Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 33's.
Tears broke when I saw my son lying helplessly with his heart in his eyes. Lala's face showed no signs of recovery. The more the day his condition is getting worse and I can't see him lying in a deep bed like this.
"Mama." Lala's voice sounded soft. When he complained of pain in his body.
"Yes, Honey. Mama's here." I'm pecking the back of my son's hand. "Is there anything Lala wants to say?" tanyaku rubbed his plontos head. Lala's face was pale as if it wasn't bleeding. After chemotherapy, his condition was never okay. He's had some obesity decline.
"Lala wants to see papa, Ma."
My mouth was straight up. If only I could realize Lala's wish. I must have met him with Mas Gevan. However, since the incident yesterday my ex-husband went missing without news, his phone is also not active at all. I don't know what happened to him, did Mas Gevan not come here because it was banned by Queen Mother?
Does anyone know? Sicker than losing someone? Imagine a time when someone loved. He's the one on the side. However, his heart could never truly be possessed.
Happiness comes when feelings are reciprocated. The love he used to say was reciprocated by the same pronunciation, he also loved. He was soulful beside me. Make good plans with him. There was no one else in his heart. No love was flowing in his chest.
"Where are you going, Ma? How come Lala's beard never came?" ask Lala again.
I smiled and held my hand to Lala. I hung all the pain on her, as if channeling all the pain that hit my chest.
"Other people are busy, son. Later papa must be Lala's beard if the work is done," said I smiled broadly covering the wound that is propped up in there.
"But Lala wants to see papa, Ma. Lala was so upset with papa." Lala's tears are shed.
I understand how it hurts to miss someone who can't be reached.
"Patience, Son." That's all I can say right now.
Someone who has ever existed will not be removed just like that unless memory loss. No human has really grown up without someone in the past. Inevitably, loss is one of the things that makes humans learn to accept reality. I understand that. Something that makes me not hate. Sometimes I want to tell him. That longing that develops in the chest is a proof that I still very much and really love him. Getting back together is an impossibility.
"But Lala wants to see papa now, Ma," lala's back.
What am I supposed to do? Since yesterday I contacted Mas Gevan but his phone is completely off. Was it the cruel Queen Mother who held back Mas Gevan from meeting his own daughter?
All just matters will be acceptance. A sad month I have been. Steps that have stopped. The crying broke for days. All the things I couldn't believe in were finally happening. Of all that passes and is now called the past. I try to teach a life lesson that will not stop because of a broken heart. However, the fact is there are events that make me get closer to the feeling of injury.
"Mama, hiks hiks Lala wants to see papa. Lala wants to see papa." Lala rebelled and cried calling Mas Gevan's name. I tried to calm my daughter down and reassure her.
Galactic Sister and Doctor Hansel went into Lala's hospital room to calm my son down by injecting a sedative.
"Ta, you'd better meet Gevan. Lala needs him" suggested Galactic.
"But, Kak–"
"Keep aside your selfish feelings, Ta. You must prioritize Lala's feelings, "attack Galactic Sister.
I nodded obediently. Anything for my little princess. Even if I had to sacrifice everything in my life. Isn't the most important thing in the world is Lala? So why do I doubt that it might hurt me a little?
After Lala calmed down. I got out of his room. I walked slowly while holding the car keys in my hand. There was no other choice, I had to see Mas Gevan in order to come to the hospital immediately. I don't care about Queen Ma'am saying I flirted with her husband. Whatever, for Lala's sake I'm going forward.
"Yes."
"Mas Rey."
I hugged this man. The man who said he loved me. I don't know, I haven't been able to open my heart completely. The fear of war pain is now becoming a severe trauma and I know how to describe my own feelings.
Now everything is different from what we once called a plan. Mas Gevan has chosen his own path, while I also have to survive the life I've been through. Will I let him stay away? While this heart still can not turn away, even though there are people who blatantly say want to take care of me more than him?
Because falling in love is things that are not always able to be called by the word; sometimes only incarnate eye-to-eye and degup in the chest. So, I just leave all this frozen lips in the face of his eyes, in the span of your arms, on the small talk that I hold so as not to quickly pass. I, have tried to break the curse of holding him back with all the rumbling in my chest. Something I ended up thinking of as longing.
"Cry!" Mas Rey rubbed my head against her chest.
"Lala, Mas." I need a hug. I need strength. Because, since Lala was sick I was not only clumsy but also fragile because of the circumstances.
Mas Rey let go of his embrace. He wiped my cheek with his thumb.
"I want to see Mas Gevan, Lala wants to see him, Mas," I said.
Mas Rey replied with a nod. I can see if his feelings are deep enough. Evidently all this time he always took care and made sure everything was okay.
"Come, I'm interracial!" take her to my hand. "Wait a minute!"
"Why, Mas?" my many.
Mas Rey opened the suit that wrapped her body. Then put that thing on my body.
"Come on!"
We both got in the car. I sat quietly while staring blankly at the car window. There is nothing I want in this world but healing.
"Don't be sad, you have to be strong!" Rey held my hand. "We're taking Lala out of the country, '" he suggested.
I'm nodding. Kak Naro and Kak Nara and Daddy and Mama did ask that Lala be taken out of the country to get more intensive care.
Arrive at Mas Gevan's residence. We both got out of the car.
"Lho, why so many, Mas?" my many.
"Mas doesn't know. But why is there a yellow flag?" said Mas Rey. "Who died?" continued later.
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