Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 22's.
"Sherley!" yell Brother Naro.
Mas Rey and I who were talking outside were shocked.
"Mas, what's wrong?"
"Come, we're in."
Mas Rey and I and the doctors and nurses walked into Sherly's hospital room.
"Sherley!"
I was speechless when I saw the monitor screen showing Sherly's heart performance. There appears a straight line extending along with a sound that is heard echoing in the room.
"Sister." I hugged Brother Naro and tried to calm my crying brother.
Rey also seemed to be silent. He seems to have lost his mind. A sad look with tears flowing.
The doctors are still trying to bring back Sherly's heartbeat. I hope he survives, even though he's evil and betrayed Brother Naro. But he is really good. I'm sure he has a reason to do that.
The doctor nodded and looked at the three of us.
"How, Doc?" ask Mas Rey.
"Sorry, Sir. We can't save Sherly's mom."
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Know it? What is the most painful part of a breakup?
Separated by DEATH.
No matter how much you miss him. He will not return to this mortal world.
"Dok, this isn't right, is it? Sherly's alive?" reject Mas Rey looked shaken.
"Sorry, Sir. We're just ordinary people and Ms. Sherly has completed all her tasks in the world. I hope you are patient and sincere" said the doctor.
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The most painful longing is to miss someone who is gone, to crush the whole body because it will not find a meeting point even though the world is turned upside down five hundred million times and will not meet even if waiting for hundreds of years.
I stared at that face, my face asleep with my eyes closed tightly. Beautiful pale face.
"Sherly" said Naro, sitting weakly in front of Sherly's coffin before being put on the ground.
"I'm sorry" said Brother Naro again. I don't know what they were talking about before Sherly left for good. Seen Kak Naro's face full of regret.
I know that nothing is eternal in this world including togetherness. Basically whatever form of separation it will still leave a deep wound. Seeing the passing of Sherly, I remembered Ariana. This is the second time Naro has felt the loss. This time, he seemed ordinary. Unlike when he lost his wife, he looked devastated and collapsed.
"Sister, have you?" I rubbed Brother Naro's shoulder. "Let Brother Sherly calm down."
I am also afraid of death. Fear of losing the people I love. Death feels so close when looking at the negative side of life.
"We're home, brother."
I took Brother Naro and Mas Rey home. It's not good to linger here. I don't want these two guys to drag on in solitude. Life will always go on as usual. I know that nothing is okay with death. As powerful as a human being when the figure he loved left for good would definitely be greatly destroyed.
Brother Naro looks dreamy with his blank look. I can't imagine being in his position. Split my life with my ex-husband only I'm ruined not playing. Moreover, separated by death because it will never find a meeting point until the world is turned upside down thousands of times.
"Sister." I leaned on his shoulder. "I can't get through this."
"Sister has not recovered from losing Arin. Now Sherly has to leave Brother" said Kak Naro looked frustrated.
I closed my eyes as I wrapped my hands around my brother's sturdy arm. This is the reason why I chose to stay with Kak Naro because I understand how lonely I am.
"One day you will be happy" I said reassuring Kak Naro.
I don't know what happiness means either. I don't know if it's happy? After what I believe was broken by irresponsible people.
I got out of the car and grabbed Brother Naro. Mas Rey went straight home. I know that she was also devastated even though she said she did not love Brother Sherly but she loved Kak Naro's ex-lover like her own sister.
We went into Brother Naro's room, "Sister immediately rest yes," I said.
"Ta," call Brother Naro.
"Yes, Brother?" I sat on the lip of the bed. "Why, Brother?" my many.
"Marry Rey." I was shocked when I heard Brother Naro's words.
"I mean Brother?" my question is not to understand.
"Ta, you're young. Don't get caught up in the past. You should be happy." Brother Naro put our hands together. "Don't be like a brother. Brother did not find the light behind the darkness of this life. I promised Arin I would love her to the end. You can't fall in love anymore. While you, you can still." Brother Naro rubbed my cheek and tried to convince me.
"But Tata doesn't love Mas Rey, Brother. And vice versa. We're even new to the know," I said thoughtlessly. No, after the divorce I went through. I was really traumatized by what was called marriage.
"So Brother didn't love Arin and even hated him. But Arin managed to convince Brother. Eventually, the love grows in delay. Late, Ta. Brother is late," poison Brother Naro.
I also cupped Brother Naro's face. He is very fragile and heartbroken. For ten years he lived in regret after Ariana left this world. I understand his feelings but I can't do anything about it either.
"Sister, Arin must have seen Brother like this. Come, Brother. Please get up. You have to start a new life."
Brother Naro replied with a headband. Our family has given up on Kak Naro's condition now. Not even Nara herself could do anything.
I clenched Brother Naro's fragile body into my arms. We were brothers who were both wounded and fell into deep heartbreak. We both lost people we loved. Although in a different form but it feels really heartbreaking. All these unexplainable feelings are like destroying the soul.
"Sister can't forget Arin, Ta. Brother regrets being mean to him."
I'm one of the bad guys to Ariana. I also regretted being rude to my late sister-in-law. Now the pain of loss and regret really makes you helpless.
"Ikhlaskan Arin, Brother. Brother has to stay for the twins."
The twins grew up to be smart kids. Their faces did not resemble Mas Angga at all. Even tend to look like Kak Naro, is it because my brother took care of them since childhood?
"Where is heaven, Ta? Let me find you to be with Ariana!"
Seriate..