Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 05's.
"Mas, you must hold it so," I protested.
Just contact the hand of Mas Gevan who was on the belly of Queen Mother released. Both of them looked nervous. I am not hurt but angry.
"Why are you, Ta? Do you know that this is a doctor? You should understand dong," said Mas Gevan looking at me annoyed. Why is he upset, should I be angry?
"Remember, Mas. That's a surgeon, not an obstetrician. So, no need to hold onto it carelessly," pressed me.
"You're accusing Mbak of being pregnant, Ta?" Queen looked at me sad and disappointed. I didn't even say that? Is it wrong to talk about the obstetrician? It's strange!
"Don't you hear me talk like that? I'm just saying the surgeon's the same obstetrician. Then why are you offended? Is Mama really pregnant?"
The face of the Queen Mother instantly pale eloquently. Huh, she thinks I'm easy on the bully. It wouldn't be that easy, if he dared to stab me with a knife. I will cut his body with a sword. Be balanced.
"Tata, you're talking in a little filter. Think of Queen's feelings," circusman Mas Gevan.
I smiled wryly. Why even argue like this? Though it was my intention to call Mas Gevan here to check the condition of Queen Mother.
"Kok from earlier Mas continue to defend Mbak Queen huh? What's going on between you?" I smiled mockingly looking at the two people.
I was indeed afraid of losing Mas Gevan but if he dared to step on my pride. Then I won't stay silent. If he wants to leave, oh please. I have nothing to lose to a man who can't appreciate me at all.
"From yesterday you kept the Queen's corner. I don't like you like it the same old one" said Mas Gevan.
He did not continue to check on Queen Mother and instead came out of the room with a dead red face. What's wrong with my husband?
"Bak, sorry, Ta. Because your Mbak so quarrel," said Queen like feeling guilty because of the attitude of Mas Gevan.
"It's okay, Ma'am. I'm also sorry if I offended you, ma'am" I said.
Actually I want to ask if Queen Ma'am is really pregnant? Why is she so sensitive when I discuss obstetrician issues? What's wrong?
"Yes, I've got a break. If there's anything, just call Bik Arum" I said.
I came out of Queen's room and didn't forget to close the door. I saw my husband sitting on the living room couch holding a laptop on his thigh. Thick glasses perched on his nose. His eyes were already minus but he rarely wore glasses, most only when he looked at the laptop. Mas Gevan said he did not want to depend on glasses.
"Mas," call me.
"What's wrong?" resounding.
"Why is it so sensitive when I talk to Queen?"
"You should have realized, Ta. If your talk can offend others and Mas don't like." He closed the laptop in his lap.
"Not that, Mom. The problem is how do you like to defend the Queen Mother? Though in the past Mas did not care about anyone except me and Lala," revealed. I looked at my husband full of questions. Actually, this is what I need to find out, why it is very suspicious and makes me able to catch something strange from the look of his face.
"Here you go, I'll go to sleep."
He walked into our room. I breathed as much as possible and stared at his back.
"Don't fish for fire in our household, Mas. You could've been looking for a woman more than me. You will not find a woman like me. I don't want to be suspicious without proof. But if you act like this, anyone will be suspicious."
I took a hard and pen. Then draw the design of the wedding dress ordered by the man earlier. Wait, why do I remember there was a man this afternoon? I wonder why his future wife could go to the hospital? If indeed his future wife is sick, their marriage should be postponed.
After I took a picture of my design. I went into Lala's room. Ah tonight just sleep with Lala. I was not in the mood to talk to Mas Gevan, it felt like my emotions were still stirring when he yelled at me earlier.
I looked at Lala's face that was sleeping comfortably. How beautiful my little princess is. Her face was soft, sweet and delicate.
"Son, whatever happens. You have to stay with Mama. Help Mama get through this."
Behind my hard side. I'm actually a fragile woman who needs a hug. The last couple of months since Queen Ma'am stayed with us. My husband's nature changed by one hundred and eighty degrees. In the past, she was warm and always hugged me in the silence of the night. But now, he was even yelling at me in front of a lot of people.
"Even if we lose Papa. Mama's gonna be the best parent for you, son. Mama loves you," I said, hugging my daughter's little body.
I was born without a mother. Mommy died giving birth to me. I never saw her face through dreams only getting to know her by staring at their wedding figura. I lost my mother in childhood. But when I met Mama Ara, it was like finding my way. Even though I wasn't born from her womb. But he was able to treat me well and love me like Kak Nara, Kak Naro and Shaka.
Now, I don't want Lala to lose my figure. I'll hug my son every second and every time. I'll make sure that his life is okay. Lala should be happy even though maybe her mother will not be happy with her home life.
"Good sleep little daughter Mama. I love you."
I kissed my daughter's forehead affectionately and tenderly. Unknowingly my tears trickled and fell on Lala's forehead. Seeing Mas Gevan's changed attitude made me a little anxious that we would end up choosing our own way of life.
Before he gives himself a temptation. Or before I lower my trust level. Remember again. We came from two different people. They have a different past. Education and work are not the same. Our characters are very different. If not love, what else can unite us? That's why you have to keep each other's trust before what you believe turns into disappointment.
"I'm still thinking positively that you and Ms. Queen have nothing to do, Mas."
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