Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Obsession or love.
Nara POV's
I'm not as good as him at forgetting. Can't get to me that fast. However, I believe that second by second I will kill all the beats that still want it. I'll immerse him deeper in the deepest recesses of the wound. I won't let a second for him breathe quietly in my head. There is no place for someone who has hurt my heart. It's just, I need time, things aren't easy for me. Let everything go slowly. Because in the end he will no longer be in the part I want.
"How is Ru?" ask Rimba to the Princess.
We are currently in the hospital room of the daughter. Rimba's sister forced me to come so I could watch the scene she was performing in front of me.
"She's improved a little, Rim," said the Princess.
The princess looks at me cynically like she feels victorious because she has managed to get the heart of Kak Rimba or managed to attract the attention of the man who is my lover status.
"You are patient, Princess. Don't worry I'll always be for you two." Kak Rimba's hand rubbed the Princess' hair gently.
Whose heart will not be hurt when he sees his lover making out with another woman. A lover? I don't know if she's my girlfriend because when I asked that our relationship be cut off and cut off. Rimba refused firmly.
At first Kak Rimba's nature was not visible, when he first established a relationship he treated me like a queen at his love work. However, the arrival of the Princess seemed to reveal her true nature. Brother Rimba changed drastically, not only processively and restraint but he was also rude. He hit me a few times and Daddy reported to the police. However, Kak Rimba's parents who have that power as fast as lightning can buy the law in this country.
Sometimes I wonder, why did Brother Rimba not let go of me if he did not love me at all? I'm not mad if he still loves the Princess. I'll take it off sincerely and hands off. However, he imprisoned me in his power as if I were a bird he wanted to lock up and not go anywhere.
The old brother Rimba who used to be warm and care about me. However, now it changes even with blatant saying that they don't want me to be their daughter-in-law. It's just that Rimba's sister is holding me back. In the end, it was just his plan to break my heart.
"Yes already. I'll go home first."
I turned my face away from the direction when Kak Rimba stuck a kiss on the Princess' forehead. A fella? Is that semesra's friend? Do friends have to have a way to kiss everything?
My fingers clenched even stronger while grasping but the bag I was holding. Pouch the pain on the small shaped object. Although very small and thin but managed to make my feelings slightly improved.
"Come on, honey," she put her arm around my shoulder.
I walk with a blank and empty look. This man, why is this man so evil? Why would he do this to me? What's my fault with her? Our relationship has been fine since childhood. However, when I lost my way and purpose he led me on a dark path.
"Sister."
I paused for a moment. Then looked into his eyes with a clear circle dripping down my cheek.
"Why?" the tanned wiped my tears.
"Do you love me, brother?" my many. Not the first time but often.
He chuckled, "Come on, Nara! Why do you keep asking the same question? Aren't you bored?" He smiled mockingly.
"I just want to know, brother. I'm tired of our relationship" I said, biting my lower lip withstanding the clear melt that was heating up on my eyelids.
"Then Princess?" cut me.
"He's my past and you're my future. I just feel sorry for his son. That's all." I knew it was a retort from her lips.
"Do you have to kiss her mother?"
Rimba's brother fell silent. He looked at me with a bitch. There was anger clearly in his eyes. Then he gripped my chin firmly.
"Sister, sick," my crowbar.
"You heard, Nara! Do you realize that all this time you never loved me. You still love the stars. But act me the man you love. And I won't let you go back to the Stars anymore. That's why I locked you up." After saying so he threw my chin violently.
Plaque!
One slap landed back on my cheek. Hot, very hot. That little thing made the corner of my lips bleed. I can even feel her finger stuck to my cheek.
We were the center of attention in the hospital for creating a commotion. I looked down while rubbing my cheeks with tears in my eyes. When's? Until when will all this pass? How do I get out of this man's grip?
"You have no right to rule my life. I have to arrange you because I love you not you" he whispered in my ear.
"Come, hurry!"
Then he pulled my hand violently as more and more people watched over us. My cheek feels sore, must be a wound from a strong slap from Kak Rimba. What is my fault for not loving her? I can't love him but his attitude is what keeps me from opening my heart.
"Lake in!"
He pushed me into the car. Kak Rimba's gentle nature is completely gone. He was very rude and tempramental. Not only that I can't go anywhere if it's not with him. Even at the cafe, I was often watched.
I went in while holding the pain in my cheek. Sitting by staring at the illuminating street lights was a choice that made me feel comfortable. Daydreaming and empty thoughts, people say can be possessed. I even wished to be possessed as people say so that I could forget all the gripping pain.
'Stars, I miss you, Mom. Why do I remember the law of karma you used to say? Am I accepting my karma now because I did not give you a second chance.'
I can only monologue in my heart while screaming and roaring crying over all the pain that is not at the end. When am I happy? When's? I want to be happy like other women. I want to be loved by the man I love. Do I really not deserve happiness?
"Surely you're thinking about your ex-husband?"
Like having a sixth sense. This guy always knows what I think even if only through body movements or blinking eyes.
"Never think of another man when with me, Nara. I don't like. You belong to me. I'm the only one you can think of" he said.
Seriate....