
"Mas Angga."
My mouth is still stiff and I can't say a word. It felt like my throat was choked when I heard the explanation from Auny. Is that really so?
"I don't know what happened to Brother Naro and Arin. All this time Arin always said that you guys are fine. Even Arin never told me if he was kicked out of the house by his family." Auny looked at us cynically with her hands folded across her chest.
"We know for ourselves, if all this time Brother Naro treats his wife badly." I'm looking down embarrassed. It's not true and I don't deny it at all.
"I was also surprised when Galactic Brother said that Arin had uterine cancer" said Auny. "Stadium continues," he continued, staring at Mas Angga who was still closed.
"She hid her illness in everyone including us. We knew all that because we accidentally found the results of the examination from the hospital," explained Auny wiping her tears.
"Arin doesn't want everyone to feel sorry for her, not because they care. All this time, he's been trying hard."
"And just so you know, Arin could have been cured if she killed the baby in her womb. But he didn't want to, he'd rather sacrifice than lose his son."
"Arin's fight wasn't easy. But you sinners behave as if you are the holiest of all. You hurt Arin. Killed him. But he never hated you at all."
I immediately fell on the floor while covering my face and crying violently. The tears that melted were not a falsehood but a regret that hit my chest.
"Son Naro." Auny. "What Brother knows, Arin loves Sister very much. Arin always wished there was a day when Big Brother accepted her as a wife. But after he found out he was sick, he buried all his dreams. The only thing he asked for, his son was born safely. Maybe he had to sacrifice his life."
No. gabe. I shaken to refuse that. Please don't take Ariana. Let me make amends for all my mistakes with him.
"Auny, please tell me where Arin is. Help me!" pinta Al kneels at Auny's feet. He lowered his prestige and ego to have Ariana back in our arms.
"Abang Handsome, I told you. Arin was in the most distant place from the reach of the people. You won't be able to find him. Yeah I wish it was, I'm afraid you're hurting Arin even more. You should be content with defamation and that cheap lady has left you."
After saying so, Auny sauntered away leaving the three of us inside Mas Angga's nursery. He's keukeh don't want to tell me where my wife is.
Screams and roars of crying echoed filled Mas Angga's room. The three of us seemed to no longer care about the sound of the heartbeat coming out of the monitor screen.
"Arin, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Arin. Please don't go."
I hit my head repeatedly. It's all my fault. If only I had tried to take wisdom and the good side of all this. Ariana won't leave me.
In the past, I knew that my wife was a golden jewel in the middle of her family. He lives in the luxury and affection of a full-fledged parent. Not only that, he was guarded like an egg that could not be broken even though in the end the egg was immediately overwritten by a beam so as to make it formless. That's when he lost his good life. Everyone hated it including me. Though it should be as a husband, I investigated what exactly happened to Mas Angga.
She also loves Ariana. He treated her well and granted all my wife's protection. However, I never knew that on the eve of the wedding day he had an accident. It was only right then, Daddy and Mama keukeh asked me to marry the woman.
"Mas Angga." I looked at Mas Angga's face. "Why didn't you tell me from the beginning, Mom? I'm sorry I couldn't look after your future wife and baby. Build, Mas. We're looking for Arin together. Let's get up" I urged Mas Angga's arm and wished him to wake up and listen to all my complaints and feelings.
"Where should we find Arin, brother? I was afraid something might happen to her" said El, still crying.
"There's no other way, we should urge Auny to say Arin's whereabouts" Al suggested.
I know Auny's a stubborn man. Once he said no, it would not be easy to seduce him back. He's hard to conquer.
Sorry, I hurt my wife. But I really don't want to lose it. I want to be patient to find him. Give me one more chance to prove that I'm sorry for hurting her heart and feelings. He is not the one I love very much. He's not someone I want to be with. Butwhy? When he is not half a soul, it is as if he left behind a fragile body. Throughout life, as many days as you want to go through. I want Arin to stay by my side to enjoy every breath that comes out against me crying.
"We must quickly find Arin, Brother," El said again.
If I could I even want to find him now. But where to? I don't know where he is? I don't know his current condition? I don't know how his face looks. He must have suffered because everything that happened was clogging his senses.
"May Arin be fine. I'll regret it for a lifetime if I don't find him. Loved her. I'm just disappointed. But I never hated my sister."
The three of us were still muttering inside Mas Angga's hospital room. As if busy with their own thoughts and feelings. Wish a miracle would happen and bring us to find Ariana again even though it would be difficult to get an apology from my wife.
I want to live a balanced story. A reciprocated feeling. Not the misses that ran aground. Nor are the lies slandered through the flattering seductions. I'm her head, is the return of feeling to longing. I to him, is the way to the house because I understand what is being addressed. We are steps that are planned or that try to walk together even though we do not know where to go. No one was afraid he could always calm down. No need to worry anymore, because my heart has won.
But it's not too late. What else is the meaning of regret if someone loved leaves instead? Isn't everything free and the child becomes a waste later? I want to repeat all the same love with him. The story is still on our side. Even then I was someone who had no price and no appearance.
"A-ar-in!"
We all looked at the cage.
"Mas Angga."
Seriate...