Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chapters 20.
My hands clenched tightly. The jaws hardened as if to swallow Sherly and Kevin alive. But I remember Dean saying not to be rash. If Sherly can play me, why can't I? I'll make him regret for betraying the trust I gave him.
Do not want to linger to see the two traitors. I waltzed away from there before they realized my presence in this cafe.
I got in the car. I took a deep breath as I could to neutralize the emotions that were burning in my chest.
"Aragh!"
I hit the steering wheel of this car hard. If only he was human, I would love to take this thing to fight to vent all my emotions and anger.
I run my car leaving the cafe. I still can't believe why Sherly would do this to me. It's only fitting that he forced me to accept Kevin's offer to cooperate. It turns out that they both have a plan to destroy me. It's a good thing Dean was quick to tell me before I got really caught up in their game. However, now it is not me who is trapped but I will trap them. I made sure Sherly would regret for betraying me.
I parked my car in the garage. In fact, some days I did not go home because I was busy with office work. So, I chose to stay in the office until all the projects I worked on were completed.
"Thin!"
"Thin!"
"Thin!"
I screamed to find where the woman was. I haven't seen him in two weeks. I deliberately did not contact him with the intention of disappearing so that he would look for me like a woman in general. However, he did not come also in the office, where was he really? I don't know my wife's job because she just graduated college. So, chances are she's not working and just unemployed.
"Arin, where are you?"
I walked into his room. Wait, I was instantly speechless when I saw the quiet atmosphere of the room. Maid's room with a thin bed and dim lights, my wife's bed. Why does my heart ache when I see where she sleeps? Am I being too outrageous?
"Arin," he called me to open the bathroom door maybe he was there.
I rubbed my rough face when I didn't find my wife there. Where is he really? Why isn't it here?
"Arin, you can't hide from me. Where are you, Arin?" I screamed to call his name.
However, there is still no lawfulness. This big house is only occupied by the two of us. I deliberately didn't find a maid so that all the housework was done by my wife. What's the point of him if he can't do anything? Didn't he marry me because of compulsion. So, why don't you just use that free energy for my own benefit?
I traced the atmosphere of the quiet room. The room is small and also narrow. I looked at her clothes which she only kept in bed. There is no small closet to store clothes. I was intentional, so that he might feel the real hell.
Why does it feel like my heart hurts when I see these clothes? I know, Ariana is a spoiled woman who used to live in luxury. However, I can't deny that every time I see her sad eyeball there is pain running through. I still don't accept being held responsible for things I didn't do at all.
I sat on the lip of the bed. My hand rubbed the thin mattress with only one pillow. I don't know, why do my eyes glaze over when I touch this mattress? Am I being so cruel? My wife was pregnant but I could tell her to sleep on this thin bed. While in this house many empty rooms complete with all facilities.
"Arin, you can't get away from me? You can't give up because you have to pay for everything" I said. When I say that, why do I feel emotional? Not the anger of vengeance but the disappointment of not seeing him here. Why does it feel empty?
Until my eyes stopped when I saw the nightstand that accidentally opened a little.
"What's that?"
"What is this letter?"
I opened the envelope. What'sthat's it? I'm curious too.
My hands immediately shook violently as I looked and read the contents of the envelope.
"So, all this time Arin had uterine cancer?"
Like the footage from a movie, all the shadows of what happened when I tortured my wife were clearly recorded inside my head. I, I don't know if Ariana's sick.
"Thin!"
Unknowingly my tears melted. Guilt attacks my chest cavity, pain, tightness, until it is difficult to breathe.
"With." I fell on the floor with tears in my eyes while holding the paper.
Then I accidentally saw a little book on Ariana's clothes in the bed. I took the little book, again my heart ached when I saw the writings that poured out all the contents of his heart.
"Dear Brother Naro.
Take it easy, after this I will not disturb your life anymore, Brother. I'm sorry for making you suffer with this marriage. Sorry, I don't want this wedding to happen either. But I don't want to let Brother Nara and Mama Ara down. Brother, may you be happy with Sherly. Whatever your treatment is like me. I love you, Brother."
I cried hysterically when I read one of his writings. God, am I really stupid and selfish. I hurt a woman who's been hurt by the man she loves. I've created the deepest hell in Ariana's life. And I know that he was rejected by his family.
"Arin, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Arin."
I don't know if he loves me. All of those feelings were clouded by my hatred for her. He is also a victim. But I created hell for him.
"With."
I've tortured him. I hit him in the face, I put hot soup in his mouth until his lips blistered. I, I have committed violence there is my own wife. Now, he's sick and I don't know where he is? How's things going? How's baby?
"I'm sorry and I'm too selfish for hurting you without thinking about your feelings, Rin. I'm mistaken. I sinned. Please forgive me, come back Arin."
I stared at the nightstand, a picture of our wedding that he might have accidentally captured in print. I took that photo. There we both did not smile because we were busy with each other's thoughts.
"Arin, why don't you tell me you're sick? Why are you hiding all this from me? Why, Arin?"
He hid everything because of my indifference all along. Never mind, just talk I always yell and hurt her feelings. She's a good woman, she's a sincere woman as is. Just because she was pregnant with Mas Angga's last child, I darkened my eyes and tormented her heartlessly.
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