Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 06's. Shaka's Little Wife 10.
Feelings will continue to grow with the things that are fought for. With all the dreams and efforts to achieve. Love is not limited to spoiled. There are some things that must be accepted. Job name. This one human curse often drags the body to places that make everything feel far away.
There are a few things from falling in love that end up overwhelming someone. Fighting for hope alone, for example. Something that should be turned on by both, even faced by itself. That kind of thing that will slowly kill love. Although some love is too strong, it still survives even though dying. Some choose to die rather than languish on their own. There are people who hold up to survive even though many times their feelings are sad to pieces. There are people who love blindly, no matter how often they are lied to but still choose to believe. Love is sometimes out of logic, understood only by the crazy. People who fall in it.
"Felly!"
"Mas."
"Don't get up!" my prevent.
I sat on the lip of his bedroom bed. My woman's face was as pale as it was bloodless. His eyes were sad and sad. Currently he chooses to be treated at home only with complete medical equipment of course.
"Mas, I miss you, Mas" he hugged me while crying loudly.
"Mas also misses you," I rubbed Felly's back with tenderness and affection. I can't leave this woman.
"Don't go again, Mum! Now Abi and Umi have blessed our relationship. I don't want to lose you again. I don't want to be with anyone else. I just want to marry you."
I closed my eyes for a moment. Somehow there was not the slightest happiness tucked between the chest cavity when hearing Felly's words. Why do I feel empty? I don't feel happy.
"You calm down. We'll be getting married soon" I said.
"Really, Mas?"
I replied with a nod while rubbing Felly's wet cheek. I promised Abi and Umi I'd marry Felly. Whatever the risk, they don't mind if I'm polygamous because I can't divorce Lea.
"Yes, Honey. You're healing fast!" I kissed her forehead.
Felly never opened her hijab except for a shower. That's what makes me like it. He closed his aura and did not like to show his body parts to others.
"But, Mas–"
"Sttt, don't say anything, honey. I don't care what your current condition is!" cut me back to hugging Felly.
All the risks I've thought about. I can't choose any other path but polygamy. For all the things that will happen in the future I have thought about everything well.
"Yes you have rested. I want to prepare for our wedding" I said.
"Yes, Mum."
Felly was lying on his bed. I put up a blanket over this woman's body. Medical devices were attached to other parts of his body.
Felly and the things we've been through are reasons I can't forget about him. Although some plans seem threatened as mere memories. But my heart can never be denied. I could never really get away from everything about my power. Everything I've ever dreamed of. Something I have retained to this day. Still fighting. I know the path I am choosing right now is completely wrong and violates religious norms. But I don't know which way to choose.
There is probably no new love in this world other than first love. Everyone has a story of the past. The longer you are in a relationship with someone else, the more stories you will find in your memory. I understand that whole.
Understand that everyone is not going to get away from something. If you never really want to get rid of your clothes completely, just want to go through all this with something new. Let all that has gone by be truly left behind and dated. Don't bring anything, because I feel the same way. I love Felly and try to prove that I regret everything I did in the past.
"Mas won't leave you, honey. We'll live together forever." I kissed this woman's forehead fondly wishing we had plenty of time.
* * *
I got out of the car while loosening a tie that felt like it was strangling the neck.
"Night, Bi. Leah's home?" my many.
"Udah, Sir. Non Lea was in her room," Bi Atiek replied.
"Yes, Bi. Then I go in the room first," said I.
I walked with a tired face towards my room. Instantly my steps stopped as I passed through my little wife's room. God, why does it feel like I feel guilty and guilty about all this? What's wrong with my heart? Don't I love Leah? Then why did it hurt when I betrayed him and tried to polygamy and renege on the promises we made before God and the witnesses.
"Good night, Om Husband."
"Geez!"
I was shocked while stroking my chest as his head poked behind the bedroom door.
"You...." I want to squeeze this girl's face.
"Hehe's sorry, Om." He showed finger v an apology sign.
"You're like a psychic who likes to go out of his way all of a sudden" I said.
"Om, here's a snap!"
He pulled my hand into his room. I saw the nice interior of my wife's room. Since when did he put up decorations like this.
"What's wrong?" I sit on the lip of the bed.
"Wait a minute, Om!" He grabbed the laptop that was on the nightstand.
I smiled as I saw the cups lined up in the closet. I can't believe that my little wife is a person who has a lot of achievements, even though her nature is really annoying.
"Om, Lea was browsing for the flight attendant's test. So the test must be to Jakarta," explained Lea who was busy fiddling with her laptop with shrewdness.
"Then?"
"Possibly Lea wants to go to Jakarta with Kak Leon," he explained.
"Can't!" my firmness. I don't know why I can't be away from my little wife. A day doesn't look at it like something's missing.
"Well, why can't you?!" He looks upset.
"If you go to Jakarta, you will leave me alone here. Where can the husband and wife separate," said berasalan.
"Cie, Om is falling in love with Lea?" his god winked his ignorant eyes.
"Don't ge-er you!" I pushed his forehead with anxiety. "You don't need a flight attendant school. Just go to medical science," I suggested.
"Well, can it be forced?" his protest. "Let's go to Jakarta for a long time. At least two weeks because assisted by Kak Tata and Mas Rey. So, maybe it's all over quickly. Entar Lea immediately turned back," he explained trying to give understanding.
"Where do you want to go, where are you going to college?" I don't want Lea living in Jakarta and I'm living in Pontianak.