Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Open hearts.
I let all other hearts go for the day I want to open. I know, Brother Rimba is not someone who deserves a divided heart. That's why I'm providing myself wholeheartedly for him to have. If it's not enough, I'll provide myself a thousand more times.
"Nobody?" asked Rimba occasionally bribe me.
"Enak, Brother. Restaurant here indeed deserves the most delicious restaurant predicate," said I gave a thumbs up.
"so yeah. This is the Princess family restaurant" said Kak Rimba.
I stopped when I put the food in my mouth. I don't dislike Kak Rimba discussing princesses but can at a time like this not discuss others. I'm learning to open my heart to her, lest I doubt her because of her attitude.
"Oh." I'm just a jolt. "How is the Princess's child, Brother?" my many.
There was a long sigh, "The child needs a lot of blood. The platelets in his body have already entered the nerves," he explained.
I nodded in understanding. All this time I never wanted to talk about the Princess. I'm not angry, it's just that since he was present in our relationship Kak Rimba's nature is much different.
"Sister," he called me to look at the face of this rightful man who became my lover but my heart did not yet fully belong to Brother Rimba.
"Yes, Honey. Why?" tanyanya gently.
"Is Brother still in love with Sister Princess?"
I don't want to bear the love that's responsible. I exerted my whole body, steadfast, whole heart and heart. Feelings of affection, everything he could embrace as a memento and home to go home. Me, providing for him the rest of my travel story. I want him to be on hand in all situations. In all the desires and things I seek. That's why I don't want to mess around with feelings. Because what I'm looking for is no longer a lover of the heart. But a couple living.
I once failed in a domestic relationship because of my ex-husband's selfishness to a third person. After all, I am an ordinary woman who expects to be happy. Ordinary women who want to get married then have children like other women.
"Why are you asking like that?" asked Rimba while chuckling softly. "Yeah jealous?" his god poked my chin.
I forced a smile. Although I have not loved Sister Rimba but still I feel jealous if she chooses attention to others than I am her true lover.
"Jawab, brother," urged me.
Rimba smiled and held my hand on the table.
"Ra, if Big Brother has the same feeling Princess for what Brother made you Brother's lover," he replied. "Sister is only helping him because he's Older Brother's friend and the person whom Brother has previously loved. But apart from that Brother already does not have any feelings for him," said Kak Rimba explained and tried to convince me that I do not need to panic with his closeness and daughter.
"But what if he's still in love, brother?" ask me one more time.
Rimba smiled again. Now his hand is turning on my head.
"There's no way she's still in love with brother. She still loves her husband" Rimba said. A gentle swipe on his head as if I was the only woman he loved. I wish it was like that too.
I smiled looking at those beautiful eyes. Treating Kak Rimba does make me like a queen. Hopefully this is the sincerity of his heart.
"Then be the me who is learning to understand you. Live with me who will ask you to be the one I have. I'm not good at pinning down happy pieces, but I won't let you get hurt. I can't be sure anything in this world is. However, there are no intentions and thoughts because of my proposal. I want you to feel right, just you and me. I decided to learn to love you, Brother and make you the last man of my life. Please don't break my heart like the people in my past" I said at length, pleading. Honestly wholeheartedly my soul and body have not fully believed with Brother Rimba.
"What a hell, learn from whom?" He pulled my nose with a squash.
"Yes, Brother jeng_"
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His speech was cut off when he heard the ringing sound of a mobile phone vibrating on the table. Scroll a glance of the name listed there, Princess. I wonder every time we're with the Princess always calling.
I nodded and let him pick up the phone. Probably important.
He kept his phone and seemed to take a deep breath.
"Why, Brother?" my many.
"The daughter needs a lot of blood. The blood bank is over. Ra, sorry yes. Looks like our dinner is enough to get here, Brother has to go to the hospital to help Princess find a blood donor," said Rimba put a suit on her body.
"Daughter has no family, Brother?" my protest. Who does not protest if the lover cares more about his own best friend.
Rimba shook his head, "The Princess' parents are still in Jakarta. Maybe next week just returned to Pontianak," explained Kak Rimba.
"Sister, I'm coming" I asked.
I want to know how the condition of the Princess child, so that I understand and do not misunderstand Brother Rimba.
I'm a woman traumatized by the past, honestly I'm a little possessive. Though I have not loved my beloved. I just want to keep what is mine.
"Yes, already. Come on."
Rimba took my hand. Why don't I feel a warm touch? I felt so empty and bland.
We got in the car. Unlike before, usually Brother Rimba opens the car door for me to enter. It turns out true said women love experts, men will treat women like a queen when she wants to get the heart of the woman. However, after the woman fell into his arms he seemed unconcerned.
"Daughter's son is very sick, sister?" my many.
"Yes, Ra."
I saw Kak Rimba sitting restlessly and occasionally he pressed the car horn so that the vehicle in front of him was running fast. Understandably Sunday night many young people spend the night with a partner so that it fills the road and creates congestion.
I was silent and smiled wryly. I held my chest feeling a sharp pain. I don't know why I can be jealous when Brother Rimba is so concerned about Princess.
"Why are you quiet?" tanyanya.
"It's okay, brother," I'm the one who doesn't want to be found out that I'm disappointed.
We arrived at the hospital. This is my ex-husband's hospital, Mas Bintang.
We got out of the car and Rimba walked in a hurry without realizing I was left far behind.
I took a long breath. Then follow Rimba with gontai steps.
Rimba walked so fast that even my footsteps could not keep up. I walked down the hospital corridor and into the elevator.
"Aren't you panicking?"
"Ra, please don't talk to Brother first. Brother is serious."
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