Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chaptre 09.
"So all this time my sister was pregnant with her son Mas Angga? Why didn't you tell her story?" cecar Anggi with his disappointed look.
I've resigned if this time Anggi also hates me. Am I not a cheap woman and a prostitute? So I do deserve scorn and humiliation from my people and my family.
Maybe the disease that I am currently suffering from, will lead me to a long sleep that somehow woke up? I'm tired, I want to give up. But how is my baby, he will be hurt if his own mother does not try to fight for life.
I looked down with tears dripping down my cheeks. I never regretted being pregnant out of wedlock even though everyone looked down at me lowly. The presence of a fetus in my womb is proof that I am a sinner. But I don't regret his presence, I want him to live fine.
"Sorry, Nggi." I'm looking down embarrassed.
Let how Anggi responds to the baby in my womb. It's okay for people to berate and say dirty things about me, I deserve it. As long as my son is healthy I am ready to suffer.
"Did Mas Angga know about pregnancy, Brother?" Anggi looked at me Seriously.
I nodded, "That's why we got married. But Mas Angga just left." The tears that glowed signified the wound in my heart was torn wide.
There was a sigh coming from Anggi's mouth when I heard my confession.
"You must think of Brother as cheap, don't you?" I looked at Anggi's eyeballs. I know he was disappointed and angry for hiding that fact.
Anggi held my hand. He smiled with his hands on my face.
"Sister, Anggi doesn't hate Brother. Even Anggi was happy because Brother was pregnant with Mas Angga's child. So, you don't have to be sad" Anggi said.
My tears just shed. When everyone interrogates and hates me, but Anggi accepts me for who I am.
"Figure, Brother, I'm sorry."
Anggi grabbed my limp body gently. He rubbed my back gently and channeled strength at me.
"Fine dear brother. Don't say that, brother. Everyone is guilty and everyone always has the opportunity to improve. Forgive Anggi yes, Brother. If all this time Anggi has ignored Brother," said Anggi sincerely.
I returned Anggi's embrace tightly and cried all over and vented all the pain that was seeping into my chest. Sick, broken and messy. I am thankful that there are still people who care about me.
"The numbers will take care of Brother" Anggi said again.
"Thank you, Nggi."
Crying does not solve the problem but crying can give relief in the chest.
"Sister." Anggi let go of his embrace.
"Yes, Nggi." I wiped my tears rough. Wet cheeks indicate that the wounds in my heart are wet because of those tears.
"Is Brother happy with Brother Naro? Did Brother Naro receive a baby in the womb Brother?" anggi Cecar.
"Pick."
"Silent brother, Nggi. You don't have to worry" I deny. It's the best way to say that I'm okay with our marriage.
"Aren't you sure?" Anggi looked at me full of probes.
I would love to say that I am not happy with my marriage. But what power if I don't have much strength to say what's on my mind.
"Yes already. Don't be sad anymore" said Anggi soothingly.
"Yes, Nggi."
"So, I'm with Anggi. Someone wants Anggi to show Brother." Anggi hugged my arm spoiled.
"What, Nggi?" My forehead shrinks in wonder.
"So shall Brother know."
We both got out of the car. I stared at the luxurious building in my hands. It's been a long time since I've come to this luxurious house. The house that had become one of the witnesses of the journey of my love and Mas Angga. This house was bought as a wedding gift. But who would have thought that fate was playing tricks on each of us.
"Pick." My eyes glazed.
"Do you remember this house?"
How can I not remember, this house has stored many memories that I will not be able to forget in time and space?
"Of course."
"Let's go in, brother." Anggi took my hand to get in.
We both went in there. Netra my eyes caught the mirage of the beauty of the luxurious house. In the past, I had designed a dream about wishful thinking with Mas Angga.
We entered a luxurious room.
"Nggi, why are we here?" many wonder.
"Sister will know later" said Anggi.
We keep walking in. Until my gaze stopped there was someone lying on the bed with medical devices attached to his body.
My whole body froze. The blood flow stopped flowing. Time stopped for a moment. Am I not mistaken to see what really happened?
"Mas Angga."
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