Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 06's. Shaka's Little Wife 09.
I took a deep breath and looked over for a moment. Why did Lea look like she was disappointed when I left her?
"Be careful, Om!" He waved his hand while throwing a smile. In his hands were the best trophies and graduate certificates of the year.
I replied with a nod of the head. Before finally breezing away towards the car in a hasty step. I drove my car out of Lea's school. My mind started to get confused about Felly.
"Lea."
Waita! Why am I muttering the name of this strange girl. His smile when he went on stage was really like an angel who came down from kahyangan.
"Ck, why is Lea's face in my head?" I grumbled in annoyance while hitting the steering wheel of the car slowly.
Arriving at the Felly residence, I immediately went down and was warmly welcomed by Mang Dudung.
"Put, Mas Boss," greeted Mang Dudung as he placed his hand on the tip of the temple and formed a salute.
I smiled thinly. "I go in first, Mang," I said.
"Please, Boss!" Mang Dudung bowed respectfully.
I walked in with wide steps.
"Son Shaka!" umi greetings.
"Eye!" I immediately shook the middle-aged woman's hand.
"Come, Son. Coming in!" yelling Umi invite me.
"Yes, Umi. Where's felly?" I was looking for my most beautiful and kind lover.
"Felly's in his room. Wait for Abi for a moment there is something he wants to talk to Nak Shaka," said Umi.
"Yes, Umi," I replied with a beard.
"Son Shaka wait a minute. Umi make me a drink first!" I replied with a nod of the head.
I stared at the room of this luxurious house. Photos of Felly's graduation lined the walls of the room. He was the second of three children. His older brother named Fendy is continuing his medical S2 in Jakarta. While Fena, her youngest sister is a flight attendant school in Yogyakarta. So, only Felly himself is at home looking after both his parents.
"Geek!" call someone.
I'm looking. "Eh, Abi!"
Abi walked towards me. The middle-aged man who remained handsome even though he was no longer young walked towards me. I wonder, why after so long my relationship with Felly only this time they approve of our relationship. What exactly is going on? It felt a little strange when Abi asked me to marry Felly.
"Jiang, Abi!" I shook the man's hand.
Abi replied with a smile. Never before have I seen him smile kindly at me. Usually Abi always displays a cold face and does not like every time I will come to the house I met with Felly.
"Have you been here a long time?" ask him just a pleasantry.
"New, Bi," I replied.
"Son Shaka, do you know about our son Felly?" ask Abi.
"Felly why, Bi?" I asked with a slightly panicked face. If, Felly's problem I can't underestimate.
"Is Nak Shaka willing to marry Felly?"
My tongue seems to hear a clear question I don't know the answer to. My heart is on the edge of worry.
"Felly has advanced blood cancer."
Jeduar!!!!
Like lightning in broad daylight that directly hit my heart. Advanced blood cancer?
"What does Abi mean?" I ask who does not understand.
"After Nak Shaka came home from here yesterday, Felly suddenly fell unconscious. We called the doctor to check on him, it turned out that he had blood cancer" Abi explained with a sad face and looked fragile.
I'm improving myself. The new days have arrived. I began to set plans to agree on many things. One of them tried to be strong to face all possibilities and prepare themselves if death began to approach. At least after I left my family name was clear of people's sight.
My tears instantly broke with a limp body on the sofa. The soul in my body seemed to disappear with the blowing of the night wind. Why did I not realize that my boyfriend had been sick all this time? I was with him for almost twenty-four hours.
"Doctors say Felly's age will not last long" Abi said. "I'm sorry Abi, Nak Shaka. All this time Abi has been too cruel to Nak Shaka and Felly. Now, Abi is aware that what Abi did was wrong" he regretted.
I closed my eyes for a moment trying to neutralize the emotions that were burning inside my chest. The fused pain destroys lara. It hurts! It hurts everything that feels piercing. Me, I can't lose Felly.
Now everything is different from what was once called a plan. I have chosen my own path, though no one accompanies me through all this. I let everyone stay away, because what it means to keep something that always makes it fragile. I learned a reality I never thought of before. I'm looking for a way to understand what's going on. Although never with all my heart.
"Felly just loves Nak Shaka. Therefore Abi does not want to be selfish anymore. Abi will bless your relationship." Abi held my hand. "Marry Felly, Shaka boy!" please Abi.
I looked into the eyes of this middle-aged man. Abi is a critical and religious type. I know sometimes he has to be a little selfish with himself for the sake of the happiness of the child he loves. Then, what about me? I just married a 19-year-old girl. Although our marriage was without love and more precisely because of arranged marriage, but we are legally and religiously legitimate.
Do I have to let go of Lea and marry Felly? Then what about Daddy and Mama who will definitely be very disappointed, the corn-time marriage will end in a short time without any problems. Just for the reason that I want to marry my lover?
"Why, Shaka boy? Does Nak Shaka not want to marry Felly when he finds out she's sick?" There was disappointment from Abi's tone of question. The sad-looking face was as if there was a wound inside there that he was enduring.
I have always believed that there is nothing eternal about sadness. Or from whatever it is. There are only people who have survived together throughout their ages. And, that's not an eternity. It was an attempt to keep the deal. While someone who can't keep the chance. So, there's no more reason to let you stay here. Although it comes occasionally to the head, really my chest no longer needs taste.
"Come, may I be honest with you one thing" I said.
"Just tell me what Nak Shaka wants to say!" said Abi.
"I love Felly, my soul and my feelings. I don't care if she's sick, for me she's the best woman after my mother. But..."
"But what, Shaka boy?" asked Abi who seemed impatient waiting for a connection from my words.
Feelings will continue to grow with the things that are fought for. With all the dreams and efforts to achieve. Love is not limited to spoiled. There are some things that must be accepted. Job name. This one human curse often drags the body to places that make everything feel far away.
"I'm married, Bi!"