Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Unaltered
"Mas, why?" Nara let go of my embrace. "Mas, crying?" tanyanya panic.
I wiped my tears of shame. It turned out that the pain Mona was trailing made me look weak in Nara's eyes. What if Nara laughs at me?
"It's okay," I said.
Nara nodded and no longer asked. Why do I feel like something is different from him? Nara is not as usual, this time there is something different from her.
"I went into the room first yes, Mas," said Nara while standing up.
"I haven't eaten yet" I said. I don't know why all of a sudden I want to eat Nara's cooking.
"Mas, cook it yourself. I'm already sleepy" Nara said with a warm smile.
I saw that my wife could not believe it when she heard this. Usually he'll tear when I don't eat his cooking. I admit, all this time ignored the good food. But why do I even want to enjoy it?
"Yes" I said disappointed.
I looked at Nara's back which just passed by. My heart ached when I accepted Nara's rejection? This was how Nara felt when I always ignored her. It seems to hurt when ignored.
I walked into the kitchen. Today my emotions are really tested. I must accept Mona and Ikmal's betrayal, coupled with Nara's unusual attitude. Makes my head feel dizzy.
I exhaled a rough breath when I saw nothing in the fridge. Usually the contents of this refrigerator are always full because Nara is a hobby of eating and she does not like to run out of food in the refrigerator.
"Didn't Nara shop?" I sighed softly.
My stomach was very hungry and I ended up eating only the bread that was still available on the table. I sat down and chewed on the bread, crying for energy. Evidently with my hungry stomach after a broken heart.
"Mona, you really have heart."
I don't know, until when this feeling of hate will linger in my chest. I hate the woman who betrayed me. This hate is getting infiltrated in there and may be ingrained later.
"Don't Nara have the money to shop?" I was amazed and curious too.
I clicked on my wife's room next to mine. I did not love Nara but seeing her attitude that changed one hundred and eighty degrees, it made my heart throb with pain. I don't like Nara to change, I want her to be as friendly as ever and always welcome me with a sweet and seductive smile.
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I was getting ready with my full outfit. Actually today I'm not ready to go back to the hospital but there's some unfinished work.
I came out of the room with my medical bag. While my pride coat is deliberately hooked in my arm. I walked to the dining table. Strange, Nara's clock hasn't woken up. Usually he wakes up early to prepare breakfast for me even though I end up not touching it at all.
I saw Nara walking towards me in a hurry.
"Ra, no breakfast?" my many.
"Lho, I thought Mas wanted to have breakfast with Mona so I deliberately didn't make breakfast this morning."
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The guilt that swooped in filled my chest cavity. Is Nara's heart really hurt by my actions that hurt her.
"Mas, breakfast in the hospital only. I'm hustling. I go first, Mas," she said.
"B_"
Nara turned one hundred and eighty degrees. I should be happy because it means being able to part with him in the near future but why do I feel lonely and feel lost in the figure of the woman who always welcomes me with this warm smile?
Seriate..