Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. I love, Mas.
"Sister, actually you never loved me. You're just obsessed, brother. If you love me and love me you will never hurt me like this. This is not the first time, brother. It's been a lot and for this time I won't be quiet anymore."
"Bulshit," he said hit the car's steering wheel.
I gathered the courage to look at Brother Rimba. This guy always can't control his emotions. I don't know where his old patient nature went.
He stepped on the car brake suddenly to make my body stagger into and hit the dashboard of the car to the point that my forehead hurt and bleed.
"Don't be surprised to know you about love, Nara. I've loved you since childhood but you're insensitive. I did everything for you, but what? You can't love me either."
When Kak Rimba was about to hit my head suddenly the door of the car and Kak Rimba was forced out of the car. Wh who? Who's helping me?
I saw from inside the car look Mas Bintang and Naro who hit Kak Rimba. I got out of the car crying out of fear.
"Suckers. Barbaric man. I'm not going to let you hurt Nara" Mas Bintang jolted at Kak Rimba repeatedly.
"Huhahah. What right? She's not your wife anymore! He's mine, so it's up to me. I want to do anything for her." Rimba stood up while wiping the blood coming out of his nose.
"Suck!"
Bugh bugh bugh bugh!
They both still get hit. Mas Bintang hit Kak Rimba blindly. He let out all the overflowing emotions and anger inside his chest as it was visible from the look on his face.
While I was hugged by Naro. My body shook with fear. I cried so hard and hugged Naro as hard as I could.
Not long after that came two police cars and immediately arrested Kak Rimba. The man rebelled and tried to resist because he did not want to be taken by the police.
"NORTH."
"NORTH."
The screams of Kak Rimba sounded echoing in my eardrum. I closed my ears because I didn't want to hear the man's voice. I'm scared, I'm really scared. What if he was released just because his parents had power.
"You're mine, Nara. I will not let you be happy without me. I love you, Nara."
When forced into the car, Kak Rimba still had time to shout and call my name. I don't know if it's love or obsession? Did Brother Rimba ever lose before we met after decades? But if the one who traumatized her was the Princess she should have avenged all her pain to the Princess. Then why should it be me?
"Sister, calm down. Everything's gonna be fine. There's Naro here" Naro said, calming me down.
My soul was completely shaken during the relationship with Brother Rimba. Actually we do not love each other just vent disappointment by way of hurting each other. During our time as lovers I have never felt happy, especially since the presence of Princess and Kak Rimba's nature changed one hundred and eighty degrees.
"Nara."
My cry came to a halt when I heard the voice of a call from a man I had longed for. My ex-husband and my first love. The first man I loved but he was also the first man to break my heart.
"Mas." My voice choked and my embrace slipped from Naro.
The stars walked towards us both. His face was also battered because of mutual fistfight with Kak Rimba. He did not wear glasses as usual, but his vision was not clear.
"Nara." He smiled at me.
"Ma."
The Star Mas stood in front of me with blood coming out from the corner of his lips.
"Mas, you're hurt." I guess the blood came out.
"Ma." She smiles.
Glacier!
She hugged me tightly while crying. While I'm quiet. I don't know if I retaliate or refuse? Believe me when you've met people all this time you miss, you'll run out of words when you look into his eyes that also radiate longing.
"I miss you, Ra. I miss you."
My tears are dripping. Same with him. I miss him too, very much. My hands were coiled around the waist of Mas Bintang and I hugged this man tightly with the tears that accompanied the journey of the heart.
"I miss you too, Mom."
I'm tired in the dera miss. I'm tired of being attacked by the feeling of wanting to meet. I thought I could erase this guy in my memory. In fact, he came again with a figure with more real.
"Ra, I'm sorry."
This warm and comfortable hug snuck in through my chest cavity. I haven't felt the warmth in my arms in a long time. After parting from him, I did not find a figure that could be used as the most comfortable place for me to go home and indulge. Even Kak Rimba who I thought would be the figure even came carrying wounds and calamities.
"I love you, Ra. I love you so much. Please give me another chance. Please don't leave me again. My life is not orderly without you."
The appearance of the stars is different. Usually he is but and regular. However, now he looked skinny unkempt. We separated for a year and after Doctor Ikmal's criminal trial yesterday, after that we never met again. Then how is this guy here? Wasn't he staring at Singkawang?
"Mas." I let go of her embrace.
I had to puff my head up so I could reach his handsome face. He was tall and even I was only up to his chest.
"How are you, Mom? Why are you so skinny?"
First love is hard to forget. That's what makes me unable to remove the shadow of the Star Mas from my head.
"I'm never okay, Ra. Ever since we split up, I've been living in no direction. I live without purpose. You're part of my life, after you left I didn't even know how to return the missing debris" she said, holding both of my hands clinging to her face.
While Naro looked at us with a smile. Naro was one of the people who disagreed if I married Mas Bintang at that time.
"I love you, Ra. I can't be apart, I can't, Ra. I've tried to live without you. I know, I was wrong, I was wrong, Ra. I've hurt you. I've traumatized you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry Nara." He knelt at my feet asking me to give him one chance to be with me again.
"Mas."
I shrugged my shoulders to stand up again. I don't like to see him prostrate like that.
"I love you too, Mom."
Seriate....