Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 3's. Devastated feeling
Mobil Mas Bintang entered the courtyard of the luxurious house of Father Sky. Now I understand why Mas Bintang's appearance is messy like it's not taken care of because his family is not okay. Maybe this is what Daddy and Mama visited last night.
Shaka also got off the bike. He wanted to accompany me to take Bee, he said afraid that Mas Bintang would try to kidnap me and take me away.
"Come," take the Star.
The three of us entered the luxurious house. The normally bustling and calm atmosphere was now completely deserted. The servants were busy doing their respective duties.
"Where are you going, Mom?" my many.
"Mother accompanied Dad in the hospital," replied Mas Bintang.
You went into Bee's room. It looked as if the woman was crouching on the bed with disheveled hair like a kuntilanak. His stomach was half enlarged. What exactly happened to this woman? Did Father Sky and Mas Star scold him so heavily that he looked like a frustrated person.
"This is all the law of karma, Ra. I not only broke your loss but my family was also devastated" Mas Bintang said in a guilty tone.
All just matters will be acceptance. Months of sad money I've been spitting. Steps that have stopped. The crying broke for days. All the things I couldn't believe were finally happening. Of all that passes and is now called the past. I tried to teach a lesson for a person who will not stop because of a broken heart.
"Don't say that, Mom," I rubbed his shoulder.
"Thank you, Ra." She had her tears falling.
I never prayed for God to avenge all the evil and betrayal of Mas Bintang. But this is exactly what they are experiencing. This is not the law of karma but the circumstances in order for him to accept reality.
I walked over to Bee's bed. This woman's gaze was empty with puffy eyes from crying. Pregnant women should not think too much. Especially the age of the child is still young.
"Bee," call me slowly.
The woman was silent for a moment before she finally turned her head towards me. Her tears came back when she looked at me. This woman is hurt. He only needed to find people who understood his condition and circumstances.
"Bee, this is Brother. Brother Nara," I said with a smile. Maybe he forgot about me because we hadn't seen each other in a long time.
"Sir Nara," he said slowly.
I nodded with a warm smile and then rubbed his sticky arm. Looks like this woman besides not taking a bath she also rarely eats.
"Sister."
Bee hugged me while crying. His embrace was so tight that it made me almost breathless.
"Big hiks hyks."
Bee's cry broke out with an increasingly tight hug. I know if he's really hurt bad. Not only his heart but his soul and body.
"Sister, please Bee. Bee doesn't want this kid in the belly, Bee. Please Bee, brother," she cried as hard as she could.
I rubbed his shoulders and tried to channel the power through my strokes. Honestly, I was devastated to see her like this. The cheerful face that he always displayed now only remained fragility.
"Bee hates the father of this child. Bee doesn't want to get pregnant, sister. Bee doesn't want to."
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I rubbed Bee's already calmer arm. After she cried as much as I helped her eat and take a bath. This woman can not be led in kasari let alone because of her mistake. Bee keukeh killed an innocent baby in his womb because he had not received it if he was pregnant out of wedlock.
"When Bee was pregnant, Dad was hit and scolded Bee. After that, I had a heart attack. While Bee is depressed and trying to abort the baby in the womb," explained Mas Bintang.
"Then, will Doctor Ikmal be responsible?" my many.
The star shook his head, "Even if he wanted to. I won't want my sister in honey unless she's willing to leave Mona for Bee" said Mas Bintang again.
I took a long breath. It was a pity to see Bee's condition being destroyed like this. Who wouldn't get hit by getting pregnant outside of marriage.
"Ra," call me Star.
"Yes, Mas?" I tried smilingly covering the still wet wound inside.
"I'm sorry again. Now I feel like I'm in your position. I wish you happiness, Ra. Although not the same as me. After Dad recovered and Bee gave birth. Maybe we will move to Singkawang join Om Fajar," explained Mas Bintang.
"Buck...."
Why wouldn't I be willing if Mas Bintang went far away and left the city. Although Singkawang and Pontianak are not far away but still I feel something is missing if it goes far.
"I'm sorry for all my mistakes, Ra. You are a good woman and you deserve to be happy with the path you choose for yourself. While I was, I've received kar_"
"Stop, Mom! Don't call it karma. All that happens let it pass" cut me off.
He nodded and looked at my face. I still see love in his eyeballs. His regret has led him to blame karma.
"I don't know if you've lost a father for a long time" he said. "Ra, if I had realized my feelings from the beginning I would have hurt you. But I realized it after Mona's betrayal and I knew it made you feel like I had made you an impingement. But one thing you should know, Ra. I never made you an outlet from my pain. I love you sincerely." He rubbed the corner of his eye.
"May Rimba be a figure who can protect and protect you, Ra. May he realize your dream." The tears that he had just fallen soaked his cheeks.
Now everything is different from what we once called a plan. Mas Bintang has chosen his own path, while I also have to survive the life I went through. Will I let him stay away? While this heart still can not turn away, even though there are people who blatantly say want to take care of me more than him?
I learned a reality I never thought of before. I'm looking for a way to understand what's going on. He was never wholehearted.
Life is a letting go. I once held on to it as hard as I could. Don't want him to just leave. I thought she was mine, but there was not a single thing that was really mine about her.
"Nara." He held my hand. "If I can be honest, I love you very much. I regret. I'm sorry, Ra. I'm sorry I wasted a woman as good as you. I always hoped and appealed to God, to give us one chance to get back together. But I realized that I am not worthy of a woman like you. You're too good."
I looked at his eyeballs closely. If only Mas Bintang knew that I still loved him. However, I realize that something that has been released will not be possible to return again.
"I love you, Nara. I sincerely let go of your departure. Be happy with the jungle. I'm sorry if I've been bothering you all this time."
Seriate...