Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chapters 15.
Arianna POV.
"Aragh!"
I locked the door of the room while holding my stomach which felt throbbing pain.
"Please don't drop!" please make a prayer.
I sat quietly on the lip of the bed. Damn, blood is again flowing out of my nose. I don't want this disease to make me lose and give in.
"Mas Angga."
I cried again when I learned the fact that it was Mas Angga who asked Kak Naro to marry me.
"You see now, Mas. I'm not happy, I've already managed to fall in love with that man. But I can't make her accept me as a wife."
I put my body on a thin bed. It was cold tonight when there was no AC in the bathroom. Since the verdict of the deadly disease, the condition of my body is vulnerable to pain that seems to make my body stop working.
I give this life to the Creator of destiny. If in the end I end up leaving life in this world I give up on the circumstances that ask me to survive and struggle in the midst of the bitterness of life.
"Papa."
I miss papa. Almost four months I was married to Kak Naro, as long as it would never meet my family including my mother. We lost contact with each other. I am self-conscious despite missing the mood. I wanted to call my mom like when I first married Kak Naro. But I was afraid, even making my mother sad especially if she knew my true condition.
My conversation with Sister Naro at the dinner table made me realize that at any moment I would not be able to make the man fall in love with me.
"Sister, I didn't have any taste for you at first. But after a long period of time I felt that my chest was pounding every time I saw you. Is it possible that I've fallen in love with you, brother?"
"Sorry, if my race is not your race. Sorry, if I secretly hope and ask God in my every prayer. Now, I'm not going after you anymore, brother. Enough to get here the love story I dreamed of."
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I got off the cab. As usual I will visit Mas Angga. Before our wedding day, Mas Angga had an accident before he fell into a coma until now he had ordered that Kak Naro marry me. Actually I want to be angry, why should he ask someone else to take care of me? I don't need anyone, I just want to be with Mas Angga for a long time before destiny finally takes me away from this world.
"With."
"Silver Galaxy."
I smiled looking at my sister-in-law. I am grateful that in the last second of my life, there are still people who care, Galactic Brother. Good thing Galactic Brother wants to cooperate and not tell anyone about my illness.
"Have you eaten?"
It turns out that all this time Galactic Sister also knew about Mas Angga's problem, even he who took care of my former fiance before the coma.
"Not yet" he replied with a smile.
"Come, in. Inside there's Anggi!" bring Sister Galaksi.
Mas Angga was treated at the house he bought for me before we got married. My heart stopped beating when I heard that.
"How is your condition?" ask Galactic Brother.
"Praise God, brother." I smiled as I rubbed my half-snarled stomach.
We went into one of the rooms. There Mas Angga still lay weak with medical devices attached to other parts of his body. Had I known from the beginning that Mas Angga was in an accident I would never have received an arranged marriage between me and Brother Naro, let alone to a marriage like this.
"Sister."
Anggi gave me a warm hug. No one knows about Mas Angga but me, Galactic Brother and Anggi.
"How are you doing, brother?" ask Anggi.
"Silent, Ngi," I replied. "This is my brother bringing you breakfast!" I showed rice in my hand.
"Yes have eaten the same thing with Galactic Sister."
"Yes, Brother."
Galaksi and Anggi ate in Mas Angga hospital room. I walked towards the man's bed. I sat on the chair beside Mas Angga's bed. My eyes and cheeks are hot again. If time could be re-established. I want to be with this guy for a long time.
"Mas." I held the cold hand of Mas Angga.
"Wake up, Mas."
Clear circles rolling through my beautiful kerling eyes. I couldn't say anything when my chest felt choked because of this.
"I'm sorry I betrayed you."
I feel guilty for sharing my heart. In fact, without me knowing it, I was in love with my husband and not with the father of my son. I don't know when exactly did my feelings grow for Brother Naro? I always felt comfortable looking at her cold face. Even if his words always hurt my heart.
"Aragh!"
Shit, why is it so sick? No, I can't be weak. I hold out for my son and Mas Angga, I can't give up.
"With."
Galactic and Anggi brothers who were busy eating suddenly ran towards me and left their food.
"Sister, why?" ask Anggi to panic.
"With."
Without excuse Galaksi immediately lifted my body, then laid me on the bed of Mas Angga which was very large.
"Wait a minute, I'll check!" Galactic brother took his medical devices.
"Good, Brother. Why is Brother's nose bleeding?" ask Anggi to panic.
I don't think I can answer Anggi's question. My whole body was very sick, all this time I did not consume drugs, for fear of having an effect on the health of the fetus in my womb.
"Hold it."
Galactic brother directly checked my condition. Her face looked panicked, for some reason I felt her treatment outweighed a sister's attention. Although he was a cold-blooded man, the way he looked at me was very different.
"So what exactly is it? How often are nosebleeds?" tanya Anggi cried a lot. He is very shy and pampered.
"Rin, your condition is already decreasing. You don't want to have chemotherapy!" said Galactic Brother.
"Chemotherapy?" reanggi sees me and Galactic Brother in turn.
Chemotherapy? I can't imagine what the effect of chemotherapy will be? If I had chemotherapy, I would have been caught if I hadn't been okay all along.
"Sir, explain to Anggi. Why did Arin have to undergo chemotherapy?" urge Anggi to shake Galactic Brother's arm.
Galactic Brother squatted down in front of me and smiled at me and Anggi.
"Nggi, you promise me don't tell anyone that...." I took a deep breath.
"What is it, brother?" Anggi looked at me in full search and seemed impatient to hear my answer.
Am I ready to say that I have uterine cancer? I don't know, but Anggi already knows.
"Silver has advanced uterine cancer."
Seriate..