Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chapters 18.
I survived because I was waiting for your arrival. Strengthen me to welcome you. Hold my hand when I feel tired, I want to be with you for a long time.
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Chemotherapy or chemo works by stopping the growth of cancer cells that are lodged in the body. Although this treatment can prevent cancer cells or tumors, chemotherapy also has side effects that are not small.
The type of chemotherapy treatment given will depend on the type, location, stage, spread of cancer cells and tumors and the health condition of the tumor patient.
Side effects arising from chemotherapy also vary, namely some are mild and some require special treatment from a doctor.
I was in the chemotherapy room. Some of the hoses ran through my body, like my hands, chest and there was also oxygen attached to my nose to help with my breathing.
I was accompanied by Galactic Sister because there should not be more than one person who takes care of me it will disturb the concentration of the patient. Anggi is waiting outside. Now, I'm just putting myself into God's destiny and will.
Doctor Novi chose injectable treatment, because my condition is decreasing, especially in this pregnant condition.
Blood also flowed in my hands. My body was like being tortured by those medical devices. To be honest, I was in pain. But what can I do to defend the life and the life I want.
Chemotherapy drugs are injected into the muscle or fat layer. For example, the thigh arm or the stomach. Doctor Novi injected the drug through my thigh muscle.
"How, Doc?" asked Galactic Brother looking at my face. I even smiled knot.
Doctor Novi sighed, "We'll see the process, it won't take long. It does hurt Ms. Arin a little bit but she will be better later, Doc," explains Dr. Novi.
Currently there are only Galactic Brother and Doctor Novi and several nurses who come with Doctor Novi to help him do his job, so that my chemotherapy this time succeeds.
"This chemotherapy will help reduce the size of the cancer tumor and relieve pain" explains Dr. Novi.
"Preventing the spread, slowing growth, while destroying cancer cells that develop to other parts of the body (metastasis)."
"Destroys all cancer cells to perfection and prevents cancer recurrence."
"Then is it healing?" asked Galactic Sister she still she clasped my hand tightly. The clink of a heart detector echoed in that room. I closed my eyes in fear, as if I were sleeping.
"We can only leave it to God, Doc" said Doctor Novi.
"There are several methods of chemotherapy treatment, and hopefully this is not dangerous for Ms. Arin" said Dr. Novi.
The doctor explained some chemotherapy methods that will be undertaken by me. And any risk to my body. While I can only hope in prayer and hope, perhaps God pity me and then give me one more chance.
For a moment I remembered, how yesterday Brother Al and Brother El kicked me out of the house. They even said they didn't want to have a sister like me anymore. Their wish will be realized after I am no longer a part of the inhabitants of this earth.
My eyes opened as I felt Galactic Sister's gentle rubbing on my hand. I smiled at her worried face. He's my brother-in-law but very good even more than my husband. I haven't been home for two days because of this chemotherapy. However, until now my husband had no intention of looking for me at all. It made me realize that he didn't want me to exist. Even if I die and leave this world, he won't care. To him, I'm just a cheap woman who doesn't deserve a chance to change.
"With." Galactic brother took my hand.
"You must be strong. I will always accompany you." I smiled hearing his words. Why do I miss Mas Angga? I hope Mas Angga wakes up later after I'm not around.
"Thank you, Brother. Sorry Arin's a hassle."
"Absolutely not, Rin. You don't think weird and focus on health."
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Chemotherapy is an effective cancer and tumor treatment that saves millions of lives. However, behind it chemotherapy also has a variety of side effects.
The effects of chemotherapy can vary from person to person, including severity. These side effects appear because the drugs have no ability to distinguish cancer cells and healthy cells.
I was sitting in a hospital cage. In front of me was a small table, on the table was a sheet and a pencil.
My lentic finger danced cunningly, his face looked serious as if he didn't want to be bothered by anyone.
Long hair that used to be my pride, now only the head plontos that looks plain. Minus thick glasses are also perched in my nose. I've never worn glasses before had to wear them.
"With."
My hand came to a halt when I felt someone calling his name and turned to look towards the entrance.
I smiled warmly and placed the pencil and paper.
"Sister Arin."
Anggi ran straight towards me. He's getting on the bed.
"Levil," his fists swerved spoiled in my arms
I rubbed Anggi's back with a pity. It's been a few days since chemotherapy I haven't met my sister-in-law.
"How's Brother doing?" tanya Anggi let go of my embrace.
"Bad brother, Ngi."
Anggi smiled knot looking at my head that plontos without hair. Now, I'm really going to stay here for some time. No family knows but Galactic Brother and Anggi. I forbid them to tell anyone about my pain. I'm fine. I'm doing fine. I don't want people to feel sorry for me just because I'm sick. Especially I'm on the cheap women's stamp.
"How is Mas Angga doing?" my many.
Mas Angga was taken care of at the mansion he bought me. Somehow, why doesn't he want people to know that he's in a coma and lying weak in a hospital cage?
"Son, if I see Mas Angga, it must be a healing spirit!" exclamation Anggi. "Mas Angga is fine, Brother. As usual, he is still sleeping and does not want to wake up" said Anggi.
I chuckle softly. This young lady treated me well. Galaksi and Anggi were very concerned about my pregnancy. They were always on guard for me.
"Hi, how is Aunt Anggi's nephew. If a girl must be cute like her aunt," chirped Anggi rubbed my stomach.
"I'm a guy, Auntie," I said mimicking the voice of a child who managed to make Anggi laugh softly.
I smiled at Anggi who seemed to be talking to my future baby. My gestational age is entering the sixth month. I can't wait to see her coming. May it? God gave me one chance to welcome his birth later without having to lose my life first.
Chemotherapy does not save and only displays the perverted age. In the end, I will leave this cruel world.
Seriate.