Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 11's.
He looks happy because he feels successful in hurting me. He should know, I don't even want him anymore. He is just a part of the past that has stopped. Everything about him may not be erased, but I make sure that everything I live with is no longer there for him. The new days are dear, and she is no longer something interesting to look forward to. Although it occasionally flashed through his mind, he was no longer someone pleasant to miss.
"Good sleep, sweetie."
Mas Gevan kissed the tip of my head and lay down next to me. I just pretended to close my eyes because I was lazy and didn't want to see his face. Not because I hate. But every time I look at him I always think of what he did to me.
He woke up and came out of the room. I pretended to sleep opened my eyes. I also got out of bed and walked around following him sneaking around in fear of being discovered.
At first he walked into the kitchen and took a glass of water. Then walk to a room that is certainly not our room. I hid behind the door.
It's true that I thought Mas Gevan would go into Queen's room. I walked and peeked behind the door.
"Darling, wakeup. This is the white water" said Mas Gevan woke Queen Mother.
Afraid of getting caught I went to the CCTV room located upstairs. Mas Gevan and Ms. Queen do not know if I secretly installed CCTV in Queen's room. My husband doesn't know what kind of woman he's dealing with? He thinks I'm weak and easy to beat. Oh I won't let that happen because I'm a strong woman as strong as a coral.
I enlarged the volume on this computer to make their voice clear.
"Thank you, dear." Queen's mother took the glass from Mas Gevan's hand.
"You why the hell? How upset do you keep?" I was the beard when Mas Gevan got rid of Miss Queen's hair boy.
"I'm upset, Van. So Tata alluded to me and said that I would die giving birth." Complained. But it's okay, I'm happy to let Mas Gevan get more scared.
"Lho, does Tata know you're pregnant?" ask Mas Gevan.
"Yes don't know, Van. But he seems suspicious" explained Queen. "What the hell is it, Van? You didn't divorce her, either" said the spoiled Queen Mother as she hugged Mas Gevan's arm.
"He could have ruined our relationship."
Instead of being angry or jealous, I want to laugh. Ruin relationships? Wasn't he the one who destroyed my household and Mas Gevan. But why am I accused of destroying their relationship. The laxative and the man itchy.
"Can't, honey. I love Tata and I can't be far from Lala either" explained Mas Gevan.
"It's easy, Van. You just take Lala's custody. I could be Lala's mom."
I who had seemed calm immediately clenched a very strong hand when Queen Mother advised Mas Gevan to take custody of Lala. Huh, until the ground is above my head. I'm not gonna let that happen. Step over my body if you want to separate me and my son.
"Promise yes, dear." Queen's mother hugged my husband aggressively.
"Next week you will have to move before your womb grows. I bought you a house." Mas Gevan pokes Queen's Ma'am's chin spoiled.
"It's getting more dear." Ma'am Queen hugged my husband's arm with a spoiled sag.
"How about tonight we satisfy each other." Ma'am Queen unbuttoned my husband's pajamas.
"That's fine. It just so happened that Tata again came by the moon so she couldn't serve me."
I recorded all the conversations and what they were doing in the room. One day this file will be proof of Mas Gevan's affair. Just look I'll make them both embarrassed in front of everyone. Hoh, it's just nice that they've hurt my feelings and consider me a stupid woman who doesn't know what they're doing?
I took the flash and came out of the CCTV room before Mas Gevan returned to our room of course after he satisfied his courage from the woman.
I'm staying calm. Let's just say nothing happened. After all, the two stars resembling humans were exchanging saliva with each other. Let it.
I went back into the room and kept the flash and lay back quietly. But, instantly my cheeks were hot. Undeniable though I say I am strong as strong and hard as a rock but still a weak woman who is fragile when I see the man I love betray.
For myself. For a lot of things I haven't finished. For the Lala I love. I'll make sure he's just a memory that's been dead. A person who has nothing left in him except a memory l. Because I can't erase memories that come suddenly. Let it be so. Later the universe is also tired of sending his shadow as I no longer need all that.
Memory wins since the move. But a million eventually changed. All that is lost, let it be lost. Now a new step has arrived. It's time to start with a more loyal heart. Let all who cause hurt pass away. Life is too short to be spent with something that continues to hurt. There is still a long way to go. Later, with someone who is also wholehearted. This story will be back in one piece.
Slowly I got used to Mas Gevan's attitude and treatment. Be willing to let her choose another life with someone else. I will not forbid much less withhold his departure. Let him find happiness elsewhere. While I'm going to stay alive with my son Lala being a single parent who will give it my all.
Brother Naro and Mas Angga alone feel at home in solitude. Then why should I be worried about being separated from Mas Gevan? Wouldn't my life be fine without her.
"Mas, I'm willing to let you go. I will not hold back what you have chosen. But don't regret it when he's not like me. I'll be happy with our son, Lala. I don't regret your decision to beat me up, Mom. Maybe I'm not the best woman for you."
I took my phone and contacted my friend who works at the court office to take care of my divorce papers and Mas Gevan. Though the love in my heart was still burning and burning, I could not stand the man who did not appreciate me at all as his wife.
"Good parting, Mom. See you at the religious court."
Seriate....