Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 25's.
Season 05's. Tata Story 25's.
My body immediately slumped when listening to the doctor's explanation. The blood flow in the body seemed to stop flowing. I hung the pain on the support of the chair I was holding. The pain is all over the body.
"Lala conditions can at any time decrease. Not only that he also lacks a lot of blood and we have to immediately find a donor" explained the doctor.
"Blood me, Doc. My blood type is the same as Lala's" said Mas Gevan.
While my tears shed unstoppably. I can't imagine such a small body having to be gnawed by a deadly disease that torments him.
"Good, Doc. We'll have a transfusion soon" said Dr Hans, who is treating Lala's disease.
"Lala must be fine" said Mas Gevan, calming me down. He grabbed my shoulder and sucked slowly.
"Mas." I looked at my ex-husband's face. "Lala, Mas" I wish Mas Gevan could help our son.
"You calm down. As long as there's Mas, Lala's gonna be fine." Mas Gevan grabbed my weak body into his arms.
I hope my life will be fine after parting ways with Mas Gevan. I can be everything to Lala as well as accompany her in complicated matters. But when I found out he had a terminal illness it felt like my whole body and my feelings were shaken.
Which mother wouldn't be hurt if she saw her only daughter fall sick like that? My heart is now like being pierced by many needles to bleed.
We got out of the doctor's room. My gaze was blank and thoughts floated out of nowhere. After a blood transfusion, Lala will undergo her first chemotherapy. Somehow I'll have to explain to Lala about her condition.
I went into Lala's nursery. Turns out he's been moved into the VVIP room by Galactic Brother. I looked at the face of my little daughter who was still sleeping comfortably with hoses flowing in her body.
"Metal."
Tears are unstoppable again. He came out as he pleased. As if saying if I lose by the conditions. Lala, my little daughter is now suffering from a deadly disease that could at times put her life at risk.
"You're a strong boy. Please, Mama, son. Don't leave Mama. Mama promised to take good care of you." I kissed Lala's forehead gently while permeating the fragrant fragrance of the shampoo she was wearing.
"You promised Mama that we'd be together no matter what" I said.
Lala was still covered with her pale face. His hands are cold. I clasped Lala's hand, she was still tightly closed. My son has never complained about his pain.
I tightened my grip on Lala. God can I be the one who's sick, not my son. Why do the problems in my life never stop? It's okay if I have to lose anything in my life, even if losing happiness doesn't matter. But I can't lose Lala. He is the most precious treasure I have.
I sat back on the bench next to Lala's bed. I stared at my daughter. If I could tie a miracle. I want to cure him.
I often ask, is my way of life ever going to be happy? Faced with various problems as if I were the weakest human being. Is not enough of all the suffering that I have been suffering, why now the little angel whom God has entrusted to me should feel this pain? I don't think I can live all of this life.
"Hyx hyx hyx hyx hyx."
I cried as hard as I could in Lala's ward. Vaporize all the pain that feels hit the chest.
"Hiks hyks hyx."
I hit my chest repeatedly, removing all the tightness that hit inside. I feel like my breath is choked. Can I leave this world.
"Metal."
My hand outstretched rubbed Lala's head with a tear that seemed to not stop crying. Crushed. Fragile. All those feelings really tormented my chest.
"Defend me, son. We will fight together. Your mother will always be there for you. If you need, you'll buy that miracle so you can heal."
I tried hard to withstand all the storms that hit the boat where I was sailing. But who would have thought it turned out I was shipwrecked and turned around with the boat. I tried to get out and pop my head, so I could breathe. Now I swim ten kilo meters to find land. But why is there no island I can go to. Will I sink to the bottom of the ocean and die with the rock?
"Mama."
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