Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 04's. Chaptre 08.
Anggi walked towards me with his mouth chattering like a witch doctor reading a mantra. I don't know what he's talking about with Naro and Sherly.
"Why, Nggi?" ask me by frowning.
"That, Brother. Sister Naro said that the woman was just a friend. Where there are friends hugging everything," Anggi nagged with breath up and down while whipping annoyed.
"Leave it," I said.
"Aren't you jealous?" Anggi looked at me suspiciously.
It's impossible if I'm not jealous, I'm so jealous. But what can I do if my husband wants all of this.
"Jealous! But Brother believes it's his friend," I replied of origin. There's no way I'm telling Anggi our household rift.
"Yes, come on, brother. After this we go to Kak Nara's place for a while huh. I want to love this as Baby Angkasa" said Anggi spread the paper bag in his hand to me.
"Yes" I replied.
We both got into the taxi car that Anggi had ordered since. I was silent for a moment when I felt pain in my stomach, why is this disease tormenting me at the wrong time?
"Big brother why?" tanya Anggi rubbed my shoulder when I was silent.
I shook my head while carving a fake smile. If Anggi knew, how painful the pain in the waist that spread to the stomach and it almost made my body stop working.
"But Brother is in pain?" turn Anggi again who is still looking at me with a glance. The soul wants it to still burn like fire.
"Sister's hand is cold too." Anggi touched my palm. "Keep sweating?" stick the back of my hand on my forehead.
"Oh maybe because of the car's AC" I replied.
"Sir, please lower the AC temperature!" anggi Pinta.
"Yes, ma'am" replied the driver.
I feel like cursing myself, why does this pain seem to show me weak in the eyes of others? I don't want anyone to know that my body isn't okay. I don't want to be pityed.
"Are you pregnant?" ask Anggi.
"Pregnant?"
"Yes, my brother is married. So, naturally dong if pregnant. My sister just got married a week when she was pregnant." Anggi keeps chattering.
If only Anggi knew that I was pregnant with her brother's child, would she also consider me a lowly and cheap woman? Will Anggi hate me like the rest of them?
I bite my lower lip and smile clumsily. I'm still not ready to admit my pregnancy to Anggi. She didn't need to know that I was indeed pregnant with her brother's child. I don't want to make Anggi hate Mas Angga for running away on our wedding day.
"Maybe Big Brother is just soy, Nggi," I replied. May Anggi believe and not ask me again about my pale face.
"Son, if the soybeans break. Don't be so tired. Later can trigger difficulty getting pregnant," said Anggi advising.
I replied with a nod as I swallowed the hard-earned saliva. I really feel guilty for not being forthright with Anggi.
"Sister." Anggi held my hand. "Once again, forgive all the mistakes of Mas Angga yes, Brother. Actually Anggi does not agree Sister married to Kak Naro, but rather than the marriage was null and embarrassing the family, shame how else." There was a long breath after Anggi said the sentence.
I also don't want to marry Brother Naro. I want to marry Mas Angga and be the only woman he loves. But fate is playing us. Mas Angga could have left our wedding day and just disappeared.
"But as long as Brother is happy, Anggi is happy too. The important thing is that Brother remains Anggi's brother."
This 20-year-old girl hugged me tightly. I rubbed Anggi's back with a feeling of guilt and disintegration. A feeling I cannot express with words. I wanted to tell Anggi what really happened, but I wasn't sure if he would understand.
"Come, brother," Anggi asked.
"Yes." Yeah."
I walked slowly while holding my stomach which was still very painful. Lord, at least strengthen me in this condition. I do not want to be considered weak by others and do not let anyone know about my disease, just Galactic Brother who knows.
"Sir Nara."
"Pick."
Anggi hugged Kak Nara tightly. She did not return to Pontianak for a long time after taking nursing studies.
"When did you come why didn't you tell Brother?" Brother Nara let go of his embrace.
"Surprise." Anggi showed the paper bag in his hand.
"What is this, Nggi?" ask Brother Nara.
"Just open up, brother. It's for my cute and adorable niece." Anggi pinched Angkasa's 3-year-old cheek.
The little man was in pain. He stared angrily at Anggi who pinched his cheek. It must hurt because it looks red.
"Hiks hiks Anty jayat." Angkasa hit Anggi's hand in anger.
We just chuckle with anxiety. God, do I still have a chance to see my son later? I can't wait for his birth, even though his presence doesn't bring happiness to others. But he is the most beautiful gift I have right now.
"Arin, how are you?" ask Brother Nara.
"Arin is fine, sister," I replied with a warm smile.
"Why is your face pale?" ask Nara confused.
"Oh so this is a woman who is pregnant with another boy but who is married to Kak Naro."
We all looked at the voice. Looks like Tata walked over haughtily and cynically looking at me.
"Tata" said Nara. "Why are you talking like that?" asked Kak Nara staring at Tata sharply.
"Well, why, brother? Reality, right? He was hamili by Mas Angga and then Kak Naro who had to be responsible" said Tata.
I squeezed the end of the dress I was wearing while lowering my head. Cold sweat poured out and wetted my forehead.
"meaning?" tanya Anggi looked at us in turn.
I could not see Anggi's facial expression that must have been surprised to find out about my pregnancy. My outstretched hand rubbed this flat, unshaped stomach. It's like channeling power to the baby in my womb. We both need to be strong for him to see this world. It's okay if the mother is in caki maki but the child must be happy later.
"So you've been tid_"
"The word!" tegur Mas Star. "Go in the room there. Why are you meddling with other people's problems!" hardik Mas Star.
Sister Nara rubbed my shoulder gently as if she knew that I could not hear Tata's words.
"Hoh, Mas Bintang and Kak Nara want that Kak Naro lives suffering and unhappy with the prostitute."
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