
I got in the car. Lea's words kept ringing in my head. The girl said calmly with no heavy feeling at all. Would she not be jealous if her husband met another woman? She would never fall in love with me like the letter.
I started the car engine and left our residence. Now think of me as not being focused on Felly, but on Lea more. The way he said it was without burden.
"Aragh!" I hit the car's steering wheel hard. I was worried and a star with my own feelings. There's no way I have feelings for such a small girl. Moreover, we were never close like a couple in general. We just got married, there's no way I'm in love with her. It must be just a coincidence.
Later muttered to myself until I did not realize that the car I was driving entered the yard of Felly's house.
I stared at the sturdy luxury building with sadness. A house that was once a dream of love. There are truly memories left.
I got off the car. There are a few cars in front of the house. Looks like it's Felly's husband-to-be's car.
"Good night, Mas Shaka," said Mang Dudung, the security guard who served in front of the gate of Felly's house.
"Night, Mang," I said. "Which show is this? How many cars?" I pretended Tan knew.
"Mas." Mang Dudung looked like he had a long breath. "Neng Elly, get married to Ustadz Zaki. Here they are again proposals. Is Mas Shaka and Neng Elly breaking up? How can Neng Elly be proposed to another man?" cecar Mang Dudung's.
I'm confused as to what to answer. Obviously I can't answer that question because I betrayed our love story.
I walked into the luxurious house. My mind is blank, do I have to watch Felly go out with the other guy in there? It was not sincere at all but how else, the love that we call divine work is now slowly going away and not coming back.
"Mas Shaka."
Felly who was sitting next to her future husband suddenly ran towards me without caring about Umi and Abi's calls.
"Felly!"
"Mas." Felly immediately hugged me while crying violently and her body shook. "Mas, help me! I don't want to marry Mas Zaki."
I just kept quiet while rubbing Felly's shoulder. I don't know, I can't think of anything when it's all empty. I know what Felly feels. I know when I can't marry someone who's completely unloved.
"Felly!" snapped Abi pulled Felly's hand violently.
"Abi, Felly doesn't want to marry Mas Zaki. Felly won't, Bi," felly's fuss.
Abi pulled Felly's hand violently. While Felly's hand outstretched as if to reach me who was far from him.
"Sir Shaka, what are you doing here?" ask Umi.
I sat quietly on the sofa of the luxurious room. Both of Ustadz Zaki's parents looked at me confusedly. While Felly's future husband named Zaki was looking at me not like. I know him because we were both friends in junior high school.
"Good night, Umi." I shook the middle-aged woman's hand.
Getting to know Felly is the most wonderful gift for me. Ever since I was with him I understood the meaning of the norms of modesty. Honey, again we are determined to be different and impossible to be together.
"Zaki!" I looked at the man wearing the peci.
"What's up, Arshaka Araujo?" He turned to look at me.
"Do you love Felly?" my many.
"Do I need to answer? What's the same thing with you?"
"Abi, release! Mas Shaka help me, Mas!" Felly rebelled.
"Come, Umi. Do you guys ever see Felly like that? You forced her to marry a man she didn't love at all" I said.
"Shut up!" snapped Abi. "What does it have to do with you? Until anytime I will not approve of your relationship with Ning Felly," said Abi.
I shut up for a moment. I know that. Unknowingly my fingers clenched tightly. I can't fight if I have a relationship with God. Didn't Daddy and Mama warn me from the beginning not to expect too much from this unlikely relationship?
"I love Felly, Abi. I'll let her go if she's happy with the man of your choice. However, I will keep him, if Felly is not happy at all!" I said firmly.
"Sorry, what does this mean?" ask Zaki's father.
"Begini–"
"I'm Felly's girlfriend, Kyai. We have been in a relationship for a long time. Will Kyai marry Zaki to Felly without any love in their hearts? I love you, Felly. I would let him go if that was the best. But, I won't stay silent if Felly suffers instead!"
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I squealed my temple which felt throbbing pain. I leaned my back on the car seat.
"You should marry me, Felly! Because of you Kyai Ahmed Noer cancelled the match between Zaki and Felly!"
Abi's words are still ringing in my head. I should be happy to marry my girlfriend. However, why do I feel empty and there is no trace of happiness.
"Prepare yourself. You should get married soon!"
"Araa!!!!"
Intentions come to the house Felly wants to take the woman away. However, I was asked to marry my boyfriend. If I wasn't married wouldn't be a problem, but what about Lea? I just got married today, but should be asked to marry another woman again.
I don't know what's going on? Suddenly, Felly's parents approved of our relationship and requested that I marry her daughter immediately. In the past, they were very much against our relationship. Even Abi swore he would never give us his blessing.
"What should I do? Daddy and Mama would never agree, let alone marry me!"
Now, I'm at a crossroads that I can't seem to choose at all. I have to step where.
I put your car in the trunk. A tired and helpless face was clearly visible as I rubbed it roughly.
"Gee!" I was shocked to see my little wife asleep on the couch.
"Non Lea was waiting for you to come home, uh to sleep!" said Bi Atiek, a domestic assistant who works here.
"Wait for me, Bi?" I half-believed it. How can this girl wait for me?
"Yes, Sir. He said he was afraid something might happen, sir. Especially it's night" replied Bi Atiek.
"Yes thank you, Bi," I said.
I crouched down to look at the face of my sleeping little wife. He's a bitch and makes tension go up. However, I know that she is a good girl if well guided.
"I'm sorry" I said guiltily.