Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Can't be together.
I looked at my wife who was sitting on the sofa quietly. The cheerful face that was always welcoming with a warm and sweet smile now looked cold untouched. There was not even a smile printed on my wife's face.
"What exactly happened to you?" asked Dad, looking at me and Nara in turn. I don't know since when Nara came home and followed, maybe she was worried because I didn't come home.
"Dad." Nara smiled at Mom and Dad. "I mean the arrival of Nara here, want to tell Daddy and Mommy. If the marriage of Nara and Mas Bintang can no longer be continued because we have chosen our own path" said Nara at length.
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Not only are Father and Mother in shock but I am too. I even looked at Nara a few times and couldn't believe what she was saying.
"You mean, Nara?" ask a father who doesn't understand what my wife is saying.
Nara's a different person from many hearts that I met. Other than the look in his eyes, his arms, his smile and his whole body. I always fell in love with the way I looked at the world. But it seems too late that love I think is blowing in the chest. It ends with the word we can't be together.
The space he stored in his head, which he calmed down in his chest. He took care of her with all his soul. He said it was because he loved his world. For me, big dreams are always amazing. He doesn't care about being seen as crazy and imaginary. He believed that living without dreams was a poor fate because God had let him be born. That is why Nara likes to think outside the limits of humans in general. But it turns out that all the empty rooms that are filled will now return without occupants. It's too late, it's not the same anymore. Nara and I will truly be strangers in our household.
"Nara and Mas Bintang are getting divorced, Dad," Nara replied firmly with a serious face.
It's like a slap for Mom and Dad. They seemed to be in disbelief when they heard Nara's words and explanations. They thought our marriage was okay all along. They think we love each other. They think we're two guys who defend each other so deeply.
"Why?" ask Mommy with teary eyes.
Mother loved Nara so much. I even married this woman at the request of Father and Mother. Mother already considers Nara as her own biological child. Dad rubbed Mom's arm like he was giving her strength. Mother is also a person who has failed in the past with Om Reza, I still remember how Mother was treated unfairly.
But now I am the one who is repeating the same story. I created wounds and sorrows in the heart of the woman I just loved. Now, what should I do to keep Nara by my side. He didn't want to give me another chance.
"There's nothing, Mother. It's just that maybe we can't be together" Nara replied smiling wryly. I thought he was gonna tell me and Mona about Dad and Mommy. But Nara's answer seemed to make me realize that I would lose this best woman.
"Why not, why should we part?" ask Mommy. "Nara, Mommy knows there must be a reason why you want to separate. Let's tell Mommy what your problem is. Let's finish together" said Mother who was unable to hold the clear melt on her cheek.
"Mother." Nara's mouth was silent and it was hard to get words out.
"It's all wrong Star, Mother," I said quickly. I don't want Daddy and Mommy to think that this is Nara's wish. However, my wife was completely innocent in our relationship.
"Is your fault?" Dad's eyebrows are interlocked. "What have you done, Son?" ask Dad to look at me full of search.
"The star put Mona in our household" I replied in a stifled voice.
Looks like Daddy and Mommy saw each other. They both must have been shocked when they heard all these speeches and confessions because they knew Mona was outside the island of Borneo and studied. I did deliberately hide Mona's whereabouts because I was afraid that Dad would do something desperate and hurt her.
"Why are you doing this, Son?" ask Mommy.
I saw a tinge of disappointment on that gentle face of ayu. This time I saw my mother disappointed. Just this time I saw tears dripping down her cheeks after marrying Dad. Those tears were caused by my own selfishness.
"Sorry, Mother." I'm down.
Nara was silent. Just like Mother, she was disappointed. Even if I explain them however they are they will no longer listen to what I hear.
"Nara," call Dad.
"Yes Dad?" Nara looked at Dad.
"I'm sorry, Dad" said I felt guilty. "Pardon the Father who failed to become a parent and took the Star to the right path. I don't forbid if you want to part with him" Dad explained to his daughter-in-law.
The tears that I had just sustained instantly dripped down my cheeks. I shook my head repeatedly and refused this separation. I don't want Nara to leave, I want Nara to stay here with me and accompany me.
Let me look at Father and Mother who are both disappointed after knowing what I did to my wife. Usually Dad will defend me or give me a little leeway and authority if I'm in trouble. But this time he really felt like he was no longer able to hold back his emotions and anger.
"Yes, Dad. Nara apologizes for not being able to be the best daughter-in-law for Daddy and Mommy. But even though Nara and Mas Bintang are not together. Father and Mother remain Nara's parents" said my wife with a sweet smile.
If I could, I wouldn't want to know what's called love. I wish I could repeat all the stories for a long time. Because falling in love with Nara made me unable to really run. I chased him with the wind, on cold nights, on my incompetence to crush him, on my head hoping he would clench longs. She drowned herself in the corner of my chest many times. To embrace the shadow that torments me every time I want to go home. I could never walk any further, for to this day it is still in my head that hope of you being whole.
"Nara," call me.
I knelt in front of Nara. I don't care about self-esteem. Right now all I want is for him to give me one chance to fix everything that has happened.
"I beg you not to leave me. Give me one chance to fix everything. I promise I won't repeat the same mistake. I love you, Nara."
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