Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 06's. Shaka's Little Wife 16.
"I'm sorry" said Om Shaka.
"It's okay, Om. Just Lea didn't think it through anyway. How can you tell me you want to go to the project? Why not be honest with Leah? Besides 'can not interfere in each other's affairs," I said casually. However, did he know if there was any disappointment from the tone of speech coming out of my mouth.
"I'm not used to it yet" he replied.
"Its okay." I smiled resignedly.
With my deepest trust. I have chosen him and want to fall in love with him every time I have. Want to make him someone who is united with me in all prayers and plans. I want to make him my happiest friend. Lover lives faithful. We are the promises we will always keep. Stupid, you're really stupid Lea. Self-consciousness should not be high imagination. I expect a lot from this relationship.
"You mad?" Om Shaka glanced at me.
"No! Why is Lea angry, Om?" I put on a smile without burden. After all, even if I'm angry he won't care.
"Yesterday after the project, Felly called me to his house. He's sick again" explains Om Shaka. Why do I feel like what he said was a lie? Is it because I saw him yesterday with Felly?
"Sister Felly is sick, Om?" kepo many.
"Advanced leukaemia" he replied, looking sad and like holding a sore inside his chest.
"Geez!" I shut my mouth in disbelief. "Then Om must often accompany Kak Felly, Om. It's a serious illness" I said lightly. Even though my heart feels hurt, which wife is not broken when she sees her husband cares more for other women.
"But–"
"Om calm, Lea can keep a secret," cut me while smiling knots.
Weh, I'm already good at acting, it seems after this I join the casting who knows to be an impromptu artist. Imagine me laughing while holding the wand of a great ape.
"Thank you for my position" he smiled.
"No need to thank Leah. Focus on the same with Felly. Next year, we'll be separated, right? Now that we've separated, Om can marry Brother Felly!" myrag.
"Do I hurt your heart?" tanyakanya.
"What pain, Om? No, we didn't agree from the beginning, did we?" I shake my head while laughing bitterly.
I smiled wryly. Then I took a wedding ring around my ring finger. It's been a few months that this ring has occupied my finger. I don't know, every time I see this ring my chest is always pounding. Am I really in love with that old man?
I try not to think about what I see and say. However, my feeling was not at all that Om Shaka pushed Kak Felly's wheelchair while laughing loosely like it made me realize one thing. That I was just a little girl who would never make that old man fall in love with me at all. He seemed to show that there was no room at all in his heart for me to just go in and find a place to stay.
When that courage comes and blows. I don't know where it came from, all I know is I'm afraid of is anything other than losing her. I spend more time painting, spending my energy on things I love. I risked everything for him. Because I don't want us to be history remembered as the past. I left all my comfort at that time, and chose to spend my youth together fulfilling the earnestness of having it.
Shaka looks like that too. He was more diligent at work than usual. Many times he reminded me of a target that must be more diligent in studying in order to get the education I want. Our time is getting closer to be able to quell the distance that makes the longing choked. However, who would have thought it turned out that he even stabbed a pentol needle in the heart that had never previously had an opening that created pain.
"What does Mama say to you?" Suddenly the atmosphere between us was awkward.
"Well, a little girl thought about the first night." He pushed my forehead with a frenzy.
"Ihh, Om. I love the push of Lea's forehead. The swelling of Lea's beauty is less, you know," I protested.
"It is not your beauty that is diminished. But your brain's performance!" resounding.
But on a day I never expected. The hours I thought everything would be fine. He threw everything away. He destroyed everything I built with all my soul. He told me. We didn't have time, he wanted to live with the person who had secretly asked him to be a part of his life. Ah, I was able to run away from my place. Spend sad days elsewhere. To kill a time that feels painful. I can't even believe how the guy I call love punched a wound. He doesn't even seem to care about my feelings. He let me sink in poignant, as if everything I fought for wasn't what he needed. Until time passed slowly I understood one thing about him. He's not the one I'm fighting with all my heart.
It did not feel like the car he was driving arrived at a fancy restaurant. I'm sure this is the place he used to visit with Brother Felly.
"Om coming over here the same as Brother Felly?" my guess.
"Lea, it can't be when we're both. You don't talk about Felly first?" begingly.
My forehead shrinks in wonder. Why does Om Shaka not like it when I talk about Kak Felly? Isn't Brother Felly the lover he loves? He should be happy because as a wife I don't mind my husband having a relationship with another woman.
"Okay, Om." I'm undecided.
"Come, in!" bring him.
"Gee!" I was shocked when Om Shaka grabbed my arm.
"You are the way. If you do not use it can not eat us," he said.
"Say I want to hold Lea's hand, Om. Don't be shy let alone shy," chirped me with a laugh like crazy.
"Basic, overconfident!"
We both went into the restaurant. I used to go to this place with Brother Zico or sometimes Brother Leon and my other friends.
"What do you want to order?" tanyanya opened the food menu book.
"What can I order, Om?" My eyes glistened at the lobster in the picture. Ah, I already imagined how delicious the meat would be when it hit my tongue.
"Can. But if it doesn't run out, you I'm legal to do the dishes here!" threaten her.
"So, cruel." I shuddered in horror at the threat.
I mentioned all the food I liked. Mumpung is treated by the husband, so just eat what you want to eat.
"Gee!"
Until the voice of someone calling my name broke our conversation.