Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 21's.
I finally learned to let go of Mas Gevan, not because I no longer love him. Not because my love is finished in my heart. However, I realized, loving her alone was not a natural love. I was killed in the throats of my chest and the anxiety of the memories covered in wounds. That's why I started learning to let go. Because, I know the best love will always come home but if Mas Gevan does not come, maybe he is destined to be a story that only deserves to be kept as a memory.
Mas Gevan should have understood and understood, I survived for months. I became half sane. Approaching sakau. He knew but was like half-hearted and let me give up in time. He was not able to convince me like I fought for and defended him. I won't regret anything about his treatment. I understand, I'm in great love with him. This feeling is too hard for me to break, even though my heart has been defeated. He is still someone I love very much. Someone who once drained warm water. Gevan is still my love. The earnestness of the life I missed, although it felt sad when I remembered it.
My husband Mas Gevan, half of my soul still settles on the rest of my curves. In the rest of the soft kisses that slowly finish me off. He remains someone I know very well. Don't give up on life. Now I let him walk away. However, I never really let go of his soul binding my soul. He never really could be erased from my memory. It's just that, I get it, I'm learning to be happy again. I need to be able to calm my anxiety. I must be able to learn that reality is now destroying the defenses I built to love me.
Weight does go through all the new things to the exclusion of the past. However, if I really believed in what I love today, there would be no problem with it. Because indeed, sometimes the things that might bring memories must be thrown away by force. Why defend something that can cause injury. If you really believe that the heart has this is true love. One thing I understand; that I may not be able to bring memories to things I have had in the past. However, I can definitely bring a story that Mas Gevan has never had before.
"Son Naro."
Me and Mas Rey got out of the car. I immediately walked towards my brother.
"Tag."
I hugged Brother Naro. I know he's not okay. No matter how strong one is, one will not be ready if one has to meet his old love. Moreover, he had been hurt by a woman who was loved very much.
"Strong brother." I rubbed Brother Naro's back.
Brother Naro hugged me tightly. Actually he didn't want to come here to see Sherly but I insisted because it was really important and sudden. I'm afraid something's happened.
I let go of Brother Naro's embrace and smiled warmly at my handsome brother. We are bloodless but love each other. Although different fathers and mothers but we support each other without discriminating.
"Come, Brother."
"But---"
"All will be well, brother. There's Tata" I said reassuring Brother Naro.
"Come," asked Brother Naro.
The three of us went in. I was struggling spoiled on my brother's big arm. I know he's not okay but I believe Kak Naro will be strong to deal with this.
We went into Sherly's room. It appears he was quietly closed with the clutch of heart detectors that sounded echoing in the ICU room.
"Sherily."
Hearing Brother Naro's call. Brother Sherly's eyes were wide open. He looked at us with a big smile.
"Naro's." She smiles.
Brother Naro walked slowly and approached while holding my hand. I know he's not fully capable, let alone the pain in his chest still running through his entire body. My brother has he felt the loss of it like traumatizing him in relationships with women.
"How are you?"
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Me and Mas Rey are sitting in the front waiting room of Sherly's sister's room. While inside Kak Naro was talking to his former lover. I don't know what they're talking about so Sherly asks for her space with Kak Naro.
"Yes. A few years ago after he broke up with Joshua," replied Mas Rey.
"Joshua?" my ul. The name was like a stranger and I had heard of it but where was it?
"Friends near Naro" replied Mas Rey.
"Yes, Mas. I've heard that name. But forget where," I said.
Rey looked like she was breathing a long breath.
"I don't actually love Sherly," I'm Mas Rey.
I glanced at him. Don't love Brother Sherly? Whatdoes thatmean? A few months ago before I got close to Mas Rey she said she loved that woman so much. Why change your mind now?
"Don't love Sherly's sister?" I repeat with my forehead shriveling in wonder.
"All Sherly's parents' requests" replied Mas Rey.
"Mas I still don't understand. Yesterday Mas said that she loved Sherly and even wanted to get married but why now Mas says he does not love Sherly?" my pedicabs. How can I not be confused? Yesterday he said love why not now?
"Sherly was pregnant with Yoshua. After that they get married and suddenly behind Sherly Joshua cheating and until impregnating another woman. Sherly is depressed with an enlarged gestational age and because I was close to Sherly since childhood so her parents asked me to marry Sherly after she gave birth. However, Sherly's child is not helped. Her baby died at birth due to lack of fluids. After giving birth to Sherly in a sentence of cancer and until now has passed so many years, I have not been able to love Sherly," explained Mas Rey at length.
I'm mangosteen. Although not fully understand what is explained by Mas Rey.
"Didn't Mas try to open my heart to Brother Sherly?" my many.
"It is, but it cannot. Because I'm still thinking about someone in the past" said Mas Rey.
"Prophey, Mom." I rubbed his shoulder. "Eh, why didn't Mas get married to Sherly's sister?" my many.
"Sherly doesn't want to because she knows that I don't love her" said Mas Rey again.
I remember a while ago Brother Sherly asked me to replace her married to Mas Rey. Of course I refused especially when my status was still married.
"I don't know if the story is like that, Mom," I said.
"Yes that's how it is."
"But I see how sincerely I take care of Brother Shery?" ask again.
"I've taken him as my own little brother. Especially since childhood we were friends. So, it's like a brother" explained Mas Rey.
"So, what about the replacement dress I designed, Mas?"
Seriate...