Love Is Hurt (Wedding Polygamy)
Season 05's. Tata Story 23's.
However, time can never be guessed. Sometimes feelings are tested by things that are never imagined. The things that make it weak seem not strong to defend each other. Not that weak. But life always has unexpected things. Sometimes the heart feels doubted by the conditions and circumstances. I understand, there's a lot of things I can never do for sure. All I know is that I'm just trying my hardest.
The painful particles of falling in love are when it is forced to let go of someone so loved. I have been hurt many times but still love the wrong person. Sometimes it's true said people, if you want to be thin love the wrong person, then your body will experience a slump. Whether it is due to reduced appetite or diseases that accumulate in the body.
"Father!" call Lala.
Time still brings us together. How far I ran and went to take Lala. Strive to be a single parent who provides full affection. She's still a little girl who needs her father.
"Metal." Mas Gevan crouched down to welcome the embrace of his only puppet princess.
Time has brought us back. I could never really run as far as I wanted, if my little girl kept asking where her dad was. Lala has yet to understand the meaning of a breakup that she knows me and Mas Gevan are no longer together. Sometimes he asked me to bring him home.
I might be able to part with Mas Gevan but I can't separate my daughter from her real father. Even though I've tried to be everything to Lala. I still can't be what he wants me to be.
"Lala kangen with Papa. Why don't you pick up Lala and Mama here?" lala Renggek. My little girl is only 7 years old. He was very close to his father.
"Papa also misses Papa. I'm sorry, my son."
Mas Gevan's tone of voice sounded full of regret. What does he regret? Isn't it all too late? He won't probably have me back once he belongs to someone else.
"Lala wants to go home and stay with Papa again," said Lala while hugging Mas Gevan's neck aggressively.
When Lala cried all day looking for Mas Gevan and took me home to our old house. Sometimes I want to apologize with all my heart and soul that I cannot grant my little daughter's request.
Mas Gevan could only cry in silence because I could see from his sad eyes and pitiful face. It's his fault, not mine. Who told you to release a jewel for silver? This was not fate or fate but a destiny that he had indeed chosen himself.
"How are you, Ta?" ask Mas Gevan to me.
"Well," I replied briefly densely and clearly.
Today there was a meeting of the students' parents. Both parents of students must be present. So, inevitably I had to ask Mas Gevan to be present to accompany me and Lala. I could've taken Brother Naro or Mas Rey. But I don't want to hurt my son because all he wants is his real father not an uncle.
"Come, come in."
Lala's at the school festival. She participated as a dance contestant with her friends. My son has talent in the entertainment world, he likes fashion and singing. So I want to sharpen his skills.
"Let's call the 09th, Clara Anggela," call the host.
"Mama, Papa, doain Lala may win" said Lala.
"Yes, Honey. Lala will win, Lala will be Mama's greatest son." I kissed the princess just the way I was.
"Papa." Lala hugged Mas Gevan.
"Enterprise for Papa's beautiful daughter." He smelled his son's face.
I smiled to see Lala go up on stage. These few days I became her dance teacher because Lala did not want to study with others. So, I don't want to have to teach him.
"Yes." Instantly my smile faded as Mas Gevan called my name.
I can't take away the sick shadow he's created. It still seemed to be imagined and continued to stab my chest which was increasingly melting the wound.
"I'm sorry" he said with regret.
"For what?"
What else do I need to forgive? It won't make everything go back to normal. I remain a hurt woman.
"For everything I do," he said.
"I've forgiven you, Mom," I said.
"Mas doesn't love Queen" he said. Then what does this have to do with me? He wants to do whatever I don't even care. Even wanting him to move planets is none of my business because I have no relationship with Mas Gevan.
"Then?" My forehead shrinks.
He seemed to take a long breath. Then he blew. I still remember when he defended Queen Mother in front of me.
"Mas just tempted."
I laughed mockingly. If indeed he does not want to be as strong as anything, Queen Mother teased him. He will not waver and stick to the stand.
"Then why bother me, Mas? You want anything I don't even care about. We have no relationship anymore. I want to meet you not because I want to go back but for Lala's happiness. He was the victim and injured for his actions. So, please don't tell me anything about your life. You have chosen your own path" I said coldly. I don't care if he's hurt. He is a man who has no heart at all.
"Yes."
I looked focused forward. Damn, because of this man I'm not focused on seeing my son.
"Mas is sorry" he said later who also saw Lala on stage.
"Your regrets won't get me back, Mom. So, all free," I said. Indeed, the word regret people came behind if in front of his name registration.
"Mas knows," he said. Screaming he wiped his tears violently.
I exhaled my breath rough. It cannot be denied that this longing is still there for him. But all of that was defeated by Mas Gevan's attitude and treatment that made me lose the love in my chest.
"If time could be reworked, Mas wouldn't have made that mistake" he said.
"I don't even want time with you, Mom. I am grateful to be able to get away from men like you. I believe that someday I will meet someone who can love me for who I am" I replied firmly and boldly. Hoh, it doesn't matter if she's hurt or thinks I'm a bad girl. Yes, I am evil and cruel, who would want to find trouble with a woman like me?
Brak!
"Metal."
Seriate...