Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 06's.
With my deepest trust. I have chosen him and want to fall in love with him every time I have. Wanting to make him someone who is one with me dakams all prayers and plans. I want to make him my happiest friend. Lover lives faithful. We are the promises we will always keep..
"Breakfast!" my spoken.
"Breakfast in the hospital. You please take Lala. There's a morning operation schedule" he said.
Why every morning there is an operation. Usually also first, afternoon or evening usual also night. Why do some days keep on getting morning?
"Yes, I've brought lunch for breakfast there" I said.
"No need, Ta. Later Mas asked Mas's assistant to buy breakfast."
Since when? Doesn't Mas Gevan want to eat other people's dishes besides mine? Is there any cuisine more delicious than my own on Mas Gevan's tongue.
"Darling, Papa's leaving." Don't forget he kissed the tip of his son's head.
"Yes, Papa. Be careful," Lala said.
Queen since this morning has been gone. He said he wanted a job interview because he was accepted to work for a company.
"Mama, this morning Lala found this thing in the bathroom."
Lala showed a flat object in the shape of a rectangle.
"Testpack?" I shut my mouth in disbelief. "Son, who's this?" my many.
"Have a Aunt Queen, Ma? You see, when Auntie came out of the bathroom. Just as Lala walked in, Lala found this, ", Lala explained.
It's true that I thought Queen's mother was pregnant. But who is the father of the baby in the womb? Hasn't Queen been separated from her husband for a long time? There's no way she's pregnant after all this time.
"Ma, what is this?" ask Lala plain.
"It's nothing, son. Let's continue eating!" take me. I explained that Lala would not understand the name of the object she found earlier.
Lala and I continued our breakfast. But my mind kept wandering everywhere, a little anxious and scared. Ah, why do I even think that Janis is in the womb of Queen Mother Mas Gevan's son? What possible? Very low taste of my husband.
"Mom" call Bik Arum.
"Yes, Bik. Why?" ask me while smiling.
"Until when does Sister Queen stay here, Mom?" ask Bik Arum without answering my question.
"Why, Bik?" my many.
"I don't want a temperature, Mom. But several times I've seen Mr and Ms. Queen talking together, Mom. They are very familiar. When Mom and Lala left town yesterday, I saw you coming out of Queen's room."
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I froze at my place. Is correct? A few months ago I was out of town, reviewing my existing boutique branch. I purposely brought Lala because I was there long enough.
"Ah, time anyway, Bik?" I started to get rattled.
I tried to neutralize the emotions that were burning in my chest. But I can't just crash right away before there's solid evidence. I let Mas Gevan play with fire to the limit of his ability.
"Well, just have Ma'am Queen move, ma'am. I'm a little worried" suggested Bik Arum. This middle-aged woman said always honestly she never said anything that did not match the facts and truth.
"Thank you, Bik. I will take care of Mas Gevan later," said I smiled. I don't want to involve anyone else in my household matters.
"Yes, Mom."
It's been two days that I've taken Lala to school. Mas Gevan reasoned the same that there was a schedule of morning operations. What is every day someone's operation?
"Mas, I don't know why you betrayed my trust? What am I wrong, Mom? What was my lack all this time?"
I never planned to fall in love with Mas Gevan. Suddenly time, I don't know what reason he and I have in common. We've got a story that's finally in kind. And he believes that everything has become the plan of the universe. But is an affair the plan of the universe? What is the affair of the willed path of destiny? I forgive all mistakes except infidelity. However, I love the husband I took care of with great difficulty. I don't want to lose him in a dream.
Without me noticing the tears coming. Now I understand the feelings of Kak Nara who used to be treated worthlessly by Mas Bintang. But it is different from the case of my husband who made a big mistake.
I wiped the rough tears. No, I have to be strong. I cannot be weak. If I was weak, Mas Gevan would arbitrarily look at me and consider me a weak woman worthy of him trampling on my pride.
Arrive at the boutique. I tried to put on a firm face as usual. I do not want the employees here to see the condition of my face that is not okay.
"Good morning, ma'am," they said.
"By the morning, too" I replied.
"Oh yes, Mom. Mr. Rey asked Mom to go to the hospital later to measure the bride's dress, Mom," explained Lia.
"What time, huh?" I glanced at the watch.
"After lunchtime, ma'am," replied Lia.
I nodded and entered my room. Last night the man did send a message for me to come to the hospital today to measure the wedding dress he ordered.
I sit in my big chair. Although this boutique is just a stub but the results of this business are quite fulfilling the future of Lala. At least later he will not have trouble thinking about what he will eat.
"Sir Queen?" Somehow can this testpack be in my bag? Was that when Lala gave it to me I put it in?
"I didn't expect Mommy. You and Mas Gevan are the same. But if you really want to take Mas Gevan from me, go ahead! I'm not gonna hold it. I just realized that the trust I've been giving her has been broken."
I smiled wryly. Then I took a wedding ring around my ring finger. It's been ten years that this ring has inhabited my finger. I don't know, every time I saw this ring my chest was always arguing but why is it empty now?
I try not to think about Bik Arum's words. But my feelings could not at all change that speech. I closed my eyes for a moment and imagined that Mas Gevan and Sister Queen did have a relationship behind me.
When that courage comes and blows. I don't know where it came from, all I know is I'm afraid of is anything other than losing her. I spend more time working, spending more energy pursuing the things I love. I risked everything for him. Because I don't want us to be history remembered as the past. I left all my comfort at that time, and chose to spend my youth working to fulfill the earnestness of having it.
He looks like that too. He was more diligent at work than usual. Many times he reminds me of the target I have to achieve. Our time is getting closer to be able to quell the distance that makes the longing choked. However, who would have thought it turned out that he even stabbed a pentol needle in the heart that had never previously had an opening that created pain.
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