Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Back to Pontianak
"Son, our hospital in Pontianak City is in trouble. There are illegal drug findings hidden there. Can you solve this problem? I can't go there because Bee's about to give birth" Dad said.
"Drugs?" my ul.
"Yes, Son. I don't know who dares to play with us" said Father with a long sigh.
"Alright, Dad. The stars will solve the problem there" I said.
Never imagined if I would return to the city that I really wanted to avoid. A city that left so many bitter memories that I was unable to describe it with words.
For my life. For a lot of things I've done. For the people I love. I'll make sure all the memories are dead. A person who has no place in himself except a memory. Because I can't erase memories that come suddenly. Let it be so. The universe will send its shadow, because I no longer need any of it.
"Yes, you will see the galaxy. He's been waiting there" continued Om Fajar.
"Yes, Om." I'm nodding.
I went into the room to rest because tomorrow morning I will make a long journey between Singkawang to Pontianak.
I sat on the lip of the bed and my netra caught the figura located on the nightstand. No, it's not true. How can I forget that every moment I see memories with Nara.
I took the photo and put it in the drawer. Maybe this is the best way because I can't keep living in the memories of the past. I have to forget about Nara but that doesn't mean I stop loving her. I will love her until life is not in her body. But I no longer lament or groan in sorrow.
"Nara, now I'm willing to let you go. Good bye, my dear. This is the best path for us. Your happiness is no longer my responsibility. I believe you're happy there," I said with a bitter smile.
Off!! Yes and I chose to let go of all the remaining memories and torment the chest. I let all the pain creep in and peek in the cavities of my chest that felt squeezed. I let the love that blooms and wither with time to death and become dust.
Sometimes I agree with the wise words that the best love is when it comes to truly letting go of someone you love. All this time I was too selfish and held back from hoping that the love I had always wanted was back on my side. Isn't the highest level of loving is to release the brain that is loved wholeheartedly with the happiness that he chooses all of his heart?
I lay on my king-size bed. Nara's shadow still flashed clearly in my shadow. Why is it so hard to forget this woman? I didn't even lament when Mona chose to betray. However, when Nara stopped fighting for our love. I feel a great heartbreak.
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Winning memories like to pit a move. However, everything that went away eventually turned into memories. All that is lost, let it be lost. Now a new step has come the time to start with a more loyal heart. Let all who cause hurt pass away. Life is too short to spend it with something that hurts. There is still a long way to go. Later, with someone who is also wholehearted. This story will be back.
"Sister Uny is coming," Auny's fists hugged my arm.
I snorted in annoyance. If Auny comes along, it is definitely a lot of stopover because he is crazy about food.
"Ck, don't want to" I refused.
"Son, take your sister. Let him accompany you on the road" continued Mommy.
The journey between Singkawang to Pontianak is quite time consuming. If you are bored yourself because no one is chatting or just talking.
I got in the car and was followed by Auny. I nagged a few times because of Auny's slow pace and the many things she brought. In Pontianak there are many things. This is the woman, very complicated, complicated and many of her tetembutku. Fortunately, I was not born a woman.
"Sir, help!" pinta Auny spoiled.
Not arguing I put Auny's suitcase in the trunk. I might be stressed if my cousin's sister talks.
On the way, Auny continued to babble indistinctly while chewing on the snacks in his hands. I shook my head to find out how many words were in his head.
"Sister, how come Uny never saw Kak Bintang's girlfriend?" said Auny.
"Sister doesn't have a girlfriend" I said quickly.
"Oh." This girl is just a little girl.
Not long after the atmosphere became silent, the voice of Auny who was noisy suddenly disappeared. I'm lyrically my cousin's sister. It turned out that he had fallen asleep with the packet of snacks still in his hand and his mouth was wide open. I shook my head in salute, it's really amazing my cousin's sister.
It is not felt that the nearly four-hour journey has brought to the Equator city. I glanced at the garden near the spiky bamboo that was once a memory where I left Nara just because of a phone call from Mona. To be honest, those memories re-expressed the pain in my chest.
I thought after coming back here everything would be forgotten again. However, I was mistaken. I can't really forget what I said. Seeing the traffic jam of Pontianak reminds me of a time when I didn't know love. This is why some people choose to be a child rather than an adult. Because being a child does not need to be complicated.
"No, Stars. You can't remember the past. Remember, your goal in coming here is to solve the hospital's problems not to remember the bitter memories." I get all those feelings.
For all these imperfections, then with a heavy heart I finally let all the pain go. Love is not destined for all ages. In fact, he was sent to introduce superficial love, leaving behind the pain. Enough of everything that was scratched hurt, I've ended all the sad feelings. Now, walk back away. I'm going to give myself some time to get everything back together.
The galaxy welcomed me and Auny.
"That's your sister in the car. He's asleep," I said down.
"There's Uny?" re-assuring the galaxy.
"Yes" I replied. This long journey left some of my bones as broken.
"Why is he coming?" Galactic frown shrivels.
"She wanted to move the equator to Singkawang" I replied.
"Dih, in serious question even answer ngawur," Galactic protest.
"Some of you even ask everything. Already know what your sister's like," I sniffled.
The galaxy lifts Auny's body out of the car. I salute the girl who sleeps like a buffalo. Maybe he was thrown into the sea he can't remember.
Seriate...