Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
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BEFORE READING DO NOT FORGET TO CULTIVATE LIKE YAA YES GUYS..........
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I fed Nara and Naro in turn. Both of my children seemed to be eating voraciously, let alone the menu I cooked their favorite.
"Ma, why hasn't Papa come here until now?" ask Nara sissily
I took a long breath. Poor Nara, how did she react when she found out that Papa and Mama would soon be separated?
"Mama." Naro's hand stretched out rubbing my back.
"Yes, kid, why?" soft ask.
"Is everything okay, Ma?" asked Naro with his sad face.
"Naro," my voice choked. Can I say all this, why does my chest feel tight imagining the surprised faces of Nara and Naro?
"Say, Ma. What's going on?" naro rubbed my cheek gently.
Again, I can't hold this clear melt. While tomorrow is my divorce hearing with Mas Galvin. Am I willing to face this reality? Parting with the man I love. And start a new life without it. It's all really hard, I feel like my life is on the edge of destruction.
"Are you both ready to listen to Mama's explanation?" I looked at my two children in turn. Hope they understand.
"Yes Ma," answered his second compact.
I let out a long sigh to neutralize the emotions that felt like they were blowing in my chest. The tightness of my heart when remembering the love I struggled with had to end up at the green table.
Tomorrow is the longest day of my life. The days I started living without Mas Galvin in my life. I'll be a widow at 28. A young age for a woman. But I don't regret my destiny.
"Nara. Naro," call me to my two children.
"Yes Ma?" his second sahut simultaneously
"Mama before her apologize to you both. Mama can't make you guys happy. But Mama promised, Mama will fight for your future," I said as I bit my lower lip holding back the tears that were about to fall on the cheek. I can't be weak. I have to be strong for my children.
"Mama has made Naro happy" Naro replied quickly.
"Yes Mama. Nara is happy now" Nara said.
However, would they be happy if they knew the truth that soon the breakup I had avoided would actually happen and separate us.
"Nara. Naro. Papa the same Mama, will..," my tongue is really confused to say these split eyes.
"What is it, Ma?" ask Nara impatiently.
"Mama with Papa, will be separated," I replied, closing my eyes. I couldn't see the expressions of my two children.
"Mom want to split with Papa?" asked Nara with teary eyes, even the melts on her cheeks had flooded in.
Unlike Naro who is calm. Sometimes I was amazed by my little boy's personality. Still young but he was able to master his way of thinking. No hurry. No panic and cold.
"But why, Ma? Why should you split with Papa? Nara can't be far from Papa Mama" Nara said in tears.
As expected, this will really hurt Nara. What am I supposed to say? A child's heart is really sensitive. I know if Nara understands what good-bye is?
"Mama and Papa can't be together, honey," I replied in a heavy tone. Mas Galvin and I won't be together at any time because Mas Galvin has put a third person in our household.
"Why can't we be together? Are Mom and Dad okay all this time? Is something wrong Ma?" nara Cecar. Tears dripped with tears on his cheeks.
I can't say anything. However, I clenched this small body into my arms. I understand the wound in Nara's heart. After all, the separation of parents, the child is the victim. I didn't mean to sacrifice the feelings of my two children. I didn't mean to be selfish. It's just, I can't last long. Surviving is of no use to him. Galvin won't come back to me, he belongs to someone else. What else do I need to defend.
Nara and I are fighting each other. Hugging and strengthening each other. Nara's body trembled violently while crying in my arms. I understand, I should have wiped her tears instead of crying with her. But I'm not that strong my heart is weak and fragile.
"Mama, Nara doesn't want to split with Papa, Ma. Nara wants to be with Papa," Nara's estranged rebel.
Little nara, my daughter. A thousand words of apology I said to him. I'm not a good Mama, I'm just a woman trying to save herself from my husband's selfishness. No, no. I don't think about the feelings of my two children. Their feelings are the most important. But surviving like this is not good, it will hurt even more if they know the truth that the Papa they loved all along has had other women in his life.
I let go of Nara's embrace and wiped her tears.
"Honey, Nara can still meet Papa. But Nara can't live with Papa. Papa's got a life of his own, honey. Nara should be able to" I said with understanding.
"But Ma_"
"It can be, son. Mama promised, Mama will take care of Nara like Papa. Slowly we can yes, dear," I said softly.
Nara did not reply, this little girl just cried as if showing that she was really hurt by the separation of her two parents. I know it's a pain that really hit his chest. But that's the way, to be apart.
"Does Papa not want to see Nara, Ma? Why didn't Papa ever come to see Nara here?" nara asked as she wiped away the tears with the back of her hand.
"Papa's busy" I replied.
I took my daughter back. Hopefully as time goes by Nara understands, why did it all happen? Not with this whole heart desire. However, this is the destiny which is the destiny of life that must be lived.
"Haven't cried again, honey," I rubbed Nara's head. Nara's long hair dangled backwards. My son's hair is indeed curly and bushy, since childhood I never cut it because Nara likes long hair
"Mama" nara's.
"Yes Honey?" sahutku smiled.
"Nara kangen Papa," Nara's face looked sad. I know he misses Mas Galvin, because I feel the same way as Nara.
"Tomorrow we meet Papa in court, yes" I said.
I glanced at Naro who looked expressionlessly silent. I don't know what my son is thinking about this one. Naro's nature is difficult to guess because he is mostly silent rather than talking.
"Naro," call me.
Without warning Naro hugged me. Hugging this child feels different. I know Naro was actually hurt, it's just that he was trying to mature at his young age. He must have been devastated to know our farewell.
I rubbed Naro's back and let him hold me tight. I felt her tears falling and wetting my cheeks. However, this little man could only cry in silence without being able to utter words.
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