
I walked into the house with shaky and tired steps while loosening the tie that felt suffocating my neck. After coming home from Daddy and Mama's house I got a lecture from both of them.
Be happy? I want to laugh when I hear that word. I was never happy. How can I be happy if I marry a woman I don't love at all.
"Have you come home, brother?"
I was shocked when I heard Ariana's question. Just as my steps stopped, he approached while shaking my hand.
"I've cooked for Brother" he said with a warm smile and a slight bow of respect.
"I'm not hungry" I refused.
His face immediately turned disappointed. He looked down when he heard my rejection. Damn, why is my heart so full of pain looking at Ariana's face.
"What are you cooking?" my many.
"Oxtail soup, kale and oyster sauce" he explained quickly.
Why does this woman look like she is happy when she mentions this type of food. This week Ariana is not as usual. He's more daydreaming and doesn't talk much.
"Come, Brother!"
I was shocked when he pulled my hand towards the dining table. I teed but why did her touch feel warm on my skin. I followed and followed his footsteps.
"Let's sit down, brother!" He pulled out a chair and let me sit down. Surprisingly, I just follow.
"Let Arin get you, brother?"
He took food to my plate. Why is it that this time I can't seem to be struggling. I admit the look of the cuisine is very good and uploads the taste. But does it feel the same as its shape and appearance.
"Are you trying to seduce me?" my tent. "You know, don't you? Actually I don't want a dinner table with a whore like you!" Why is it that every time I see him I can't help myself? I want to continue to torture and hurt her heart.
"Absolutely not, Brother. Arin just wants to do Arin's job before Arin can't do it anymore."
He is still very young at 21 years old. He had just finished his education. Then I got pregnant and I was in charge.
"You already know that I don't care about the wife's duty. Even I don't need you at all to take care of all my needs" I said coldly. My stomach that was hungry we suddenly disappeared from discussing this.
"Arin apologize, Brother. Arin knows that Brother does not want Arin to be Sister's wife. But let Arin serve Brother as a wife before Arin leaves Brother" he said, clutching tightly to the spoon in his hand.
My forehead shriveled and I looked at her beautiful face. What does it mean that he will leave me?
"I'm sorry for making you live in this kind of suffering. Arin apologizes, Brother. Since the beginning Arin never wanted to be married by Big Brother but this is the request of our parents," he explained again. Why did my heart get a little piqued when she said she didn't want to marry me?
"Then what do you mean you want to leave me? You want to claim a divorce? Remember yes, Arin. Until I will not let go and divorce you. It'll hurt Daddy and Mama!" kata warned.
I'm screching. This woman is stupid or does not know herself, it is clear that I maintain our marriage because of my parents. I don't want to make Mama sad, it's enough that she was betrayed and hurt by Papa. Now, I don't want to expose the old wounds in your heart because of a divorce.
"You already know the answer, there should be no need to ask again. Obviously, I'm holding you back because of my parents. I don't want to get them hurt" he explained.
"If so, why didn't you learn to love Arin, like Arin loves you?" her door.
I laughed mockingly, I was eager to spit on his overconfident face. I admit Ariana is beautiful and seductive but I have no intention and am tempted by her body and beauty, let alone like SCTV one for all.
"You should know yourself, Arin! You are nothing more than a prostitute who is willing to give your body to a man who is not necessarily going to be your husband. Then, the man who has never touched you should take responsibility for the baby in your womb. So, please don't be overconfident if it will eventually make you drop your self-esteem!" I said at length and with great emphasis. I don't care if my words hurt her, isn't that what I've been looking for all this time? To avenge my pain by creating a marriage hell between us?
He lowered his head hiding his rotten face with cold sweat dripping from his forehead.
"You know, Arin. I'm not interested in you at all. Compared to Sherly, you are like heaven and earth. So, you don't expect me to fall in love with you." I stood up from my seat, I had not touched at all the food neatly arranged on the table. My appetite instantly disappeared while nagging the woman.
"Sister." He grabbed my arm.
I stared at the clutches of his hands. I feel like vomiting when this woman touches my body.
"Don't touch it." Brush his hand violently.
"Sister, can you give me one chance to make you fall in love with me. Me, I've fallen in love with you, brother!"
Why when she said she was in love with me, my heart was pounding. Red gummy cheeks like ripe tomatoes. Ah no, no. I can't get carried away with this cheap woman's words. It could be that this is her trick for me to accept the child in her womb. Oh, until the ground is over my head I will never accept such an illegitimate baby.
"Once again, I warn you. Don't make me love a cheap woman like you!" I pushed his body to the floor.
I walked into the room. I always couldn't help but feel emotion when I remembered myself marrying another former man's woman. I don't care about the pain in Ariana's heart. I want to feel how much pain I feel. He is the one who put me in this kind of suffering. So, I'm not gonna let him just walk out of my hand.
"This is not how Ariana, you will feel after your child is born. I won't give him a living. After that, he'll suffer just like you."
Although a thousand people advised me to accept Ariana as my wife, it would not change my decision to create hell for Ariana.
I looked at my picture with Sherly. If only I could marry her right now, I would be so happy with a woman as good as her.
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My smile spread when I heard the phone ringing. I took the flat object inside my pants and my forehead immediately shriveled when I saw the unknown number. I swiped the green button there.
"Hallo!"
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