
"Please sit down, ma'am," said Dr. Novi.
"Thank you, Doc." I'm sitting in the front seat of Doctor Novi's desk.
I am currently in the hospital. After this morning's drama, I decided to check on my condition. I'm afraid something's going on with my baby, because the last few days I did feel weird. This is not the effect of pregnancy but it feels like there is something strange in there. I hope that I and I are well. I don't want to lose my son-in-law because he'll be the next person in my life.
"What about my results, Doc?" tanyaku. I have to think positively that nothing dangerous happened to me.
"Mom." Doctor Novi sighed. She's the obstetrician I've known since Nara's pregnancy.
"Why, Doc?" manya curious. Doctor Novi's facial features are a worry.
"I hope, whatever I explain about Mother's disease. The mother can accept everything and will likely affect the baby in the womb of the mother," said Dr. Novi.
I was silent for a moment. What exactly happened to my body? Why did Doctor Novi say that to me. I repeatedly digested what he said, maybe I understood without him explaining something I didn't want to know anymore.
"What, Doc?" my many.
"Mother has advanced uterine cancer. There's a tumor growing on the wall of your uterus."
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The heart thump in my chest seemed to stop. The blood flow hissed and broke between my veins. My body was weak as if it was not powered.
"Uterine muscle cells grow abnormally. These tumors are generally not malignant. However, its existence often worries pregnant women and women who are planning a pregnancy."
"Uterine tumors or also called myoma are generally found on the inside and outside of the uterine wall. A woman can have one or more tumors in her uterus. The size also varies, ranging from as small as an orange seed and can grow to as large as a tennis ball."
"The cause of the appearance of uterine tumors is not yet known with certainty, but there are several factors that can increase a woman's risk of suffering from this tumor, ranging from increased production of the hormone estrogen, age, obesity, obesity, the hereditary factor."
"Whether uterine tumors have some type of myometrial or intramural fibroids, that is, uterine tumors that develop inside the lining of the uterine muscle wall."
"Both submucosal fibroids, which are uterine tumors that grow just below the lining of the uterus into the uterine cavity."
"Three subserosal fibroids, i.e., uterine tumors that grow in the outer wall of the uterus and can enlarge toward the pelvic cavity."
"Four Fibroids are stemmed or pedunculated fibroids, which are uterine tumors whose base is shaped like a stalk and can dangle into or out of the uterus."
"When the mother has subserosal fibroids, which are uterine tumors that grow on the outer wall of the uterus and can enlarge towards the pelvic cavity," explains Dr. Novi.
"Uterine tumors are generally not an obstacle for a woman to get pregnant. Surgery before pregnancy to remove the uterine tumor is also not always necessary, unless the uterine tumor suffered causes severe symptoms, such as severe pain during menstruation and menstrual blood volume is very much."
"Lack of blood flow in the uterine wall can change the shape of the uterus and cause interference with the process of implantation or implantation of the embryo in the uterine wall."
"In pregnant women, most uterine tumors also do not cause symptoms or interfere with pregnancy so it does not require special treatment. However, under certain conditions, uterine tumors can cause problems during pregnancy."
"The most common problems that can be experienced by pregnant women due to uterine tumors are premature babies, tumors closing the birth canal, breech babies, and placental abruption. These various problems can inhibit pregnant women from giving birth normally so that caesarean section becomes the method of childbirth that is considered the safest."
"Therefore, pregnant women need to do regular pregnancy checks to avoid health problems due to uterine tumors and detect various pregnancy complications as early as possible. Thus, the health of the mother and fetus is maintained."
"If you experience some symptoms of uterine tumors, such as frequent urination and menstruation that feels very painful and prolonged, or have difficulty getting pregnant due to suffering from uterine tumors, immediately consult a doctor to get the right treatment."
"However, experienced by Ms. Ariana is quite alarming because it has entered an advanced stage."
My body froze in place. The tears that I had been holding back with great difficulty, melted down my cheeks. Indeed, before pregnancy I always feel pain during menstruation and sometimes can not wake up because the pain spreads in the waist.
"Mom, we can't continue treatment if the baby is still in the mother's womb." Doctor Novi clasped my hand on the table.
"I mean, Doctor?"
"By being forced we have to remove the baby in the womb of the mother so that we can do chemotherapy. Because the mother will consume drugs that can make the baby experience disability. Therefore I suggest that Mother abort the mother's womb for the sake of Mother's safety."
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No, I'm shaking. No, it never will. Mom would kill an innocent baby just for the sake of survival. I will never kill my baby, he is the most precious treasure even though I have not seen his form and appearance.
"Sorry, Doc. I can't," I refused firmly.
"But, Ma_"
"I don't want to lose my son, Doc. Please find other treatment alternatives without having to harm the baby in my womb," please hold Doctor Novi's hand.
Doctor Novi shook his head, "Mom will consume drugs that can not be consumed by pregnant women. Obviously this is dangerous for fetal development," explains Dr. Novi. "Please reconsider, ma'am. The cancer has spread to other parts of your body. Even if you keep the baby it's most likely to survive very thin, Mom," said Dr. Novi bluntly.
My body immediately shed, can't it scare me like this? It's okay if I have to lose this not-so-valuable life. But I don't want to lose the child I've fought so hard for. I want him to see this world even though his presence might hurt a lot of people.
"I know it's hard for you, Mom. I understand, Mom. But there is no other choice. The life of the Mother and the fetus in the womb of the Mother are both in danger. Therefore, I dare to suggest that Mother abort the baby and we focus on treatment. Later after recovery, you can get pregnant again and have children" explained Dr. Novi repeatedly gave understanding.
Seriate.....