
Pov Star.
I parked my car in front of Mona's house. To be honest I panicked when she called because something happened to her, I left Nara by the side of the road. Actually I can't bear it because after all, Nara is my wife. However, if the appeal of Mona and Nara, obviously Mona my lover is more important.
"Miss."
I walked in half-run. My mind is upset if anything happens to Mona.
"Mona, what's going on?" my pedicabs.
Mona sat on the floor crying and leaning on the bed. What exactly happened to him? His face was messy with disheveled hair. I've never seen Mona this fragile in a relationship with me.
"Mon, let's sit on the bed" I asked.
I lifted up my beloved's body and sat him on the bed. I trim his messy hair. I can't explain how much I love this woman. She was my first love, the most comfortable place for me to go home. But I never knew what reason Father and Mother did not approve of our relationship that Dad clearly opposed vehemently if I was in a relationship with Mona.
"But." Eyes glazed.
"What's up, Mon? Let's tell you why?" I asked softly while rubbing her wet cheeks. I don't like seeing Mona cry, her tears are too precious to me.
"Star." His tears fell as soon as the clear circles flowed down soaking.
"Don't cry! Let's tell me, what's wrong with you?" I cupped Mona's face. "Don't cry, I don't like to see your tears" I said. I couldn't see Mona's tears falling on her cheeks.
"I'm pregnant....."
That word made me not believe. How could this wholeheartedly guarded lover possibly get pregnant. I love Mona very well. There is no way I can ruin this woman's sanctity.
Fusing already my heart heard the name of someone called Mona later. Crumpled and formless. Ikmal was my college best friend we were very familiar and Mona was my lover. The two people I consider the best humans, are now ruining his life. I crashed beside Mona hearing the confession. I never expected how cruel love was. I never imagined how painful life would be. Betrayed and stabbed by a lover, maybe I can understand because no relationship is perfect but I never think my own best friend is something I never imagined. Even in the worst of minds I never imagined such a painful life. But the truth is that's what I got.
I never realized. A pair of traitors have been hiding behind the good stories I have. The incarnate observer gives affection. Then slowly thrust out the dagger. The more methobed in the heart of the liver. Just dead who didn't, dying was already juned at that time. I really refuse to believe. Maybe it feels like all that happened. Before I was finally forced to accept myself being covered in stab wounds to the chest. Scraped wounds on the skin, yet so painful.
"Sorry, Tang."
That one sentence managed to break my daydream after reminiscing about the times that Mona and I went through.
"I need an impingement."
I've been looking after Mona wholeheartedly. We were often in the same room. However, I never touched her over the line. Why is it like that? Because she is the woman I love, I promise not to destroy her until we are legitimate before God and the church.
"I and Ikmal have been in a relationship for a long time since I went to college" he said.
Crumpled to pieces. Sick but not bleeding. I can imagine the particles of my heart being scratched in a wound to let out fresh blood.
"Sorry, Star. Our relationship will not be able to continue either. Both of your parents will never like me at any time" he continued.
I know that thing. But the matter of blessing, we can not still fight together so that Father and Mother bless our relationship even though I am married to Nara.
"After this I will marry Ikmal. We both agreed to take responsibility for what we did. Sorry, Stars. If I renege on the promise we've agreed to."
If an apology can treat the wound he touted. Maybe I'll forgive him.
Seriate...