Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chapters 37.
Know it? What is the most painful part of a breakup?
Separated by DEATH.
No matter how much you miss him. He will not return to this mortal world.
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I wiped my wife's plontos head. She was not bothered by my crying and the children. Lord, may I go with him.
"Darling, open your eyes. Don't do this, don't you want to be happy with me? I told you, don't give up. I can't take care of them alone. I need you, I need you, Arin."
I hugged his head while expressing all the feelings I couldn't explain with all the words.
"Losing you is a nightmare. If, this is a dream. I want to rebel to wake up soon."
"Owe, owe, owe, owe."
I looked at the faces of the twins. My heart is back in pain. How will their lives be without complete parental affection? No matter how great the father of a child still needs the affection of his mother.
"Son." I rubbed the heads of the three of them in turn. "I'm sorry, Papa. Papa failed to defend your mother. Papa can't make Mama hang out with us. Forgive me, Son."
"Papa promised to take care of you. Papa love you both."
"With."
My wife's extended family came into the room. Mama Tari immediately fell unconscious and was carried by the nurses to the ER room.
Om Divta fell on the floor. It must hurt like him. From the beginning he rejected Ariana and kicked my wife out. He even said his favorite child was a cheap woman.
Al and El hugged my wife's body with great tears. Trying to wake up this woman I love. Maybe there is a miracle happening like in a novel or a movie world. But no matter how hard you cry, conditions will not return as before. Everything will remain the same as having no hope of returning to this mortal world.
"Don't go, Arin. Don't leave Brother. Sorry Brother. I'm sorry Brother, Arin."
The blue crying atmosphere sounded echoing and earthy to each other. I hugged my wife's cold body like the nurses bathed this stiff body.
It was still like a dream that didn't want reality. The suffering he had suffered had ended in death. There won't be anyone asking me to hug every night.
A sense of regret now burst into filling my chest cavity. Had I accepted Ariana as my wife from the beginning and fought to cure her illness. Ariana will definitely not leave me. Why is time so short? Why is death so close?
"Naro!" The galaxy slapped my shoulder. "Let the sisters bathe Arin. Come on, the kids are waiting for you."
I do not know when the three babies were moved into the baby box and taken out of the room. I didn't even notice them.
I kissed him before he was bathed. Actually I still hug my wife but what can I do if fate asks me to release this woman I love.
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The most painful longing is to miss someone who is gone, to crush the whole body because it will not find a meeting point even though the world is turned upside down five hundred million times and will not meet even if waiting for hundreds of years.
I stared at that face, my face asleep with my eyes closed tightly. The pale, beautiful face that always made me unable to turn away from this feeling of love.
God, I don't feel like I can cry anymore, these tears are really dry. Why and why? Ariana left me here alone? I love him with all my soul and my feelings. I can't go on without this wife I love the most.
"Arin, hiksss's." I just kept crying, hugging that stiff body. Her hands folded neatly over her stomach and her face looked beautiful after being dressed.
I looked back at Ariana's face. God feels so sick, I can't even cry anymore. My body was really tired, mostly crying made the energy in my body thin.
"Strong brother." Anggi held my hand. My cousin hated and was angry with me. But as time passed, everyone began to understand.
Not only my cry but also Mas Angga to the craze like crazy calling the name of the woman we both love.
I didn't answer, nor did my gaze turn to Ariana My heart ached, I tried hard to convince myself that this was all a dream but it was all real not a dream.
"Hiks, Son." Mama hugged me. This middle-aged woman who has given birth to me looks so fragile and tired. Even my mom's eyes were swollen. He is very close to Ariana.
I hugged my wife's body again without caring about the people who were lifting the praises before the burial, I kissed her forehead and face one last time.
"*Goodbye, dear. Sorry for not making you happy. You are the best wife for me. Sorry to always make you sad all your life, I love you, Ariana. I promise to take care of our children as best you can as you look after them. Honestly, Honey. I can't let you go, I miss you, Arin. I want to eat your cooking again."
"I miss everything about you, your fussiness, your advice and everything that's inside you. Now there's nothing I have to hug every night. I'm right now alone, Arin. Please tell me, how can I live? How do I let you go? I want to go too, Arin. I don't want to live this life alone. I can't, Arin. Please understand. Half of my soul, after you are not there I feel that I have not chosen the soul that inhabits the body."
"If only I had known that yesterday was the last time I ate your food. I will definitely feed you even if I know you will refuse. If only you knew, last night you asked me for something. Then I will give all that is mine with all my heart, soul and body. If I had known, last night was the last time I hugged you. I will definitely not let go of you and will hug you all night."
"Naro's." Sister Nara stroked my shoulder, then she leaned back in tears.
"You must be sincere. Arin is no longer sick, he is happy with the Father in heaven." The word came out of my brother's lips. I did not budge at all, at this time my world was destroyed black and dark no more light I got from the dark path I passed.
"I don't know it's heavy for you. But no one can fight the fate of death. We'll be back there later."
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