
I prepared breakfast as usual for my husband. Sometimes I glanced at his room, I wonder? Is she one room with the woman she recognizes as her lover.
"Hey, cheap lady!"
I was shocked when someone suddenly hit the table.
"Sister Sherly?"
"Eh, you really are a woman who doesn't know yourself huh? You shouldn't have to serve Naro because he never thought of you as his wife" Sherly said.
I smiled bitterly, I realized that he did not accept me as his wife. But her boyfriend should have said that too.
"Be aware if you're trying to make Naro love you. You will know for yourself the consequences" threatened Brother Sherly while pointing at my face with anger.
"You're the third person among us" he continued.
I nodded in understanding. Am I really the third person in our household? I just heard this time that a wife becomes the third person in her own household.
"Be fast as you cook there!" Brother Sherly half pushed my body.
"Yes, Brother." I obey.
Brother Sherly looks at me cynically with her arms folded over her chest. I tried as hard as I could not cry, even though in my heart I wanted to fight the woman. However, if the power is only free and later Kak Naro will even hate me again.
I served the dish that was ready on the stove and put it on the table. Damn, why is my stomach suddenly hurting? Especially the sick? It was fine even though I had a little morning sickness.
"Aragh!"
I held my stomach while sitting on the dining table chair. Thankfully, Sherly went back into her room. Otherwise he would have mocked me again.
"Why is it so sick?" my lament.
Not wanting to linger and get caught by my husband, I immediately finished my work and returned to the room. Will this slow disease stop my body from working? Does this disease really want to wipe me off the surface of the earth?
"Son, you must be tired. Forgive Mother, Son. Mother has not been able to give the best for you. You must survive until you are born into the world. Mother loves you."
* * * * * *
"Sir Arin!"
Anggi hugged me when I got to the airport to pick her up from Jakarta.
"Pick." I returned his embrace.
"Sister, how are you?" Anggi let go of my embrace.
"As you can see, Ngi," I replied.
Anggi rubbed both my arms. Her eyes were glazed over, there was a sense of guilt and disappointment that was evident from her beautiful eyes. He is the younger brother of Mas Angga who lives in Jakarta. I have been close to Anggi since I first started a relationship with Mas Angga.
"Sister, sorry," said Anggi sounding heavy.
"Sorry for what, Ngi?" manya smile.
Although I was disappointed with the actions of Mas Angga but I could not involve Anggi in my problems and Mas Angga, moreover he did not know anything.
"I'm sorry that Mas Angga has left Brother" said Anggi feeling guilty.
"It's okay, Miss. Brother's fine," I'm.
I was eager to meet Mas Angga and asked, What is my fault that he left on our wedding day and left me with his son? Where is the responsibility, which faithful word did he often say to me?
"I'm sorry, Brother is getting married to Brother Naro. May you be happy" Anggi said later.
Anggi did not know about my pregnancy problem because indeed I never told this to the Mas Angga family.
Not only close to Anggi but my relationship with the Mas Angga family is good since long ago. They accepted me for who I was and even planned our wedding. But what can be done is that Mas Angga put poison between us.
"Sister, Anggi came here because there is something Anggi wants to say to Brother," Anggi said with teary eyes. His hand to me.
"What are you talking about, Ngi?" my many.
"It's Mas Angga's problem, brother," Anggi replied.
I'm speechless. What Anggi wanted to say about Mas Angga to me. Honestly, anger and disappointment even transformed into a deep-flesh hatred in my heart. How not to be disappointed when left on the wedding day? What reason? Why do all men want to hurt me? I know, I'm a dirty woman who's been self-destructive but do I really not deserve an apology?
"What are you talking about, Nggi?" many cold.
"Later you know, too" said Anggi.
"Come, Brother. Follow Anggi!" Anggi took my hand. While his one hand he used to pull the suitcase.
I just according. Good thing Anggi did not suspect to see my face because I was deliberately wearing make-up so as not to look pale because of the pain that spread in my body.
"Wait!"
"Why, Nggi?" My forehead wrinkled in wonder as it looked at this girl who was almost my sister-in-law.
"Tumben's brother dandan?" tanya Anggi looked at me suspiciously. "I don't suspect a little bit of a scab, like a pregnant person."
Deg
Anggi is a prospective nurse now she is continuing her studies outside the island. Of course she knows the movements of a pregnant woman. Anyway I hid my pregnancy it looks like Anggi will still know.
"Not okay saj_"
Anggi's words were cut off and he focused on looking back at me.
"Why, Nggi?"
I followed Anggi's point of view. I wasn't surprised to see Kak Naro and Kak Sherly there making out. It seems, Brother Sherly will travel far because it is visible from the suitcase he brought.
"Sister, who is Brother Naro?" tanya Anggi pointed towards Kak Naro and Kak Sherly.
"No idea," I'm.
"Hem, why are they so friendly? Does that woman know that Brother Naro is married?" cecar Anggi who can not be silent.
"Come," I deny.
I turned my face away from the direction and did not want to see the sight that really stifled the chest.
"That's it, come on," take me.
"Wait, brother," Anggi's circus held my hand. "Sister wait here, I'll go over to Brother Naro."
"People, no!" my prevent.
"What's the matter, brother? That woman should know that Brother Naro already has a wife." Anggi brushed my hand gently. "Because Brother just calm down let Anggi take care of it," said Anggi who did not want to lose.
I resigned and could not hold Anggi anymore. I saw him walking over to Brother Naro and Brother Sherly.
I don't know what they're talking about? Brother Naro glanced at me for a moment before finally focusing on Anggi's conversation looked furious. I have no right to be angry at anything Kak Naro does, I am not wanted by him.
"Sister, do you know? Slowly this sense of what should not exist began to take possession of my soul. I'm sorry, Brother. I've fallen in love with you."
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