Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 14's.
"Geez!"
"Tag."
I shut my mouth in disbelief when I saw Mas Gevan making love to Queen Ma'am in our room. A few days ago I did leave the city and brought Lala on purpose I also brought Bik Arum. This is my trick to trap these two people. As a result this is the first way I can take off from Mas Gevan.
"Tag."
Mas Gevan pulled out his relics embedded in the cave owned by Queen Mother. They have not reached the peak of enjoyment. Ah must be a dizzy head if not channeled.
"Gevan, what are you doing?" hardik Papa cursed, Papa Rizel.
Soon my husband was wearing his clothes. While the Queen Mother covered her innocent body with that thick blanket. These two people were completely selfless and I was even disgusted to see them both. Huh, it's a good thing that my feelings of love are not as hot as they used to be, so I easily let go of the man.
Bugh!
Papa Rizel hit my husband in the face. My father-in-law is a former police officer. He was one of the strong leaders of the day. While Mama was crying while hugging Lala. I complained and filed for divorce. But my two in-laws don't believe what I'm explaining. Even legitimate videos of his son's face can still be denied as an edit.
Mama Meysa didn't like me for a long time. But I don't care, my life isn't governed by him even though he's my own father-in-law.
It's different from me being calm. I've been honest and I don't care. So seeing my husband make love to another woman is not a painful thing for me.
"You're a really self-destructive child!"
Papa Rizel still beat Mas Gevan blindly without caring about the two guards who tried to break them both. My former police officer-in-law certainly has a high emotional level especially in military education.
"Pa, stop!" my word.
Papa Rizel stopped and looked at me with red eyes.
"But he has betrayed you, Tata," said Papa Rizel.
"Knowing from the beginning, Pa. Just let it go. We'd better get out of here" I said calmly.
"Mas, Mommy. Put on your clothes! I'll wait in the living room."
Someone who has ever existed will not be removed just like that unless memory loss. No human has really grown up without someone in the past. Inevitably, loss is one of the things that makes humans learn to accept reality. I understand that. Something that makes me not confused about hate. Sometimes I want to tell him. That longing that develops in the chest is a proof that I still very much and really love him. Getting back together is an impossibility.
Fused already my heart saw two people who so I believe full heart of soul and body. Crumpled and formless. Mas Gevan was the husband who married me ten years ago who loved and treated me well. While Queen Ma'am is Mas Bintang's half-brother, Aunt Twilight's stepson. The woman I love with all my heart. The two people I consider the best humans, are now ruining my life. I slammed beside my eyes for a moment. No matter how hard I hold back my tears from my cheeks, I am still a human being with feelings. I never thought how cruel love was. I never imagined how painful life would be. Betrayed and stabbed by my husband, maybe I can understand because no relationship is perfect but I never think my own brother is something I never imagined. Even in the worst of minds I never imagined such a painful life. But the truth is that's what I got.
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We were all waiting in the living room of the luxurious mansion that accompanied for the past ten years. However, who would have thought this house would be a memory when I was lost. Ah no, I do not regret the decision I made, indeed I should choose to separate from Mas Gevan for the sake of my mental and physical health.
The two people we had been waiting for since had finally arrived as well. And I just found out, if Mr. Rey is the son of Om Mat, Mama Meysa's brother. But he settled long abroad even from birth so that he did not know his own cousin.
There are Daddy and Mama, Kak Naro and Shaka and Mas Bintang on my family's side. From the Mas Gevan family there are Papa Rizel, Mama Meysa, Om Divta, Aunt Dance, Om Mat and Om Marcel.
Mama Meysa, Om Mat and Om Marcel are the siblings of Tante Dance. They're the most famous officials in this town. Their name is indeed one of the names calculated by many people. However, what happens if the acting family turns out to have a child who likes to cheat? Ah I can't wait to see the destruction of Mas Gevan. All the CCTV video evidence I recorded yesterday I've submitted to my lawyer. So that my divorce trial will run smoothly without much drama.
It's a good thing Lala wants me to leave with Kak Nara and Kak Bee so she doesn't have to see what her father does.
"Please sit down, Gevan," asked Papa Rizel.
There's Om Reza and Aunt Henny too. He could see how his son was doing. Indeed, if the bottom comes out of the pelakor womb will still be an actor.
"I'm sorry, Pa." Mas Gevan was embarrassed. Lost his authority as a famous doctor whose name has always been the talk of doctors and nurses.
"You should be sorry your wife isn't Papa!" papa Rizel's jolt looked at his son with a murderous gaze and was as if ready to pounce on the man alive.
"I'm sorry, Ta. Ha_"
"No need to apologize, Mom. I knew about it a few months ago. I deliberately kept quiet because I wanted to see where you could play with fire. But yes, I'm not angry at all. I'm even grateful that Mas finally showed me who Mas really is." I smiled mockingly.
But on a day I never expected. The hours I thought everything would be fine. Reality has thrown everything away. Reality destroys all that I have built with all my soul. Mas Gevan told me; let me love you, Ta. She wants to live life with a person who has secretly asked her to be a part of her life. I ran away from reality. Spending sad days elsewhere kills the painful time.
I no longer wish for Mas Gevan to fall for the sweet word I pack. Part of my body, a diversion from the world that cannot be separated from it. Some of it I use to work as a sign that I'm still human. I don't want to just stop by let alone have to move. I'm the one who stays put making it feel complete as a universe. I am the body that will fill the holes that make it haunted deserted. I embrace him wholeheartedly, so that everything that is the reason he laments can go and change for pleasant days. But it only happens in my mind because in reality everything has changed and is not the same anymore.
Pleasant days though restless I am not entirely able to get rid of. I am the imperfection that walks the path of being whole with her, completing everything that makes her feel like she is the self that divides into her. He and I are a pair of imperfections that wouldn't be perfect if we weren't together.
"I'm not silent because I can treat me. I'm just waiting for the right moment to expose Mas's crimes so everyone knows who Mas really is."
"Daddy, Mama, Papa Rizel and Mama Meysa. Before I wanted to apologize, with all my soul and my feelings. I can't stand Mas Gevan. I want to split up."
Seriate...