Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 15's.

I took a long breath. Today is the day of my divorce trial and Mas Gevan. The fate of my love will really end at the green table. The marriage that lasted for ten years finally split as well. I could never have imagined that the day I feared had come. I'll be a widow at 33. A young age who should be busy arranging the future with husband and children. However, whatever all the forces of time that were running had tormented and left deep wounds.

However, no human being can resist God's destiny and will. I tried to accept every destiny created to be a part of my life process.

Mas Gevan is someone who takes me away, through the throes of romance. May he be happy with everything that has been hurt. May good steps always come with it. I'm sorry, for some of the things she broke from my life I never let go of her. I can't just forget it. If later, the universe joked and brought us together again. I will soon avoid, because for me he is no longer something interesting even though the longing does not completely fade.

For a moment I thought back to our home life. We are two people who are in love and intend to fight for each other. Our lives were happy when the cry of a little baby was born in the middle of both of our lives. However, who would have thought that all of that turned into living memories that would not be able to find the point where happiness was mixed with wounds.

I nodded with a forced smile. I took a breath and then exhaled as long as possible trying to neutralize the emotions that felt bursting and attacking into the chest.

"Are you ready, son?" ask Daddy.

All the family members have been waiting for me. They will all accompany me today to the religious court.

"Yes, Dad," I replied forcing a smile.

I deg-degan. After this, my status will be truly a young widow with a beautiful seven-year-old daughter. Sometimes I laughed at my stupidity, how confidently I gave up my feelings for Mas Gevan in the hope that he would try to open his heart to. It turns out that I was mistaken, I was fooled by false hope. The heart I was waiting for would open it was already inhabited by others. And I ended up pathetic.

"Come on."

We got in the car. Me, Lala, Kak Naro and Shaka one car. While Daddy and Mama ride in another car.

"Sister." Shaka hugged my arm and leaned comfortably there. "Don't be sad. One dead grows a thousand, calm down. There's Brother Rey," Shaka's tease pokes my chin while blinking his ignorant eyes.

I chuckled softly and was still reminded of Brother Sherly's request to marry the man. But I had no feelings at all, let alone just getting to know each other and the one thing that she was a cousin of the man who was about to become my ex-husband.

"Silent brother. Everything will be fine" said Shaka to calm him down.

"Yes, Shaka." I forced a smile

Kak Naro's car stopped at a building believed to be the court office. Can't be denied if I'm nervous instead of playing, my whole body is squeezed and cheeks are hot. Finally, my love story ends here.

We go inside. There the judges gathered. There is Mas Gevan, Mama Meysa, Papa Rizel and all the other members.

I sit in the court seat. Beside me Mas Gevan also sat a gaze directed at me.

After all the affairs and various kinds of trial proceedings today is the day that will be our last day as a married couple.

"Ta," he whispered glazed over. "I'm sorry. Please give me one more chance, Ta. Love you as well."

Had the affection been sincere in wanting to keep me I might have given him a chance. Although sincere but it is too late. It's not the same anymore. We are no longer two people having to take each other into account.

I didn't answer or even respond and didn't even glance at it. My heart is dead. My heart has been meaninglessly wounded. What do I need to keep with this relationship?

The trial begins. The judges sat in their own places. There's a lawyer Mas Gevan. There's my law enforcement, too. I've given you all the evidence. Actually, Kak Naro and Daddy requested that the video be aired so that everyone would see my husband's crime. But I don't want to, however, be the one who accompanied my days to death.

Tok tok tok tok

I closed my eyes as the hammer was knocked three times. My love has ended here. Without excuse, one clear melt just escaped on my cheek.

"Sir Judge, I do not want to separate my wife and my son. I love my wife, sir. I beg you sir." My eyes opened when I heard Mas Gevan.

He approached the judge's table and begged that this unwanted farewell should not happen.

"Sir, I beg you. I don't want to split up with Tata. I don't want to, sir," he said begging.

But the judges just nodded. It's a decision. However Mas Gevan persuaded and seduced the judge or me, this divorce trial was over and we were no longer married couples.

"Tata, please don't leave Mas. Forgive Mas. I'm sorry, Tata." He knelt at my feet while holding my hand.

I glanced at the smiling Queen Mother triumphantly. Huh, it's okay. I gave my husband to him. Let him have Mas Gevan. I don't need a man like my ex-husband. I hope their family relationship is okay until later.

"I'm sorry. I am sorry for betraying our marriage and yours. I thought I could be without you but I just realized I can't be without you" she said in tears.

"Tata, please give me another chance. Please, Tata." He looked at me with a plea.

"Nara."

I pulled the hand of the Star to stand. He's not the only one who doesn't want to be apart. But I also. Only, this is the end of all the stories that can not be resumed.

"Tag."

I fixed his slightly messy clothes. He wears a white shirt and black pants. His body looks skinny. Though this doctor is a person who takes care of health and appearance.

I tidied up her shifting collar and her messy looking hair.

"Mas." I clasped his hand. "I do love you but I'm sorry I'd rather kill this love than survive on you. The wounds you are trailing in my heart are too deep, Mas. Even if we go back to what we used to be, it won't be possible to treat the wounds you've inflicted here." I put his hand on my chest.

"I'm not a perfect woman, Mom. But I love you so much and you are the only man I love in this world, but look what you have done with me. You not only bring a third person and polygamy but you also put the seeds of hatred that spread to attack our nerves, Mas." She was silent her tears were breaking

"I think our relationship can be fixed. We can correct each other. However, the fact is that separation is the answer to the problems we face today."

"Mas, you're my first love. The man who made me feel so loved. But you're also the first man to hurt me, Mas. Disappointed me. Makes me not believe the same word love."

"Tag."

"Good parting, Mom. Thank you for ten years. Thank you for being the most comfortable back when I'm tired. When I don't know the way. I'm sorry if for six months, I haven't been the best wife to be, Mas. I let go of Mas with him who can make Mas happy, not because I don't love, Mas. Only I realize this unworthy love is untenable. Hope you find the right woman later. Enough to get here our story, Mas. I will also slowly erase all these feelings for you. I hope one day I find another happiness, Mom. Until you meet at the best point according to destiny you will still be the man I love."

I hugged him for the last time. The hug I longed for to warm my night. But now this embrace is like heaven I don't want.

"Tag." She returned my embrace and hugged me in tears. "I'm sorry, Mom."

We both hugged each other for a long time. Let go of this love that once lay by.

"I'm sorry, Mom." He has apologized thousands of times. I have forgiven all my mistakes and started a new life.

I let go of Mas Gevan's embrace. Then, wipe away her tears. I can't let my heart hate him, no matter how he is the man I've been in my life.

"Goodbye, Mommy." I'm getting away from her.

"Papa," call Lala.

"Metal." The two men hugged each other.

If only time could be re-taken. I want to be a full-fledged woman who is just busy taking care of her children and husband. Who was just busy loving my husband all the time. However, it seems like we can't be together forever.

"Where are you going?"

"I'm sorry, Papa, son. Forgive Papa." Mas Gevan cried loudly while hugging his son. I could see the regret in his eyes. This is the revenge I mean.

"Lala love Papa."

"Papa loves Lala too."

For a long time the two people hugged each other. Before I and Lala left Mas Gevan's life.

"Nara." He fell on the floor.

"Lala," he called.

I stepped out while wiping my tears without caring about Mas Gevan's yelling. My hand held my little daughter's hand.

I need to be able to let go of the love and feelings that were not meant for me. I will go, go as far as possible from this love that torments me.

Seriate...