Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 17's.
Tata POVs
Lala and I embrace each other and strengthen when the longing hits the chest. Sometimes I have to give a thousand reasons when Lala asks where Papa is? I answered as I could and I believe that one day he will understand the meaning of a farewell.
Lala and I are both fragile women who live in beloved lovers, not by death but by her own will. Lala, my little daughter still really needs a father figure. While I am a young adult woman, I still need a husband figure to protect my life. However, whatever my power is not able to realize that simple dream to be together until old age later.
I'm trying to complete Lala. Being a mother, father and brother to her. Sometimes if he learns I have to be a teacher. When he plays, I have to be a friend. I became everything to my little daughter. I don't want him to feel like he lost his father and was slow to grow up.
I didn't forbid Mas Gevan to meet our daughter. However Lala was her own flesh and blood. However, for some reason there was a fear of its own in the chest. I'm afraid Mas Gevan will take Lala away from me. I can't imagine my life without Lala, surely all those painful feelings will torment my chest.
"Hey, why daydream?" Brother Naro patted my shoulder.
"Sister." I snatched an upset.
After separating from Mas Gevan, I stayed with Kak Naro and Mas Angga. All because of Brother Naro's request that I want to accompany him here as well.
"Not to think about it anymore. There are still a lot of men out there who want to be your husband." Brother Naro is embracing my shoulder.
Brother Naro and I are both heartbroken brothers. If Brother Naro parted ways because of death. I separated from him because of betrayal. Even though the separation was presented in a different form. The pain is still the same.
"I'm not sure if I can fall in love again, sister," I said smiling wryly as I saw Tata playing a chase with the triplets.
"It can be if you try to open your heart" said Kak Naro reassured me.
"Silver is still at home when it has long been widowed. Especially if I'm only a few days old" I said.
Brother Naro chuckled softly at my words. Isn't what I said it's true that he was at home in solitude, even though he was young and quite building a household.
"So I don't think about that anymore. She decided to live alone until the end of her life. Happy twins that's Big Brother's dream."
I can't believe the change in Kak Naro's self was amazing once he knew the truth. He used to hate Ariana because he had to take responsibility for mistakes that he did not do at all. Now, she was so happy to take care of children who were not her flesh and blood. The change in Naro is also amazing. I sometimes wonder if this is my brother I know so coldly?
"Oh, Brother, Tata forgot. About Sherly's sister," I said.
Kak Naro's face immediately changed. Actually I don't know, what makes them both break up because my brother this one is always closed if the relationship problems.
"Why him?" ask Brother Naro coldly.
I could catch a disappointment from my brother's eyes. Did he actually keep something before breaking up with Sherly's sister?
"Sister, what broke up Brother with Sherly's sister?" my many.
Brother Naro breathed a rough breath. He leaned slightly on the park bench to support his burly body. Although the age of Kak Naro is not young anymore but he is a handsome widower who makes the women laugh when looking at his chest. If it were like a Chinese drama, I would definitely find a young girl to be my sister's wife. But the problem is that he is allergic to women.
"She cheated on me and all this time only used Big Brother," replied Kak Naro with a flat and cold face that I could hardly guess.
"cheating?" my ul.
Brother Naro replied with a nod. Then smiled wryly afterwards.
"Maybe it's a law of karma because you hurt Arin" he continued. "Arin went it was because of Brother's stupidity." He placed his hands over his chest while permeating the pain that might have slipped into it.
I leaned on my handsome brother's shoulder. Want to go back to childhood so as not to feel all the feelings that should not exist. Being an adult is sick. Being an adult is not easy.
"But this is indeed Brother's fault."
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"Yes already. It's the right school, kid. Mama's gonna pick me up." I landed a brief kiss on my little daughter's forehead.
"Yes, Ma." Lala replied by kissing my cheek. "Lala loves Mama a lot." Then she gave me a warm hug on my body.
I chuckled softly as I returned Lala's embrace. I also love my son with all my heart and soul. Ah, I think I want Lala to grow up fast to be my storymate.
"Mama is also dear to many the same, Lala," I replied.
Lala let go of my embrace. We are both heartbroken now. We both promised not to cry.
"Mom don't cry anymore. Lala will cry too." I don't know if all this time my little princess always noticed the tears that fell on my cheeks.
I waved as Lala walked inside the school gate. I chose an elite and expensive school. So that Lala can get a commensurate education.
"Tag."
Instantly my body stiffened when I heard the familiar voice that had infused wounds in my heart and Lala.
I turned around and looked at Mas Gevan standing behind me with his wry eyes.
"What's up, Mom?" asked coldly and looked at him disgustedly.
"Mas kangen with you, Ta!" akuny.
If I can be honest, I miss my ex-husband too. Especially the love that is still in the chest. Makes me feel that feeling is deepening. However, once again I will not be easily deceived by false feelings. I will fight it and I will not let myself lose.
"I never miss you again. Please, Mas. Don't bother me and Lala anymore. Let us live quietly. Just take care of Mas's new family," I replied coldly.
"Tata, Mas_"
"I'm in a hurry, Mas. Once I reminded you not to bother me. I never gave you the same opportunity. I don't love you anymore."
After saying I got in the car. I thought forgetting Mas Gevan was as easy as I said. However, in fact, all of these things are not easy. I was still pursued by his shadow.
I drove the car without caring for Mas Gevan who knocked on the car door and forced a conversation with me.
"The garbage I threw away is impossible to take back."
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