
I was still silent as I stared at Nara's back away. Strange, why does it feel so weird? I should have loved to see his changed and uncharacteristically aggressive attitude towards me. I shouldn't have bothered to keep her away, shouldn't my wish be to end this marriage? However, why does it feel like something is missing from my chest cavity? Why is something wrong when you see the look on Nara's face like that?
"Why have you changed, Ra?"
I want Nara as usual who is friendly and warm. Her gentle manner and always welcomes me every morning. I should have been thinking about Mona and Ikmal's betrayal, but why was it so heartbroken by my wife's cold attitude?
I walk towards the car. Start the engine and go at high speed. The shadow of Nara's face was still ringing in my head. Shit, why is my heart beating so fast when I remember that smile last night? The first time I hugged my wife after we got married in an intimate position. We were never really close as a couple. Even to greet each other almost never because of my attitude that was too cold to Nara.
Arriving at the hospital I immediately went down and as usual have been warmly welcomed by the doctors who work at my hospital.
I went into the room. My face is not as usual charismatic and admired by many people. My face showed fragility and prudence.
"Morning, The Star." Bee came to the hospital early in the morning, what did she want?
"What's wrong?" my ketus sat in a big chair.
"Yeah, Mum. Cuek very," protested Bee while sitting in the front seat of my room.
I rolled my lazy eyeballs and didn't care about my sister's temptation. Bee is the brother of one mother to another. Even though we are not greedy, but I love my brother who is this noisy caramel. Bee opened several boutique branches in several cities and branches and developed quite rapidly and is attracted by the lovers of dresses here.
"What's up here?" tanyaku.
"Mas, sorry. Not Bee to interfere with the problems of Mas and Mbak Nara, but a few days ago. Bee saw Mbak Nara with Kak Rimba, Mas," explained Bee.
I glanced at Nara's explanation and was confused by what Bee said.
"The jungle?" my ul
"Yes, Mas. That's the same class that Mas used to be," Bee explained.
I paused for a moment and seemed to remember the name. Nara also mentioned the same name as Rimba.
"What is their relationship?" I feel like I don't like it. Suddenly my heart was hot upon hearing Nara close to the Jungle.
Yeah, I just remembered that Rimba was my old High School friend. We were both basketball kids and high-achieving students in school. But I haven't seen him in a long time. He and Nara used to be close and close, I don't know how close they were?
"Where are they meeting?" My feelings.
"Yesterday in the cafe Mbak Nara, Mas," replied Bee.
My forehead's pucker back up, "Cafe Nara?" I repeat once more.
"Lho, did Mas not know that Mbak Nara has a lot of cafes?" asked Bee who looked astonished.
I shakes not knowing. All this time I never cared what Nara did. Whatever he does is none of my business anymore.
My mouth was straight up. It's fair that Nara refused every time I gave her money she was a businessman. I never knew my wife was that good. I think Nara is unemployed and has no job. Now I understand why his face always looks tired when he comes home.
"Mas, Mas's relationship with Mbak Nara how the hell, Mas? Is it true that Mas's still in touch with Mona's mother?" cecar Bee's. "Bee accidentally saw Mas and Mona at the restaurant. You have to be careful later if you and your mother know they can be angry," said Bee.
I'm more surprised, have many seen the closeness of me and Mona?
"Mas, why are you quiet?" ask Bee.
"It's okay," I turned my face away from the direction. Hearing Mona's name again stifled the chest.
"Mas, Bee just wanted to say the same. Please take care of Mbak Nara, do not let Mas lose him because Mona Mbak. Mas will regret later for losing the woman who loved Mas sincerely. Ma'am Nara is a good woman, she won't forever put her taste on Mas. He might be tired of giving up. Are you ready to lose Miss Nara?"
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One simple question but able to make my heart beat great. Lost Nara? Am I ready? If I didn't care for anything about Nara, but why now does it feel like I can't afford to lose her? I don't know why I feel this way. Whether it's Mona's betrayal or I already have a taste for my wife.
"Yes already, Mas. Bee go home first yeah," said Bee.
"Hhh wait, where's the address of cafe Nara?" my many.
"Caffeine Stories" replied Bee.
I'm surprised, isn't this cafe I go to with Mona often? A large and famous cafe in the city of Pontianak that has several branches elsewhere.
"Caffeine Stories?" my ul.
"Yes, Mas" said Bee. "Yes Bee said it first. There is still a lot of work in the shop. This morning breakfast from Mother. Must not have breakfast?" guess Bee.
"Kok know?" my forehead is suspicious.
"That's why Mas's face looked so hungry" Bee chuckled and sauntered out of my room.
I exhaled a rough breath and rubbed my face. There's a lot I don't know about my own wife. What kind of husband am I that doesn't even know who my wife is?
"I'm sorry, Nara. I don't want to lose you."
Remembering Bee's words made me a little panicked and worried that Nara and Rimba would finally be in a relationship. I can't lose Nara. If asked if I love him? I don't know for sure I don't want to lose him. When he saw his unfriendly attitude as usual made my heart throb. What if he really belonged to someone else?
"Caffeine Stories." I still remember the name of this cafe.
Nara, wife. I never knew who he was. My resentment for this matchmaking left me with dark eyes and the heart to include a third person in our domestic relationship. Then now I was slapped by the fact that the lover of the heart that I was proud of turned out to be wishing for the love that I built with great difficulty. Is this the law of karma?
Seriate..