Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Open hearts
The painful particles of falling in love are when it is forced to let go of someone so loved. I have been hurt many times but still love the wrong person. Sometimes it's true said people, if you want to be thin love the wrong person, then your body will experience a slump. Whether it is due to reduced appetite or diseases that accumulate in the body.
To get rid of all those hurt and broken feelings, I chose the holidays. Perhaps the beauty of Singkawang beach can beat my bad thoughts a little.
"Don't daydream, then enter." Rimba nudged my hand.
I replied with a smile and a stiff nod. How not to daydream if the current state of my household is not okay?
"Sister, is my decision to part with Mas Bintang right?" ask for an opinion.
I decided to part ways with Mas Bintang. Later I will talk carefully with Daddy and Mama and Father Sky and Mother Dusk. I'm sure they'll understand my current condition. Moreover, Mama and Mommy Dusk have been in my position and even experienced the most painful.
Sometimes I think that the circumstances I am experiencing right now are as fateful. Starting from Mother Dusk who was betrayed by her ex-husband. Until Mama who at that time accepted the reality when Papa married Aunt Lucia. Now, even I'm experiencing the same thing. My husband did not remarry but he polygamous in our marriage by bringing another woman.
"Not at all. It was the right decision. Though heavy but slowly you will get used to it."
I nodded in agreement. As Rimba said slowly I will get used to it. It's all just a matter of time.
It does not feel the car that takes you has entered the beach area. So excited to talk with Kak Rimba, I even forgot what beach this is?
"Come on."
We both went down. The atmosphere of the beach is very crowded, especially holidays where many families spend time together after working for six days.
My shadow came back 15 years ago. Where we often spend time with Mom and Dad. We were very happy and still intact. Papa's someone who loves Mama and spoils me and Naro. But who would have thought it was he who created the wounds in our hearts.
"You want coconut water?"
"Thank you, Brother." I welcome a young coconut that is deliberately hollowed out to the top so that it can sip water in it.
We were both sitting in chairs where people were selling. Many times, even boisterous human voices are mutually unpretentious. Why do I feel lonely? Is this what you call being lonely in a crowd?
"Sister," call me.
"Yes, Ra? Why?" asked Rimba to put coconut water on the table.
"Why won't you get married?" my many. Rimba is 3 years older than me. "Does Brother still think of Brother Zinia?" my many.
He took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled. Smiling looking at me.
"No! After he betrayed all the feelings in Brother's heart were gone somewhere, "he replied. "It turns out that love is heavier than hate. Ever since his betrayal, Brother has been numb and no longer believes in the word love."
Says the man who was once heartbroken because of the person he loved, it will be difficult to fall in love again. Some even choose to live alone without being involved in a romantic relationship. So no wonder if there are those who do not want to get married even though the age has entered adulthood.
"Didn't Brother ever fall in love after breaking up with Sister Zinia?"
I deliberately asked this because I was afraid after the breakup with Mas Bintang, I would not be able to fall in love again in the sense that I was numb like Brother Rimba. There is nothing bad if I have to live this life without a partner just as a normal woman, I certainly want a happy life like other women.
"At first, it took years to open your heart. Until finally Brother met a woman who was able to vibrate the taste in the chest. Since meeting the woman all slowly changed, Big Brother who used to not believe in the word love. Now it starts to feel strange every time it sees him," explained Kak Rimba saw me.
I smile nodding. It is amazing that woman who can open the heart of a Jungle Sister.
"Very," said Rimba as he chuckled with his outstretched hand rubbing my head.
"Next week I'm going to the court office, brother. Take care of our divorce papers," I explained. I had thought things through carefully and I finally gave up after feeling that what I was fighting for was futility.
"You can do it." Rimba brushed my shoulder.
I replied with a warm smile.
"Main water yuk," he asked.
Under dusk this afternoon me and Rimba's sister are tracing the heat. It was late in the afternoon so that the sunlight did not sting the skin. I occasionally spouted water at him and dodged as he retaliated.
After the beach, we went to the zoo. When I was a kid I used to come here, ride an elephant and take photos afterwards.
"Happy?"
"It's so nice, brother. I am so satisfied today!" myrag.
"After this we go home, yes, it will be night. The air here is not good for your health" said Kak Rimba softly.
"Yes, Brother."
The walk today was enough to satisfy me. Pensive while enjoying the twilight on the beach is something fun and can drive away the mind that wanders in the head.
"Tomorrow Big Brother there's a meeting out of town and maybe a few days. You take good care of yourself, yes" said Rimba.
"Lho, where, brother?" Why does it feel like I don't want to be far from Rimba? Because I feel comfortable with him.
"Ke Bengkayang, Brother there are several projects there while reviewing the construction of hotels and supermarkets" explained Kak Rimba.
"Old kok, brother?" my protest.
"Why? Kangen?" his god chuckled softly.
I shook my head with his innocent face. I don't miss Rimba if he's far away. Honestly, I feel very comfortable being around him. If he's out of town long isn't that a bitch?
"His name also handles the project, obviously it won't be completed one day." Brother Rimba pulled my nose in an agitation.
"Sister, sick tofu," my crowbar while hitting Kak Rimba's arm slowly. He likes to pinch his cheeks, nose and shuffle his hair.
"sorry. Sorry, it hurts." Yeah." He rubbed my nose.
"Know ah, I'm lashing. Brother had already pulled my nose once," my ketus folded both hands in the chest in annoyance.
Rimba just smiled, then she pulled my head to lean on her shoulder. At first I refused but he held my head.
"I love you, Nara."
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