sherly's sister was his fault with Naro's sister, sir. Not the same me. I have absolutely no idea what their relationship is about" I replied.
Not only were we confused but we didn't know what to do. We were two people who just knew each other.
"The word!"
Seriate.....